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affic now were folk hurrying home through the storm； collars and cloaks tight against the wet wind and blowing snow。
〃Now what am I to do with you？〃 I asked the wolf。
Let me out。 Free me。
I can't。 Not safe。 If I turned a wolf loose here in the heart of town； he'd never find his way to the woods alive。 There were too many dogs that would pack up to bring him down； too many men who would shoot him for his hide。 Or for being a wolf。 I bent toward the cage； intending to heft it and see how heavy it was。 He lunged at me； teeth bared。
Get back！ I was instantly angry。 It was contagious。
I'll kill you。 You're the same as he was； a man。 You'd keep me in this cage； would you？ I'll kill you； I'll rip your belly out and tussle with your guts。
You'll get back！ I pushed at him； hard； and he cowered away again。 He snarled and whined his confusion at what I had done； but he shrank away from me into the corner of his cage。 I seized the cage； lifted it。 It was heavy； and the frantic shifting of his weight didn't make it any easier。 But I could carry it。 Not very far； and not for long。 But if I took it in stages； I could get him out of the town。 Full grown； he'd probably weigh as much as I did。 But he was skinny； and young。 Younger than I had guessed at first glance。
I heaved the cage up； held it against my chest。 If he went for me now； he could do some damage。 But he only whined and cowered back from me into the far corner。 It made it very awkward to carry him。
How did he catch you？
I hate you。
How did he catch you？
He remembered a den； and two brothers。 A mother who brought him fish。 And blood and smoke and his brothers and mother became smelly hides for the boot man。 He was dragged out last and thrown into a cage that smelled like ferrets； and kept alive on carrion。 And hate。 Hate was what he had throve upon。
You were whelped late； if your mother was feeding you on the fish runs。
He sulked at me。
All the roads were uphill； and the snow was starting to stick。 My worn boots slid on the icy cobbles； and my shoulders ached with the awkward burden of the cage。 I feared I would start trembling。 I had to stop frequently to rest。 When I did； I firmly refused to think about what I was doing。 I told myself that I would not bond with this wolf； or any other creature。 I had promised myself。 I was just going to feed this cub up and then turn him loose somewhere。 Burrich need never know。 I would not have to face his disgust。 I hefted the cage up again。 Who would have thought such a mangy little cub could be so heavy？
Not mangy。 Indignant。 Bugs。 The cage is full of bugs。
So I wasn't imagining that itching on my chest。 Wonderful。 I'd have to bathe again tonight； unless I wanted to share my bed with fleas the rest of the winter。
I had reached the edge of Buckkeep Town。 From here； there were only a scattering of houses； and the road would be steeper。 Much steeper。 Once again I lowered the cage to the snowy ground。 The cub huddled in it； small and miserable without anger and hate to sustain him。 He was hungry。 I made a decision。
I'm going to take you out。 I'm going to carry you。
Nothing from him。 He watched me steadily as I worked the catch on the cage and swung the door open。 I had thought he would charge past me and vanish into the night and the falling snow。 Instead he crouched where he was。 I reached into the cage and seized him by the scruff to drag him out。 In a flash he was on me； driving into my chest； jaws going wide for my throat。 I got my arm up just in time to shove my forearm crossways into his jaws。 I kept my grip on the scruff of his neck and pushed my arm hard into his mouth； deeper than he liked。 His hind legs tore at my belly； but my jerkin was thick enough to divert most of the damage。 In an instant we were rolling over and over in the snow； both snapping and snarling like mad things。 But I had the weight and the leverage and the experience of tussling with dogs for years。 I got him on his back and held him there； helpless； while his head thrashed back and forth and he called me vile names that humans have no words for。 When he had exhausted himself I leaned forward over him。 I gripped his throat and leaned down to stare into his eyes。 This was a physical message he understood。 I added to it。 I am the Wolf。 You are the Cub； You will obey me！
