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The wind gusted for a moment； rustling leaves on the trees； rustling dead leaves on the ground； and Faile wished she had Perrin's ears。 His nose and eyes； too。 It did not matter if anyone saw her here with her retainers； but eavesdroppers would be something else。 〃You've done very well； Selande。 All of you have。〃 Perrin knew the dangers here； as real as any farther south； he knew； but like most men； he thought with his heart as often as his head。 A wife had to be practical； to keep her husband out of trouble。 That had been her mother's very first piece of advice on married life。 〃At first light； you will return to Bethal； and if you receive word from me； this is what you will do。。。 〃
Even Selande's eyes widened in shock as she went on； but no one murmured the slightest protest。 Faile would have been surprised if anyone had。 Her instructions were to the point。 There would be some danger； but under the circumstances； not nearly what might have been。
〃Are there any questions？〃 she said finally。 〃Does everyone understand？〃
With one voice； Cha Faile answered。 〃We live to serve our Lady Faile。〃 And that meant they would serve her beloved wolf； whether he wanted them to or not。
Maighdin shifted in her blankets on the hard ground； sleep eluding her。 That was her name； now； a new name for a new life。 Maighdin； for her mother； and Dorlain； for a family on an estate that had been hers。 A new life for an old life gone； but ties of the heart could not be cut。 And now。。。 Now。。。
A faint crackle of dead leaves brought her head up； and she watched a dim shape pass through the trees。 The Lady Faile； returning to her tent from wherever she had gone。 A pleasant young woman； kindhearted and well spoken。 Whatever her husband's stock； she almost certainly was nobly born。 But young。 Inexperienced。 That might be a help。
Maighdin let her head fall back on the cloak she had wadded up for a pillow。 Light； what was she doing here？ Taking service as a lady's maid！ No。 She would hold on to her confidence in herself； at least。 She could still find that。 She could。 If she dug deeply。 Her breath caught at the sound of footsteps close by。
Tallanvor knelt gracefully at her side。 He was shirtless； moonlight gleaming on the smooth muscles of his chest and shoulders； his face in shadows。 A slight breeze ruffled his hair。 〃What madness is this？〃 he asked softly。 〃Entering service？ What are you up to？ And don't tell me that nonsense about making a new life； I don't believe it。 No one does。〃
She tried to turn away； but he laid a hand on her shoulder。 He exerted no pressure； yet it stopped her as surely as a halter。 Light； please let her not tremble。 The Light did not listen； but at least she managed to keep her voice steady。 〃If you haven't noticed； I must make my way in the world； now。 Better as a lady's maid than a tavern maid。 You may feel free to go on alone if service here doesn't suit。〃
〃You didn't abdicate your wits or your pride when you gave up the throne；〃 he muttered。 Burn Lini for revealing that！ 〃If you mean to pretend that you did； I suggest you avoid letting Lini get you alone。〃 The man chuckled at her！ He chuckled； oh； so richly！ 〃She wants a word with Maighdin； and I suspect she won't be as gentle with Maighdin as she was with Morgase。〃
Angrily she sat up； brushing his hand away。 〃Are you blind； and deaf as well？ The Dragon Reborn has plans for Elayne！ Light； I wouldn't like it if he simply knew her name！ It must be more than chance that brought me to one of his henchmen； Tallanvor。 It has to be！〃
〃Burn me； I knew it must be that。 I hoped I was wrong； but。。。 〃 He sounded as angry as she。 He had no right to be angry！ 〃Elayne is safe in the White Tower； the Amyrlin Seat won't let her anywhere near a man who can channel； even if he is the Dragon Reborn … especially if he is！ … and Maighdin Dorlain can do nothing about the Amyrlin Seat； the Dragon Reborn； or the Lion Throne。 All she can do is get her neck snapped； or her throat cut； or …！〃
〃Maighdin Dorlain can watch！〃 she broke in； at least partly to stop that awful litany。 〃She can listen！ She can。。。！〃 Irritably； she trailed off。 What could she do？ Suddenly she realized she was sitting there in a thin shift and hurriedly folded her blankets around her。 The night actually seemed a little cool。 Or maybe the goose bumps on her skin were from Tallanvor's unseen eyes on her。 The thought roused a flush in her cheeks she hoped he could not see。 Luckily； it put a heat in her voice； too。 She was not a girl； to go blushing because a man looked at her！ 〃I will do what I can； whatever that is。 The chance will e to learn something or do something that will help Elayne； and I will take it！〃
