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us her hate。 I will learn。 You think because you know； you can escape me。 But I will learn better than you think； and I will pull you down for what you've done。 For what you've done to Mat； and to Perrin。 For Rand； the Light help him and the Creator shelter him。 Especially for Rand。 Her hand closed around the heavy circlet of gold。 And for me。
Egwene watched the liveried maid folding her dresses into a leather…covered travel chest； still a little unfortable； even after nearly a month's practice； with someone else doing what she could very well have done herself。 They were such beautiful dresses； all gifts from the Lady Amalisa； just like the gray silk riding dress she wore； though that was plain except for a few white morningstar blossoms worked on the breast。 Many of the dresses were much more elaborate。 Any one of them would shine at Sunday； or at Bel Tine。 She sighed； remembering that she would be in Tar Valon for the next Sunday； not Emond's Field。 From the little Moiraine had told her of novice training…almost nothing； really…she expected she might not be home for Bel Tine； in the spring； or even the Sunday after that。
Nynaeve put her head into the room。 〃Are you ready？〃 She came the rest of the way in。 〃We must be down in the courtyard soon。〃 She wore a riding dress； too； in blue silk with red loversknots on the bosom。 Another gift from Amalisa。
〃Nearly； Nynaeve。 I am almost sorry to be going。 I don't suppose we'll have many chances in Tar Valon to wear the nice dresses Amalisa gave us。〃 She gave an abrupt laugh。 〃Still； Wisdom； I won't miss being able to bathe without looking over my shoulder the whole time。〃
〃Much better to bathe alone；〃 Nynaeve said briskly。 Her face did not change； but after a moment her cheeks colored。
Egwene smiled。 She's thinking about Lan。 It was still odd to think of Nynaeve； the Wisdom； mooning after a man。 She did not think it would be wise to put it to Nynaeve in quite that way； but of late； sometimes the Wisdom acted as strangely as any girl who had set her heart on a particular man。 And one who doesn't have enough sense to be worthy of her； at that。 She loves him； and I can see he loves her； so why can't he have sense enough to speak up？
〃I don't think you should call me Wisdom any longer；〃 Nynaeve said suddenly。
Egwene blinked。 It was not required； exactly； and Nynaeve never insisted on it unless she was angry； or being formal； but this 。。。 〃Why ever not？〃
〃You are a woman； now。〃 Nynaeve glanced at her unbraided hair； and Egwene resisted the urge to hurriedly twist it into a semblance of a braid。 Aes Sedai wore their hair any way they wanted； but wearing hers loose had bee a symbol of starting on a new life。 〃You are a woman；〃 Nynaeve repeated firmly。 〃We are two women； a long way from Emond's Field； and it will be longer still before we see home again。 It will be better if you simply call me Nynaeve。〃
〃We will see home again； Nynaeve。 We will。〃
〃Don't try to fort the Wisdom； girl；〃 Nynaeve said gruffly； but she smiled。
There was a knock at the door； but before Egwene could open it； Nisura came in； agitation all over her face。 〃Egwene； that young man of yours is trying to e into the women's apartments。〃 She sounded scandalized。 〃And wearing a sword。 Just because the Amyrlin let him enter that way 。。。 Lord Rand should know better。 He is causing an uproar。 Egwene； you must speak to him。〃
〃Lord Rand；〃 Nynaeve snorted。 〃That young man is growing too big for his breeches。 When I get my hands on him； I'll lord him。〃
Egwene put a hand on Nynaeve's arm。 〃Let me speak to him； Nynaeve。 Alone。〃
〃Oh； very well。 The best of men are not much better than housebroken。〃 Nynaeve paused； and added half to herself； 〃But then； the best of them are worth the trouble of housebreaking。〃
Egwene shook her head as she followed Nisura into the hall。 Even half a year before； Nynaeve would never have added the second part。 But she'll never housebreak Lan。 Her thoughts turned to Rand。 Causing an uproar； was he？ 〃Housebreak him？〃 she muttered。 〃If he hasn't learned manners by this time； I'll skin him alive。〃
〃Sometimes that is what it takes；〃 Nisura said； walking quickly。 〃Men are never more than half…civilized until they're wedded。〃 She gave Egwene a sidelong glance。 〃Do you intend to marry Lord Rand？ I do not mean to pry； but you are going to the White Tower； and Aes Sedai seldom wed … none but some of the Green Ajah； that I've ever heard； and not many of them … and 。。。〃
