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〃Oh；〃 she said after a moment。 There was an awkward little pause as I offered no further explanation。 〃Are you all right？〃 she asked carefully after a few more moments had slipped by。
〃I'm fine。 I didn't get in to see the King today。 I tried； but he wasn't feeling well； and…〃
〃Your face is bruised。 And scratched。 There were rumors 。。。。〃
I took a silent breath。 〃Rumors？〃 Verity had enjoined the men to silence。 Burrich wouldn't have spoken； nor Blade。 Perhaps none of them had spoken to anyone who hadn't been there。 But men will always discuss what they have witnessed together； and it wouldn't take much for anyone to overhear them。
〃Don't play cat and mouse with me。 If you don't want to tell me； then say so。〃
〃The King…in…Waiting asked us not to speak of it。 That isn't the same as not wanting to tell you about it。〃
Molly considered a moment。 〃I suppose not。 And I shouldn't listen to gossip； I know。 But the rumors were so strange 。。。 and they brought bodies back to the Keep； for burning。 And there was a strange woman； weeping and weeping in the kitchen today。 She said that Forged ones had stolen and killed her child。 And someone said you had fought them to try and get the baby back； and another said； no； that you'd e upon them just as a bear attacked them。 Or something。 The rumors were so confusing。 Someone said you had killed them all； and then someone who had helped burn the bodies said that at least two of them had been mauled by an animal of some kind。〃 She fell silent and looked at me。 I didn't want to think about any of it。 I didn't want to lie to her； nor even to tell her the truth。 I couldn't tell anyone the plete truth。 So I just looked into her eyes and wished that things were simpler for us。
〃FitzChivalry？〃
I would never get used to hearing that name from her。 I sighed。 〃The King asked us not to speak of it。 But 。。。 yes； a child was killed by Forged ones。 And I was there； too late。 It was the ugliest； saddest thing I have ever witnessed。〃
〃I'm sorry。 I didn't mean to pry。 It's just so hard； not knowing。〃
〃I know。。〃 I reached out to touch her hair。 She leaned her head against my hand。 〃I told you once that I had dreamed of you； at Siltbay。 I journeyed from the Mountain Kingdom； all the way back to Buckkeep； not knowing if you had survived。 Sometimes I thought the burning house had fallen on the cellar； other times； I thought the woman with the sword had finished you 。。。。〃
Molly looked at me levelly。 〃When the house fell； a great wind of sparks and smoke whooshed toward us。 It blinded her； but my back was to it。 I 。。。 I killed her with the ax。〃 She suddenly started to tremble。 〃I told no one of it。 No one。 How did you know？〃
〃I dreamed it。〃 I pulled gently at her hand and she came down on the bed beside me。 I put my arms around her； and felt her trembling still。 〃I have true dreams； sometimes。 Not often；〃 I told her quietly。
She drew back a little from me。 Her eyes searched my face。 〃You would not lie to me about this； Newboy？〃
The question hurt； but I deserved it。 〃No。 This is not a lie。 I promise you that。 And I promise that I shall never lie…〃
Her fingers stopped my lips。 〃I hope to spend the rest of my life with you。 Make me no promises that you cannot keep for the rest of your days。〃 Her other hand went to the lacing of my shirt。 It was my turn to tremble。
I kissed her fingers。 And then her mouth。 At some time Molly got up and latched and barred my door。 I remember sending up a fervent prayer that this would not be the night that Chade finally returned from his journeying。 It was not。 Instead I journeyed afar that night； into a place that was being ever more familiar； but no less wondrous to me。
She left me in the deep of the night； shaking me awake to insist that I latch and bar the door after her。 I wanted to dress and walk her back to her room； but she refused me indignantly； saying she was perfectly capable of going up some stairs； and that the less we were seen together； the better。 I reluctantly conceded her logic。 The sleep I fell into then was deeper than any the valerian had induced。
I awoke to thunder and shouting。 I found myself on my feet； dazed and confused。 After a moment the thunder turned to pounding on my door； and the shouting was Burrich's repetition of my name。 〃A moment！〃 I managed to call back。 I ached everywhere。 I dragged on some clothes and staggered to the door。 It took a long time for my fingers to manage the catch。 〃What's wrong？〃 I demanded。
