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〃May I； Mother？〃 Rina asked。
〃You may；〃 Geraldine nodded。 〃But be careful； dear； don't swim too far out。 I don't want you to tire yourself。〃
But Rina was already gone。 Geraldine Marlowe half smiled to herself。 Rina was like that； she was like none of the other girls Geraldine knew。 Rina didn't play like a girl。 She could swim and outrun any of the boys that Laddie played with and they knew it。 She didn't pretend to be afraid of the water or hide from the sun。 She just didn't care whether her skin was soft and white。
Harrison Marlowe looked up from his paper。 〃I have to go up to the city tomorrow。 We're closing the Standish loan。〃
〃Yes； dear。〃 The faint； shrill voices of the children floated lazily back toward them。 〃We'll have to do something about Rina；〃 she said thoughtfully。
〃Rina？〃 he questioned。 〃What about Rina？〃
She turned to him。 〃Haven't you noticed？ Our little girl's growing up。〃
He cleared his throat。 〃Umm … yes。 But she's still a baby。〃
Geraldine Marlowe smiled。 It was true what they said about fathers。 They spoke more about their sons but secretly they delighted in their daughters。 〃She's bee a woman in the past year；〃 she said。
His face flushed and he looked down at his paper。 In a vague way； he had realized it； but this was the first time they had spoken about it openly。 He looked toward the water； trying to find Rina in the screaming； splashing crowd。 〃Don't you think we ought to call her back？ It's dangerous for her to be so far out in the deep water。〃
Geraldine smiled at him。 Poor Harrison。 She could read him like a book。 It wasn't the water he was afraid of； it was the boys。 She shook her head。 〃No。 She's perfectly safe out there。 She can swim like a fish。〃
His embarrassed gaze met her own。 〃Don't you think you ought to have a little talk with her？ Maybe explain some things to her。 You know； like I did with Laddie two years ago？〃
Geraldine's smile turned mischievous。 She loved to see her husband； who was usually so sure of himself； positive about his tiniest conviction； flounder around like this。 〃Don't be silly； Harry。〃 She laughed。 〃There's nothing I have to explain to her now。 When a thing like that happens； it's just natural to tell her everything she should know。〃
〃Oh；〃 he said in a relieved voice。
She turned thoughtful again。 〃I think Rina's going to be one of those lucky children who make the transition from adolescence without any of the embarrassing stages；〃 she said。 〃There's not the slightest trace of gawkiness about her and her skin is as clear as a bell。 Not a sign of a blemish or a pimple。 Not like Laddie at all。〃
She turned back toward the ocean。 〃Just the same； I think we'd better do something about Rina。 I'd better get her some brassières。〃
Marlowe didn't speak。
She turned to him again。 〃I honestly think her bust is as large as mine already； I do hope it doesn't get too big。 She's going to be a very beautiful girl。〃
He smiled slowly。 〃Why shouldn't she be？〃
She reached for his hand； quietly returning his smile。 They both knew what he meant。 Neither of them ever thought of Rina as anything but their own natural child。
〃Would you mind very much if I came into town with you tonight？〃 she asked softly。 〃It would be nice to stay in a hotel for one evening。〃
He pressed her hand。 〃I think it would be very nice。〃
〃Molly could look after the children；〃 she said。 〃And I'd have time to do a little shopping tomorrow before we return。〃
He looked at her and grinned。 〃I agree with you；〃 he said in a mock…solemn voice。 〃The cottage down here is a little crowded。 I'll call the hotel and make sure they have a shakerful of Martinis waiting for us the moment we arrive。〃
She dropped his hand。 〃You lecher！〃 she exclaimed； laughing。
Rina swam with easy； purposeful strokes； her eyes fixed on the diving raft out past the rolling surf。 Laddie should be out there with his friend Tommy Randall。 She came up out of the water almost at their feet。 The boys were stretched out on their backs； faces up to the sun； and they sat up as Rina began to climb the ladder。
Laddie's face showed his annoyance at her invasion of their sanctum。 〃Why don't you stay back there with the girls？〃
〃I've got as much right out here as you have；〃 she retorted； after catching her breath； straightening the shoulder straps of her too…small bathing suit。
〃Aw； go on；〃 Tommy said； looking up。 〃Let her stay。〃
Rina glanced at him swiftly from the corners of her eyes and saw his gaze fixed on her partly revealed breasts。 It was at that exact moment that she began to turn into a woman。