〃A dangerous decision；〃 he told her calmly。 She wished she could make out his face in the darkness。 Only to read his expression； of course。 〃You heard him threaten to hang anyone who looked at him the wrong way。 I can believe it； in a man with those eyes。 Like a beast。 I was surprised he let that fellow go； I thought he'd rip his throat out！ If he discovers who you are； who you used to be。。。 Balwer might betray you。 He never really explained why he helped us escape Amador。 Maybe he thought Queen Morgase would give him a new position。 Now he knows there's no chance of that； and he might want to curry favor with his new master and mistress。〃
〃Are you afraid of Lord Perrin Goldeneyes？〃 she demanded contemptuously。 Light； the man frightened her！ Those eyes belonged on a wolf。 〃Balwer knows enough to hold his tongue。 Anything he says will reflect on him； he came with me； after all。 If you're afraid； then ride on！〃
〃You always fling that in my face；〃 he sighed； settling back on his heels。 She could not see his eyes； but she could feel them。 〃Ride on if you wish； you say。 Once； there was a soldier loved a queen from afar； knowing it was hopeless； knowing he could never dare speak。 Now the queen is gone； and only a woman remains； and I hope。 I burn with hope！ If you want me to leave； Maighdin； say it。 One word。 'Go！' A simple word。〃
She opened her mouth。 A simple word； she thought。 Light； it's only one word！ Why can't I say it！ Light； please！ For the second time that night； the Light failed to hear。 She sat there huddled in her blankets like a fool； her mouth open； her face growing hotter and hotter。
If he had chuckled again； she would have put her belt knife in him。 If he had laughed； or given any sign of triumph。。。 Instead； he leaned forward and gently kissed her eyes。 She made a sound deep in her throat； she could not seem to move。 Wide…eyed； she watched him stand。 He loomed in the moonlight。 She was a queen … she had been a queen … used to mand； used to hard decisions in hard times； but right then the pounding of her heart drummed thought from her head。
〃Had you said 'go；'〃 he told her； 〃I'd have buried hope； but I could never leave you。〃
Not until he was back in his own blankets could she make herself lie down and draw hers around her。 She breathed as if she had been running。 The night was cool； she was shivering； not trembling。 Tallanvor was too young。 Too young！ Worse； he was right。 Burn him for that！ A lady's maid could do nothing to affect events； and if the Dragon Reborn's wolf…eyed killer learned that he had Morgase of Andor in his hands； she could be used against Elayne instead of helping her。 He had no right to be right when she wanted him to be wrong！ The illogic of that thought infuriated her。 There was a chance she might do some good！ There had to be！
In the back of her head； a small voice laughed。 You can't forget that you're Morgase Trakand； it told her scornfully； and even after she's abdicated her throne； Queen Morgase can't stop trying her hand in the affairs of the mighty； no matter how much ruin she's made of it so far。 And she can't tell a man to go away； either； because she can't stop thinking how strong his hands are； and how his lips curve when he smiles； and …
Furious； she pulled the blanket over her head； trying to shut out the voice。 She was not staying because she could not walk away from power。 As for Tallanvor。。。 She would set him firmly in his place。 This time she would！ But。。。 What was his place； with a woman who was no longer a queen？ She tried to put him out of her mind and tried to ignore that mocking voice that would not be quiet； yet when sleep finally came； she could still feel the pressure of his lips on her eyelids。
Chapter 9
（Serpent and Wheel）
Tangles
Perrin woke before first light as usual； and as usual； Faile was already up and about。 She could make a mouse seem noisy when she wanted to； and he suspected that if he woke an hour after lying down； she would still manage to be up first。 The doorflaps were tied back； the side panels raised a little at the bottom； and a stir of air rose through the venthole in the peak； enough to create an illusion of coolness。 Perrin actually shivered while searching for his shirt and breeches。 Well； it was supposed to be winter； even if the weather did not know it。
He dressed in the dark and scrubbed his teeth with salt； needing no lamps；