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robert falconer-第21章

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dusk; and their settled order; the machines looked multitudinous。

An eerie sense of discomfort came over him as he gazed; and he

lifted his violin to dispel the strange unpleasant feeling that grew

upon him。  But at the first long stroke across the strings; an awful

sound arose in the further room; a sound that made him all but drop

the bow; and cling to his violin。  It went on。  It was the old; all

but forgotten whirr of bobbins; mingled with the gentle groans of

the revolving horizontal wheel; but magnified in the silence of the

place; and the echoing imagination of the boy; into something

preternaturally awful。  Yielding for a moment to the growth of

goose…skin; and the insurrection of hair; he recovered himself by a

violent effort; and walked to the door that connected the two

compartments。  Was it more or less fearful that the jenny was not

going of itself? that the figure of an old woman sat solemnly

turning and turning the hand…wheel?  Not without calling in the jury

of his senses; however; would he yield to the special plea of his

imagination; but went nearer; half expecting to find that the mutch;

with its big flapping borders; glimmering white in the gloom across

many a machine; surrounded the face of a skull。  But he was soon

satisfied that it was only a blind woman everybody knewso old that

she had become childish。  She had heard the reports of the factory

being haunted; and groping about with her half…withered brain full

of them; had found the garden and the back door open; and had

climbed to the first…floor by a farther stair; well known to her

when she used to work that very machine。  She had seated herself

instinctively; according to ancient wont; and had set it in motion

once more。



Yielding to an impulse of experiment; Robert began to play again。

Thereupon her disordered ideas broke out in words。  And Robert soon

began to feel that it could hardly be more ghastly to look upon a

ghost than to be taken for one。



'Ay; ay; sir;' said the old woman; in a tone of commiseration; 'it

maun be sair to bide。  I dinna wonner 'at ye canna lie still。  But

what gars ye gang daunerin' aboot this place?  It's no yours ony

langer。  Ye ken whan fowk's deid; they tyne the grip (loose hold)。

Ye suld gang hame to yer wife。  She micht say a word to quaiet yer

auld banes; for she's a douce an' a wice womanthe mistress。'



Then followed a pause。  There was a horror about the old woman's

voice; already half dissolved by death; in the desolate place; that

almost took from Robert the power of motion。  But his violin sent

forth an accidental twang; and that set her going again。



'Ye was aye a douce honest gentleman yersel'; an' I dinna wonner ye

canna bide it。  But I wad hae thoucht glory micht hae hauden ye in。

But yer ain son!  Eh ay!  And a braw lad and a bonnie!  It's a sod

thing he bude to gang the wrang gait; and it's no wonner; as I say;

that ye lea' the worms to come an' luik efter him。  I doobtI doobt

it winna be to you he'll gang at the lang last。  There winna be room

for him aside ye in Awbrahawm's boasom。  And syne to behave sae ill

to that winsome wife o' his!  I dinna wonner 'at ye maun be up!  Eh

na!  But; sir; sin ye are up; I wish ye wad speyk to John Thamson no

to tak aff the day 'at I was awa' last ook; for 'deed I was verra

unweel; and bude to keep my bed。'



Robert was beginning to feel uneasy as to how he should get rid of

her; when she rose; and saying; 'Ay; ay; I ken it's sax o'clock;'

went out as she had come in。  Robert followed; and saw her safe out

of the garden; but did not return to the factory。



So his father had behaved ill to his mother too!



