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Well hast thou done therein good Sonne； said the Confessour： but how
oftentimes hast thou beene angry？ Oh Sir （said Maister Chappelet）
therein I assure yee； I have often transgressed。 And what man is
able to forbeare it； beholding the dayly actions of men to be so
dishonest？ No care of keeping Gods Commandements； nor any feare of his
dreadfull judgements。 Many times in a day； I have rather wished my
selfe dead then living； beholding youth pursuing idle vanities； to
sweare and forsweare themselves； tipling in Tavernes； and never
haunting Churches； but rather affecting the worlds follies； then any
such duties as they owe to God。 Alas Sonne （quoth the Friar） this is a
good and holy anger； and I can impose no penance on thee for it。 But
tell me； hath not rage or furie at any time so over…ruled thee； as
to commit murther or man…slaughter； or to speake evill of any man；
or to doe any other such kinde of injurie？ Oh Father （answered Maister
Chappelet） you that seeme to be a man of God； how dare you use any
such vile words？ If I had had the very least thought； to doe any
such act as you speake； doe you thinke that God would have suffered me
to live？ These are deeds of darknesse； fit for villaines and wicked
livers； of which hellish crew； when at any time I have happened to
meet with some one of them； I have said； God； God convert thee。
Worthy； and charitable words； replied the Friar： but tell me
Sonne； Didst thou ever beare false witnes against any man； or hast
spoken falsly； or taken ought from any one； contrary to the will of
the owner？ Yes indeed Father； said Maister Chappelet； I have spoken
ill of another； because I have sometime seene one of my neighbors； who
with no meane shame of the world； would do nothing else but beat his
wife： and of him once I complained to the poore mans parents；
saying； that he never did it but when he was overcome with drinke。
Those were no ill words； quoth the Friar； but I remember you said；
that you were a Merchant： Did you ever deceive any； as some
Merchants use to doe？ Truely Father； answered M。 Chappelet； I thinke
not any； except one man； who one day brought me money which he owed me
for a certaine peece of cloath I sold him； and I put it into a purse
without accounting it。 About a moneth afterward； I found that there
were foure small pence more then was due to mee： and never happening
to meete with the man againe； after I had kept them the space of a
whole yeare； I then gave them away unto foure poore people； for Gods
sake。
A small matter； said the Friar； and truly payed backe againe to
the owner； in bestowing them on the poore。 Many other questions he
demanded of him； whereto still he answered in the same manner。 But
before he proceeded to absolution； Master Chappelet spake thus： I have
yet one sinne more； which I have not revealed to you： when being urged
by the Friar to confesse it； he said。 I remember； that I should afford
one day in the weeke； to cleanse the house of my soule； for better
entertainement to my Lord and Saviour； and yet I have done no such
reverence to the Sunday or Sabbath； as I ought to have done。 A small
fault Sonne； replyed the Friar。 O no （quoth Master Chappelet）
doe not terme it a small fault； because Sunday being a holy day；
is highly to be reverenced： for as on that day； our blessed Lord arose
from death to life。 But （quoth the Confessor） hast thou done nothing
else on that day？ Yes； said he； being forgetfull of my selfe； once I
did spet in Gods Church。 The Friar smiling； said： Alas Sonne； that
is a matter of no moment； for wee that are Religious persons； doe
use to spet there every day。 The more is your shame； answered Master
Chappelet； for no place ought to bee kept more pure and cleane then
the sacred Temple； wherein our daily sacrifices are offered up to God。
In this manner he held on an houre and more； uttering the like
transgressions as these； and at last began to sigh very
passionately； and to shed a few teares； as one that was skilfull
enough in such dissembling pranks： whereat the Confessor being much
mooved； saide： Alas Sonne； what aylest thou？ Oh Father （quoth
Chappelet） there remaineth yet one sinne more upon my conscience；
wherof I never at any time made confession； so shamefull it
appeareth to mee to disclose it； and I am partly perswaded； that God
will never pardon me for that sinne。 How now Sonne？ said the Friar；
never say so； for if all the sinnes that ever were committed by men；
or shall be committed so long as the World endureth； were onely in one