Burrich just stared at me。 He was washed and dressed； hair and beard bed； and carrying two axes。
〃Oh。〃
〃Verity's tower room。 Hurry up； we're already late。 But wash first。 What is that scent？〃
〃Perfumed candles；〃 I extemporized。 〃They're supposed to bring restful dreams。〃
Burrich snorted。 〃That's not the kind of dreams that scent would bring me。 It's full of musk； boy。 Your whole room reeks of it。 Meet me up in the tower。〃
And he was gone； striding purposefully down the hall。 I went back into my room； groggily realizing that this was his idea of early morning。 I washed myself thoroughly with cold water； not enjoying it； but lacking the time to warm any。 I dug about for fresh clothes and was dragging them on when the pounding at my door began again。 〃I'm nearly there；〃 I called out。 The pounding went on。 That meant Burrich was angry。 Well； so was I。 Surely he could understand how badly I ached this morning。 I jerked the door open to confront him； and the Fool slipped in as smoothly as a waft of smoke。 He wore a new motley of black and white。 The sleeves of his shirt were all embroidered with black vines crawling up his arms like ivy。 Above the black collar； his face was as pale as a winter moon。 Winterfest； I thought dully。 Tonight was the first night of Winterfest。 The winter had already been as long as any five others I had known。 But tonight we would begin to mark the midpoint of it。
〃What do you want？〃 I demanded； in no mood for his silliness。
He took a deep appreciative sniff。 〃Some of what you had would be lovely；〃 he suggested； and then danced back gracefully at the look on my face。 I was instantly angry。 He leaped lightly to the center of my tousled bed； then to the other side； putting it between us。 I lunged across it after him。 〃But not from you；〃 he exclaimed coquettishly and fluttered his hands at me in girlish rebuke before retreating again。
〃I've no time for you；〃 I told him disgustedly。 〃Verity's expecting me and I cannot keep him waiting。〃 I rolled off the bed and stood to adjust my clothing。 〃Out of my room。〃
〃Ah； such a tone。 Time was when the Fitz could handle a jest better than this。〃 He pirouetted in the center of my room； then stopped abruptly。 〃Are you truly angry with me？〃 he demanded straightforwardly。
I gaped to hear him speak so bluntly。 I considered the question。 〃I was；〃 I said guardedly； wondering if he was deliberately drawing me out。 〃You made a fool of me that day； with that song； before all those people。〃
He shook his head。 〃Don't take titles to yourself。 Only I am the Fool。 And the Fool is always only what I am。 Especially that day； with that song； before all those people。〃
〃You made me doubt our friendship；〃 I said bluntly。
〃Ah； good。 For doubt not that others must always doubt our friendship if we are to remain doughty friends。〃
〃I see。 Then it was your end to sow rumors of strife between us。 I understand； then。 But I still must go。〃
〃Farewell； then。 Have fun playing at axes with Burrich。 Try not to be dumbstruck with all he teaches you today。〃 He put two logs onto my failing fire and made a great show of settling himself before it。
〃Fool；〃 I began unfortably。 〃You are my friend； I know。 But I like not to leave you here； in my room； while I am gone。〃
〃I like it not when others enter my room when I am not there；〃 he pointed out archly。
I flushed miserably。 〃That was long ago。 And I apologized for my curiosity。 I assure you； I have never done it again。〃
〃Nor shall I； after this。 And when you e back； I shall apologize to you。 Shall that do？〃
I was going to be late。 Burrich was not going to be amused。 No help for it。 I sat down on the edge of the rumpled bed。 Molly and I had lain here。 Suddenly it was a personal area。 I tried to be casual as I tugged the quilts up over the feather beds。 〃Why do you want to stay in my room？ Are you in danger？〃
〃I live in danger； Fitzy…fitz。 As do you。 We are all in danger。 I should like to stay here for part of the day； and try to find a way out of that danger。 Or at least a way to lessen it。〃 He shrugged significantly toward the scatter of scrolls。
〃Verity entrusted those to me；〃 I said uneasily。
〃Obviously because he feels you are a man whose judgment he trusts。 So； perhaps you shall judge it safe to entrust them to me？〃
It is one thing to trust a friend with one's own possessions。 It is another to allow him those another has put in your safe keeping。 I found I had no doubt of my own trust of the Fool。 But。 〃Perhaps it would be wiser to ask Verity first；