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apable enough； I suppose； but you'd think Reanne would know who was there！ Light！ If that fool woman faints on me again。。。！〃 Elayne hoped she held on a little longer。 It looked to be quite a storm once she let it break。
Reanne tried to keep a cheerful； eager face； yet her hands were never still on her skirts； constantly plucking and smoothing。 Kirstian simply clutched hers and sweated； appearing ready to empty her stomach any minute； when anyone looked at her； anyone at all； she shivered。 The third Kinswoman； Garenia； was a Saldaean merchant with a strong nose and a wide mouth； a short slim…hipped woman； stronger than the other two； who looked not that much older than Nynaeve。 A greasy dampness glistened on her pale face； and her dark eyes grew wider whenever they fell on an Aes Sedai。 Elayne thought she might soon discover whether someone's eyes actually could pop out of her head。 At least Garenia had stopped moaning； which she had done all the way up the hill。
There really had been another pair who might have been strong enough … possibly； the Kin did not pay much attention to that … but the last had gone on her way three days past。 No one else at the farm even came close。 Which was why Nynaeve was still disgusted。 One reason。 The other was that Garenia had been one of the very first found； passed out in the farmyard。 For that matter； she fainted again the first two times she was roused； as soon as her eyes fell on one of the sisters。 Of course； Nynaeve being Nynaeve； she was not about to admit that she should have done anything so simple as ask Alise who was still at the farm。 Or even tell Alise what she was looking for before the woman inquired。 Nynaeve never expected anyone to have sense to know up from down。 Except herself。
〃We could be done by now！〃 Nynaeve growled。 〃We could be shut of …！〃 She almost quivered with the effort of not scowling at the Sea Folk as they gathered near the east end of the stone table。 Renaile； gesturing emphatically； appeared to be giving instructions。 Elayne would have given a pretty to hear those。
Nynaeve's glares certainly took in Merilille and Careane and Sareitha； who still clutched the silk…wrapped Bowl tightly。 Adeleas and Vandene had remained below； sequestered with Ispan。 The three sisters stood chatting together； not paying any mind to Nynaeve unless she spoke to them directly； but Merilille's gaze sometimes slipped to the Windfinders； then jerked away； her mask of serenity faltered slightly； and she licked her lips with the tip of her tongue。
Had she made some mistake down below while Healing them？ Merilille had negotiated treaties and mediated disputes between nations； few in the White Tower were better than she。 But Elayne remembered hearing a story once； a joke of sorts； about a Domani merchant； a Sea Folk Cargomaster and an Aes Sedai。 Not many people told jokes involving Aes Sedai； telling one might not be entirely safe。 The merchant and the Cargomaster found an ordinary rock on the shore and proceeded to sell it back and forth between them； somehow making a profit each time。 Then an Aes Sedai came along。 The Domani convinced the Aes Sedai to buy the simple stone for twice what she herself had last paid。 After which the Atha'an Miere convinced the Aes Sedai to buy the same rock from him for twice that again。 Only a joke； but it showed what people believed。 Maybe the older sisters would not have done any better bargaining with the Sea Folk。
Aviendha strode straight to the edge of the cliffs as soon as she reached the hilltop； and stood staring north； motionless as a statue。 After a moment； Elayne realized that she was not admiring the view； Aviendha was simply staring。 Gathering her skirts a bit awkwardly with the three angreal in hand； she joined her friend。
The cliff fell in fifty…foot steps to olive groves； steep swathes or ridged gray stone； bare except for a few small； dying bushes。 The drop was not really bothersome； but it was hardly the same as looking at the ground from the top of a tree； either。 Strangely； looking down made Elayne feel a trifle dizzy。 Aviendha did not seem to notice that the edge was right at her toes。
〃Is something troubling you？〃 Elayne asked quietly。
Aviendha kept her gaze on the distance。 〃I have failed you；〃 she said finally。 Her voice was flat； empty。 〃I cannot form the gateway properly； and all saw me shame you。 I thought a servant was one of the Shadowwrought； and behaved worse than foolishly。 The Atha'an Miere ignore me and glare at the Aes Sedai； as if I am an Aes Sedai dog yapping at their mand。 I pretended I could make the Shadowrunner talk for you； but no Far Dareis Mai is allowed to question prisoners until she has been wed to the spear for twenty years； or even to watch until she has carried it ten。 I am weak and soft； Elayne。 I cannot bear to shame you further。 If I fail you again； I will die。〃