man； and he repenting them； and being so contrite for them； as I see
thou art； the grace and mercy of God is so great； that upon penitent
confession； he will freely pardon him； and therefore spare not to
speake it boldly。 Alas Father （said Chappelet； still in pretended
weeping） this sinne of mine is so great； that I can hardly beleeve （if
your earnest prayers do not assist me） that ever I shall obtaine
remission for it。 Speake it Sonne； said the Friar； and feare not； I
promise that I will pray to God for thee。
Master Chappelet still wept and sighed； and continued silent；
notwithstanding all the Confessors comfortable perswasions； but
after hee had helde him a long while in suspence； breathing forth a
sighe； even as if his very heart would have broken； he saide； Holy
Father； seeing you promise to pray to God for me； I will reveale it to
you： Know then； that when I was a little boy； I did once curse my
Mother； which he had no sooner spoken； but he wrung his hands； and
greeved extraordinarily。 Oh good Son； saide the Friar： doth that seeme
so great a sinne to thee？ Why； men doe daily blaspheme our Lord God；
and yet neverthelesse； upon their hearty repentance； he is alwayes
ready to forgive them； and wilt not thou beleeve to obtaine remission；
for a sinne so ignorantly committed？ Weepe no more deare Sonne； but
comfort thy selfe and rest resolved； that if thou wert one of them；
who nayled our blessed Saviour to his Crosse； yet being so truly
repentant； as I see thou art； he would freely forgive thee。 Say you so
Father？ quoth Chappelet。 What mine owne deare Mother？ that bare me
in her wombe nine moneths； day and night； and afterwards fed me with
her breasts a thousand times； can I be pardoned for cursing her？ Oh
no； it is too haynous a sinne； and except you pray to God very
instantly for me； he will not forgive me。
When the religious man perceived； that nothing more was to bee
confessed by Master Chappelet； he gave him absolution； and his owne
benediction beside； reputing him to be a most holy man； as verily
beleeving all that hee had said。 And who would not have done the like；
hearing a man to speake in this manner； and being upon the very
point of death？ Afterward； he saide unto him； Master Chappelet； by
Gods grace you may be soone restored to health； but if it so come to
passe； that God doe take your blessed and well disposed soule to his
mercy； will it please you to have your body buried in our Convent？
Whereto Master Chappelet answered； I thanke you Father for your good
motion； and sorry should I be； if my friends did bury me any where
else； because you have promised to pray to God for me； and beside； I
have alwayes carried a religious devotion to your Order。 Wherefore；
I beseech you； so soone as you are come home to your Convent； prevaile
so much by your good meanes； that the holy Eucharist； consecrated this
morning on your high Altar； may be brought unto me： for although I
confesse my selfe utterly unworthy； yet I purpose （by your reverend
permission） to receive it； as also your holy and latest unction； to
this ende； that having lived a greevous sinner； I may yet （at the
last） die a Christian。 These words were pleasing to the good olde man；
and he caused every thing to be performed； according as Master
Chappelet had requested。
The two Brethren； who much doubted the dissembling of Chappelet；
being both in a small partition； which sundered the sicke mans Chamber
from theirs； heard and understood the passage of all； betweene him and
the ghostly Father； being many times scarcely able to refraine from
laughter； at the fraudulent course of his confession。 And often they
said within themselves； What manner of man is this； whom neither
age； sickenesse； nor terror of death so neere approaching； and
sensible to his owne soule； nor that which is much more； God； before
whose judgement he knowes not how soone he shall appeare； or else be
sent to a more fearefull place； none of these can alter his wicked
disposition； but that he will needes die according as he hath lived？
Notwithstanding； seeing he had so ordered the matter； that he had
buriall freely allowed him； they cared for no more。
After that Chappelet had received the Communion； and the other
Ceremonies appointed for him； weakenesse encreasing on him more and
more； the very same day of his goodly confession； he died （not long
after） towards the evening。 Whereupon the two Brethren tooke order；
that all needefull things should be in a readinesse； to have him
buried honourably； sending to acquaint the Fathers of the Convent
therewith； that they might come to say their Vigilles； according to
pre