I held him there staring into his eyes。 He quickly looked away； but still I held him； until he looked back up at me and I saw the change in them。 I let go of him and stood up and stepped away。 He lay still。 Get up。 e here。 He rolled over and came to me； belly low to the ground； tail between his legs。 When he got close to me； he fell over on his side and then showed his belly。 He whined softly。
After a moment I relented。 It's all right。 We just had to understand each other。 I don't intend to hurt you。 e with me now。 I reached over to scratch his chest； but when I touched him； he yelped。 I felt the red flash of his pain。
Where are you hurt？
I saw the brass…bound club of the cage man。 Everywhere。
I tried to be gentle as I felt him over。 Old scabs； lumps on his ribs。 I stood； and kicked the cage savagely aside from our path。 He came and leaned against my leg。 Hungry。 Cold。 So tired。 His feelings were bleeding over into mine again。 When I touched him； it was difficult to separate my thoughts from his。 Was it my outrage over how he had been treated； or his own？ I decided it didn't matter。 I gathered him up carefully and stood。 Without the cage； held close to my chest； he didn't weigh nearly as much。 He was mostly fur and long growing bones。 I regretted the force I'd used on him； but also knew that it was the only language he would have recognized。 〃I'll take care of you；〃 I forced myself to say aloud。
Warm； he thought gratefully； and I took a moment to pull my cloak over him。 His senses were feeding mine。 I could smell myself； a thousand times stronger than I wanted to。 Horses and dogs and wood smoke and beer and a trace of Patience's perfume。 I did my best to block out my awareness of his senses。 I snugged him to me and carried him up the steep path to Buckkeep。 I knew of a disused cottage。 An old pig man had once lived in it； out back behind the granaries。 No one lived there now。 It was too tumbledown； and too far from everyone else at Buckkeep。 But it would suit my purposes。 I'd put him there； with some bones to gnaw and some boiled grain； and some straw to bed down in。 A week or two； maybe a month； and he'd be healed up and strong enough to care for himself。 Then I'd take him out west of Buckkeep and turn him loose。
Meat？
I sighed。 Meat； I promised。 Never had any beast sensed my thoughts so pletely； or expressed his own to me so clearly。 It was good that we would not be around one another for long。 Very good that he'd be leaving soon。
Warm； he contradicted me。 He set his head atop my shoulder and fell asleep； his muzzle snuffling damply against my ear。
CHAPTER FIVE
Gambit
CERTAINLY THERE IS an ancient code of conduct； certainly its customs were harsher than ours today。 But I would venture that we have not wandered so far from those customs so much as put a veneer over them。 A warrior's word is still his bond； and among those who serve side by side； there is nothing so foul as one who lies to his rades； or leads them into dishonor。 The laws of hospitality still forbid those who have shared salt at a man's table to shed blood on his floor。
Winter deepened around Buckkeep Castle。 The storms came in off the sea； to pound us with icy fury and then depart。 Snow usually fell in their wake； great dumps of it that iced the battlements like sweet paste on nut cakes。 The great darks of the long nights grew longer； and on clear nights the stars burned cold over us。 After my long journey home from the Mountain Kingdom； the ferocity of the winter didn't threaten me as it once had。 As I went my daily rounds to the stable and to the old pig hut； my cheeks might burn with cold and my eyelashes cling together with frost； but I always knew that home and a warm hearth were close by。 The storms and the deep colds that snarled at us like wolves at the door were also the watch beasts that kept the Red…Ships away from our shores。
Time dragged for me。 I called on Kettricken each day； as Chade had suggested； but our restiveness was too much alike for us。 I am sure I irritated her as much as she did me。 I dared not spend too many hours with the cub； lest we bond。 I had no other fixed duties。 There were too many hours to the day； and all were filled with my thoughts of Molly。 Nights were the worst； for then my sleeping mind was beyond my control； and my dreams were full of my Molly； my bright red…skirted candlemaker； now gone so demure and drab in serving…girl blue。 If I could not be near her by day； my dreaming self courted her with an earnestness and energy that my waking self had never mustered the courage for。 When we walked the beaches after a storm； her hand was in mine。 I kissed her petently； without uncertainty； and met her eyes with no secrets to hide。