Egwene could supply the rest。 She had heard the talk in the women's apartments about a suitable wife for Rand。 At first it had caused stabs of jealousy； and anger。 He had been all but promised to her since they were children。 But she was going to be an Aes Sedai； and he was what he was。 A man who could channel。 She could marry him。 And watch him go mad； watch him die。 The only way to stop it would be to have him gentled。 I can't do that to him。 I can't！ 〃I do not know；〃 she said sadly。
Nisura nodded。 〃No one will poach where you have a claim； but you are going to the Tower； and he will make a good husband。 Once he has been trained。 There he is。〃
The women gathered around the entrance to the women's apartments； both inside and out； were all watching three men in the hallway outside。 Rand； with his sword buckled over his red coat； was being confronted by Agelmar and Kajin。 Neither of them wore a sword； even after what had happened in the night； these were still the women's apartments。 Egwene stopped at the back of the crowd。
〃You understand why you cannot go in；〃 Agelmar was saying。 〃I know that things are different in Andor； but you do understand？〃
〃I didn't try to go in。〃 Rand sounded as if he had explained all this more than once already。 〃I told the Lady Nisura I wanted to see Egwene； and she said Egwene was busy； and I'd have to wait。 All I did was shout for her from the door。 I did not try to enter。 You'd have thought I was naming the Dark One； the way they all started in on me。〃
〃Women have their own ways；〃 Kajin said。 He was tall for a Shienaran； almost as tall as Rand； lanky and sallow。 His topknot was black as pitch。 〃They set the rules for the women's apartments； and we abide by them even when they are foolish。〃 A number of eyebrows were raised among the women； and he hastily cleared his throat。 〃You must send a message in if you wish to speak to one of the women； but it will be delivered when they choose； and until it is； you must wait。 That is our custom。〃
〃I have to see her；〃 Rand said stubbornly。 〃We're leaving soon。 Not soon enough for me； but I still have to see Egwene。 We will get the Horn of Valere and the dagger back； and that will be the end of it。 The end of it。 But I want to see her before I go。〃 Egwene frowned； he sounded odd。
〃No need to be so fierce；〃 Kajin said。 〃You and Ingtar will find the Horn； or not。 And if not； then another will retrieve it。 The Wheel weaves as the Wheel wills； and we are but threads in the Pattern。〃
〃Do not let the Horn seize you； Rand；〃 Agelmar said。 〃It can take hold of a man … I know how it can … and that is not the way。 A man must seek duty； not glory。 What will happen； will happen。 If the Horn of Valere is meant to be sounded for the Light； then it will be。〃
〃Here is your Egwene；〃 Kajin said； spotting her。
Agelmar looked around； and nodded when he saw her with Nisura。 〃I will leave you in her hands； Rand al'Thor。 Remember； here； her words are law； not yours。 Lady Nisura； do not be too hard on him。 He only wished to see his young woman； and he does not know our ways。〃
Egwene followed Nisura as the Shienaran woman threaded her way through the watching women。 Nisura inclined her head briefly to Agelmar and Kajin； she pointedly did not include Rand。 Her voice was tight。 〃Lord Agelmar。 Lord Kajin。 He should know this much of our ways by now； but he is too big to spank； so I will let Egwene deal with him。〃
Agelmar gave Rand a fatherly pat on the shoulder。 〃You see。 You will speak with her； if not exactly in the way you wished。 e； Kajin。 We have much to see to yet。 The Amyrlin still insists on 。。。〃 His voice trailed away as he and the other man left。 Rand stood there； looking at Egwene。
The women were still watching； Egwene realized。 Watching her as well as Rand。 Waiting to see what she would do。 So I'm supposed to deal with him； am I？ Yet she felt her heart going out to him。 His hair needed brushing。 His face showed anger； defiance； and weariness。 〃Walk with me；〃 she told him。 A murmur started up behind them as he walked down the hall beside her； away from the women's apartments。 Rand seemed to be struggling with himself； hunting for what to say。
〃I've heard about your 。。。 exploits；〃 she said finally。 〃Running through the women's apartments last night with a sword。 Wearing a sword to an audience with the Amyrlin Seat。〃 He still said nothing； only walked along frowning at the floor。 〃She didn't 。。。 hurt you； did she？〃 She could not make herself ask if he had been gentled； he looked anything but gentle； but she had no idea what a man looked like afterwards。