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Howard�察 �that was the midshipman who came to see us with Charles�察�
telling me that poor Charles had been mortally wounded in the action�察�and
had afterwards died of his wounds。 ;He was a hero in the engagement�察─�
said Mr Howard�察 �and he died as a good and a brave man should。;These
tidings gave me one of the sorest hearts I ever suffered�察�and it was long
before I could gather fortitude to disclose the tidings to poor Charles's
mother。 But the callants of the school had heard of the victory�察�and were
going shouting about�察�and had set the steeple bell a´ringing�察�by which Mrs
Malcolm heard the news�察 �and knowing that Charles's ship was with the
fleet�察�she came over to the manse in great anxiety to hear the particulars�察�
somebody telling her that there had been a foreign letter to me by the
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postman。
When I saw her I could not speak�察�but looked at her in pity�察�and�察�the
tear fleeing up into my eyes�察�she guessed what had happened。 After giving
a deep and sore sigh�察�she enquired�察 �How did he behave�拭�I hope well�察�for
he was aye a gallant laddie� �and then she wept very bitterly。 However�察�
growing calmer�察�I read to her the letter�察�and�察�when I had done�察�she begged
me to give it to her to keep�察 �saying�察 �It's all that I have now left of my
pretty boy�察�but it's mair precious to me than the wealth of the Indies�察─�and
she begged me to return thanks to the Lord for all the comforts and
manifold mercies with which her lot had been blessed�察�since the hour she
put her trust in him alone�察 �and that was when she was left a penniless
widow�察�with her five fatherless bairns。
It was just an edification of the spirit to see the Christian resignation of
this worthy woman。 Mrs Balwhidder was confounded�察 �and said�察 �there
was more sorrow in seeing the deep grief of her fortitude than tongue
could tell。
Having taken a glass of wine with her�察�I walked out to conduct her to
her own house�察�but in the way we met with a severe trial。 All the weans
were out parading with napkins and kail´blades on sticks�察 �rejoicing and
triumphing in the glad tidings of victory。 But when they saw me and Mrs
Malcolm coming slowly along�察 �they guessed what had happened�察 �and
threw away their banners of joy�察�and standing all up in a row�察�with silence
and sadness�察�along the kirkyard wall as we passed�察�showed an instinct of
compassion that penetrated to my very soul。 The poor mother burst into
fresh affliction�察 �and some of the bairns into an audible weeping�察 �and�察�
taking one another by the hand�察 �they followed us to her door�察 �like
mourners at a funeral。 Never was such a sight seen in any town before。
The neighbours came to look at it as we walked along�察�and the men turned
aside to hide their faces�察�while the mothers pressed their babies fondlier to
their bosoms�察�and watered their innocent faces with their tears。
I prepared a suitable sermon�察�taking as the words of my text�察 �Howl�察�
ye ships of Tarshish�察 �for your strength is laid waste。; But when I saw
around me so many of my people clad in complimentary mourning for the
gallant Charles Malcolm�察�and that even poor daft Jenny Gaffaw�察�and her
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daughter�察 �had on an old black riband�察 �and when I thought of him�察 �the
spirited laddie�察�coming home from Jamaica with his parrot on his shoulder�察�
and his limes for me�察�my heart filled full�察�and I was obliged to sit down in
the pulpit�察�and drop a tear。
After a pause�察�and the Lord having vouchsafed to compose me�察�I rose
up�察�and gave out that anthem of triumph�察�the 124th psalm�察�the singing of
which brought the congregation round to themselves�察�but still I felt that I
could not preach as I had meant to do�察�therefore I only said a few words of
prayer�察�and singing another psalm�察�dismissed the congregation。
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CHAPTER XXIV YEAR 1783
This was another Sabbath year of my ministry。 It has left me nothing
to record but a silent increase of prosperity in the parish。 I myself had now
in the bank more than a thousand pounds�察 �and every thing was thriving
around。 My two bairns�察 �Gilbert�察 �that is now the merchant in Glasgow�察�
was grown into a sturdy ramplor laddie�察�and Janet�察�that is married upon Dr。
Kittleword�察�the minister of Swappington�察�was as fine a lassie for her years
as the eyes of a parent could desire to see。
Shortly after the news of the peace�察 �an event at which all gave
themselves up to joy�察�a thing happened among us that at the time caused
much talk�察�but although very dreadful�察�was yet not so serious�察�some how
or other�察�as such an awsome doing should have been。 Poor Jenny Gaffaw
happened to take a heavy cold�察�and soon thereafter died。 Meg went about
from house to house�察�begging dead´ clothes�察�and got the body straighted in
a wonderful decent manner�察�with a plate of earth and salt placed upon it
an admonitory type of mortality and eternal life that has ill´advisedly gone
out of fashion。 When I heard of this�察 �I could not but go to see how a
creature that was not thought possessed of a grain of understanding�察�could
have done so much herself。 On entering the door�察�I beheld Meg sitting
with two or three of the neighbouring kimmers�察�and the corpse laid out on
a bed。 ;Come awa'�察 �sir�察─ �said Meg�察 �this is an altered house。 They're
gane that keepit it bein�察�but�察�sir�察�we maun a' come to thiswe maun pay the
debt o' naturedeath is a grim creditor�察�and a doctor but brittle bail when
the hour of reckoning's at han'� �What a pity it is�察�mother�察�that you're now
dead�察 �for here's the minister come to see you。 Oh�察 �sir� �but she would
have had a proud heart to see you in her dwelling�察�for she had a genteel
turn�察�and would not let me�察�her only daughter�察�mess or mell wi' the lathron
lasses of the clachan。 Ay�察�ay�察�she brought me up with care�察�and edicated
me for a lady�此 �nae coarse wark darkened my lily´white hands。 But I
maun work now�察�I maun dree the penalty of man。;
Having stopped some time�察 �listening to the curious maunnering of
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Meg�察�I rose to come away�察�but she laid her hand on my arm�察�saying�察 �No�察�
sir�察�ye maun taste before ye gang� �My mother had aye plenty in her life�察�
nor shall her latter day be needy。;
Accordingly�察 �Meg�察 �with all the due formality common on such
occasions�察�produced a bottle of water�察�and a dram´glass�察�which she filled
and tasted�察 �then presented to me�察 �at the same time offering me a bit of
bread on a slate。 It was a consternation to everybody how the daft
creature had learnt all the ceremonies�察�which she performed in a manner
past the power of pen to describe�察�making the solemnity of death�察�by her
strange mockery�察�a kind of merriment�察�that was more painful than sorrow�察�
but some spirits are gifted with a faculty of observation�察 �that�察 �by the
strength of a little fancy�察�enables them to make a wonderful and truthlike
semblance of things and events�察 �which they never saw�察 �and poor Meg
seemed to have this gift。
The same night�察�the session having provided a coffin�察�the body was put
in�察�and removed to Mr Mutchkin's brewhouse�察�where the lads and lassies
kept the late´wake。
Saving this�察�the year flowed in a calm�察�and we floated on in the stream
of time towards the great ocean of eternity�察 �like ducks and geese in the
river's tide�察�that are carried down without being sensible of the speed of
the current。 Alas� �we have not wings like them�察�to fly back to the place
we set out from。
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