Elayne's mouth went dry。 That sounded too close to a promise。 Gripping Aviendha's arm firmly； she drew her back from the edge。 Aiel could be almost as peculiar as the Sea Folk thought they were。 She did not really think Aviendha would jump off … not really … but she was not about to take any chances。 At least the other woman did not try to resist。
Everyone else seemed to be engrossed in themselves； or in each other。 Nynaeve had begun speaking to the Atha'an Miere； both hands tight on her braid and her face almost as dark as theirs from the strain of not shouting； while they listened with contemptuous arrogance。 Merilille and Sareitha still guarded the Bowl； but Careane was attempting to talk with the Kinswomen； without much success。 Reanne answered； if blinking uneasily and licking her lips； but Kirstian stood trembling and silent； while Garenia's eyes were squeezed shut。 Elayne kept her voice low anyway； this was none of their business。
〃You haven't failed anyone； least of all me； Aviendha。 Nothing you've done has ever shamed me； and nothing you do ever could。〃 Aviendha blinked at her doubtfully。 〃And you're about as weak and soft as a stone。〃 That had to be the oddest pliment she had ever paid anyone； yet Aviendha actually looked gratified。 〃I'll bet the Sea Folk are scared silly of you； too。〃 Another strange one； it made Aviendha smile； if only faintly。 Elayne drew a breath。 〃As for Ispan。。。 〃 She did not like even thinking about this。 〃I thought I could do what was necessary； too； but just letting my mind dwell on it makes my hands sweat and my stomach roil。 I'd throw up if I even tried。 So we share that。〃
Aviendha made the Maiden handtalk sign for 〃You startle me〃； she had started teaching some of them to Elayne； though she said it was forbidden。 Apparently； being near…sisters who were learning to be more changed that。 Except that it did not； really。 Aviendha seemed to think her explanation had been perfectly clear。 〃I did not mean I could not；〃 she said aloud； 〃only that I do not know how。 Likely I would have killed her； trying。〃 Suddenly she smiled； much wider and warmer than before； and lightly touched Elayne's cheek。 〃We both have weakness in us；〃 she whispered； 〃but it brings no shame so long as only we two know。〃
〃Yes；〃 Elayne said weakly。 She just did not know how！ 〃Of course it doesn't。〃 This woman contained more surprises than any gleeman。 〃Here；〃 she said； pressing the woman…wrapped…in…her…hair into Aviendha's hand。 〃Use this in the circle。〃 Letting the angreal go was not easy。 She had intended to use it herself； but smiles or no smiles； her friend's spirits … her near…sister's spirits … needed raising。 Aviendha turned the small ivory figure over in her hands； Elayne could almost see her trying to decide how to give it back。 〃Aviendha； you know how it feels when you hold as much of saidar as you can？ Think of holding almost twice as much。 Really think of it。 I want you to use it。 Please？〃
Perhaps Aiel did not show a great deal on their faces； but Aviendha's green eyes widened。 They had discussed angreal； considering their search； but she probably never had thought what it would be like to use one before this。 〃Twice as much；〃 she murmured。 〃To hold all that。 I can barely make myself imagine。 This is a very great gift； Elayne。〃 She touched Elayne's cheek again； pressing her fingertips； that was the Aiel equivalent of a kiss and a hug。
Whatever Nynaeve had to say to the Sea Folk； it did not take long。 She stalked away from them twitching at her skirts furiously。 Approaching Elayne； she frowned equally at Aviendha and at the edge of the cliff。 Usually she denied her poor head for heights； but she kept them between herself and the drop。 〃I have to talk to you；〃 she muttered； guiding Elayne a little distance along the hilltop。 And farther from the edge。 A little way； but far enough from anyone to avoid being overheard。 She drew several deep breaths before beginning； in a low voice； and she did not look at Elayne。
〃I。。。 I've been behaving like a fool。 It's that bloody man's fault！ When he's not right in front of me； I can hardly think of anything else； and when he is； I can hardly think at all！ You。。。 you have to tell me when I。。。 when I'm acting the fool。 I depend on you； Elayne。〃 Her voice stayed low； but her tone