Now even Laddie was staring at her with a curious look she had never before noticed in his eyes。 Instinctively she let her hands fall to her sides。 If that was all it took to make them accept her； let them look。 She sat down opposite them； still feeling their gaze on her。
A dull ache began to throb in her breasts and she looked down at herself。 Her nipples were clearly limned against the black jersey of her bathing suit。 She looked up again at the boys。 They were staring at her quite openly now。
〃What are you looking at？〃
The two boys exchanged quick； embarrassed glances and immediately looked away。 Tommy fixed his eyes out over the water and Laddie looked down at the raft。
She stared at Laddie。 〃Well？〃
The red flush crept up from Laddie's throat。
〃I saw you。 You both were looking at my chest！〃 she said accusingly。
The boys again exchanged quick glances。 Laddie got to his feet。 〃e on； Tommy；〃 he said。 〃It's getting too crowded out here！〃
He dove from the raft and a moment later； his friend followed。 Rina watched them swimming toward the shore for a moment； then stretched back on the raft and stared up into the bright sky。 Boys were strange creatures； she thought。
The tight bathing suit cut into her breasts。 She shrugged her shoulders and her breasts leaped free of the encumbering suit。 She looked down at herself。
They were white against the dark tan of her arms and throat and the nipples were flushed and pink and fuller than she had ever seen them before。 Tentatively she touched them with her fingertips。 They were hard as tiny pebbles and a warm； pleasant kind of pain flashed through them。
The warmth of the sun began to fill them with a sweet； gentle ache。 Slowly she began to massage the ache away and gradually the warmth spilled from her breasts down into her body。 She felt herself go hazy with a contentment she had never known before。
5
RINA STOOD IN FRONT OF THE MIRROR AND ADJUSTED the straps on the brassière。 She took a deep breath。 She turned to her mother； sitting on the bed behind her。
〃There； Mother；〃 she said proudly。 〃How does it look？〃
Geraldine looked at her daughter doubtfully。 〃Perhaps if you moved it to the last hook；〃 she said hesitantly and delicately。
〃I tried； Mother；〃 Rina answered。 〃But I can't wear it like that。 It cuts into me。〃
Geraldine nodded。 Next time； she would get a larger size but who ever would have thought a thirty…four would be so tight on such a slender frame？
Rina turned back to the mirror and looked at herself with satisfaction。 Now she was beginning to look outside more like she felt inside。 She noticed her mother watching her in the mirror。
〃Do you think I could get some new bathing suits too； Mother？〃 she asked。 〃The ones I have are too small for me。〃
〃I was just thinking that；〃 her mother answered。 〃And some new dresses； too。 Maybe Daddy will drive us down to Hyannis Port after breakfast。〃
Rina flashed a happy grin and ran to her mother。 She threw her arms around her。 〃Oh； thank you； Mother！〃 she cried happily。
Geraldine drew Rina's head down to her breast。 She kissed the top of the white…blond head and turned the child's tanned face up to hers。 She looked down into Rina's eyes； her fingers lightly stroking her daughter's cheek。 〃What is happening to my little girl？〃 she asked almost sadly。
Rina caught her mother's hand and kissed her open palm。 〃Nothing； Mother；〃 she said with the sureness and confidence that was to bee an integral part of her。 〃Nothing but what you told me。 I'm growing up。〃
Geraldine looked down into her daughter's face。 A sudden mist came into her eyes。
〃Don't be in too much of a hurry； my baby；〃 she said； pressing Rina's head closely to her bosom。 〃We have too few years for childhood。〃
But Rina scarcely heard her。 And if she had； it was doubtful that the words would carry any meaning。 For they were only words and words were as futile against the strong forces awakening inside her as the waves breaking fruitlessly against the shore outside the window。
Laddie turned and swiftly threw the ball to first base。 The runner spun and slid back toward safety； his heels kicking up a fine spray of dust。 When the dust cleared； they could hear the umpire call； 〃Yer out！〃 and the game was over。
The boys clustered about him； pounding his back happily。 〃Swell game； Laddie！〃 〃Good pitching！〃 Then they dispersed and he and Tommy were alone； threading their way back to the beach。
〃What yuh doin' this afternoon？〃 Tommy asked。
Laddie shrugged his shoulders。 〃Nothin'。〃 He was still thinking about that wild pitch that Mahoney hit for a home run