'But what for hearken to the havers o' a dottled auld wife?' he said

to himself; pondering as he walked home。



Old Janet told a strange story of how she had seen the ghost; and

had had a long talk with him; and of what he said; and of how he

groaned and played the fiddle between。  And finding that the report

had reached his grandmother's ears; Robert thought it prudent; much

to his discontent; to intermit his visits to the factory。  Mrs。

Falconer; of course; received the rumour with indignant scorn; and

peremptorily refused to allow any examination of the premises。



But how have the violin by him and not hear her speak?  One evening

the longing after her voice grow upon him till he could resist it no

longer。  He shut the door of his garret…room; and; with Shargar by

him; took her out and began to play softly; gentlyoh so softly; so

gently!  Shargar was enraptured。  Robert went on playing。



Suddenly the door opened; and his grannie stood awfully revealed

before them。  Betty had heard the violin; and had flown to the

parlour in the belief that; unable to get any one to heed him at the

factory; the ghost had taken Janet's advice; and come home。  But his

wife smiled a smile of contempt; went with Betty to the

kitchenover which Robert's room layheard the sounds; put off her

creaking shoes; stole up…stairs on her soft white lambswool

stockings; and caught the pair。  The violin was seized; put in its

case; and carried off; and Mrs。 Falconer rejoiced to think she had

broken a gin set by Satan for the unwary feet of her poor Robert。

Little she knew the wonder of that violinhow it had kept the soul

of her husband alive!  Little she knew how dangerous it is to shut

an open door; with ever so narrow a peep into the eternal; in the

face of a son of Adam!  And little she knew how determinedly and

restlessly a nature like Robert's would search for another; to open

one possibly which she might consider ten times more dangerous than

that which she had closed。



When Alexander heard of the affair; he was at first overwhelmed with

the misfortune; but gathering a little heart at last; he set to

'working;' as he said himself; 'like a verra deevil'; and as he was

the best shoemaker in the town; and for the time abstained utterly

from whisky; and all sorts of drink but well…water; he soon managed

to save the money necessary; and redeem the old fiddle。  But whether

it was from fancy; or habit; or what; even Robert's inexperienced

ear could not accommodate itself; save under protest; to the

instrument which once his teacher had considered all but perfect;

and it needed the master's finest touch to make its tone other than

painful to the sense of the neophyte。



No one can estimate too highly the value of such a resource to a man

like the shoemaker; or a boy like Robert。  Whatever it be that keeps

the finer faculties of the mind awake; wonder alive; and the

interest above mere eating and drinking; money…making and

money…saving; whatever it be that gives gladness; or sorrow; or

hopethis; be it violin; pencil; pen; or; highest of all; the love

of woman; is simply a divine gift of holy influence for the

salvation of that being to whom it comes; for the lifting of him out

of the mire and up on the rock。  For it keeps a way open for the

entrance of deeper; holier; grander influences; emanating from the

same riches of the Godhead。  And though many have genius that have

no grace; they will only be so much the worse; so much the nearer to

the brute; if you take from them that which corresponds to Dooble

Sanny's fiddle。









CHAPTER XII。



ROBERT'S PLAN OF SALVATION。



For some time after the loss of his friend; Robert went loitering

and mooning about; quite neglecting the lessons to which he had not;

it must be confessed; paid much attention for many weeks。  Even when

seated at his grannie's table; he could do no more than fix his eyes

on his book: to learn was impossible; it was even disgusting to him。

But his was a nature which; foiled in one direction; must;

absolutely helpless against its own vitality; straightway send out

its searching roots in another。  Of all forces; that of growth is

the one irresistible; for it is the creating power of God; the law

of life and of being。  Therefore no accumulation of refusals; and

checks; and turnings; and forbiddings; from all the good old

grannies in the world; could have prevented Robert from striking

root downward; and bearing fruit upward; though; as in all higher

natures; the fruit was a long way off yet。  But his soul was only

sad and hungry。  He was not unhappy; for he had been guilty of

nothing that weighed on his conscience。  He had been doing many

things of late; it is true; without asking leave of his grandmother;

but wherever prayer is felt to be of no avail; there cannot be the

sense of obligation save on compulsion。  Even direct disobedience in

such case will generally leave little soreness; except the thing

forbidden should be in its own nature wrong; and then; indeed; 'Don

Worm; the conscience;' may begin to bite。  But Robert felt nothing

immoral in playing upon his grandfather's violin; nor even in taking

liberties with a piece of lumber for which nobody cared but possibly

the dead; therefore he 
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