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I turned back。
He was standing facing me； rubbing liquid soap from one of the wall dispensers on his body。 He was doing his arms as I turned around； lathering his chest as he talked。 〃If you want us to go with you tomorrow； we would be honored。〃
〃I can't let you drag your pard into our mess。〃
His hands slid downward； trailing white suds over his stomach； his hips； then slid between his legs； working the soap over himself。 I knew from my own experience of getting the stuff off me that you had to scrub more where it had touched you； but his hands stayed； until he was slick； thick with bubbles； and partially erect by the time his hands slid to his thighs。
My mouth was dry； and I realized we hadn't said anything in several minutes。 I'd just been watching him spread soap on himself。 The thought brought heat in a rush up my face。 Micah continued to soap his legs slowly； taking more time with each movement than he needed to。 He was definitely doing it for my benefit。 I needed to leave。
〃If you are my Nimir…Ra； then your mess is my mess；〃 he said； head still bent over his legs； face hidden from me； so that all I could see was the line of his body as he stood in the aisle； away from the water so the soap wouldn't rub off。
I had to clear my throat to say； 〃I don't want to pick out curtains； Micah。〃
〃The power between us is enough that I'll agree to any arrangement you want。〃 He stood up then； stretching his arm back to soap his shoulders。 It made him stretch the front of his body in a long line； and I was painfully aware of him。 I turned； really meaning to go out the door this time。
〃Anita；〃 he said。
I stopped in the doorway； but this time I didn't turn around。 〃What？〃 I sounded grumpy。
〃It's alright to be attracted to me。 You can't help yourself。〃
That made me laugh； a good normal laugh。 〃Oh； you don't have a high opinion of yourself； do you？〃 But I stayed facing away from him。
〃It's not a high opinion of myself。 You are a Nimir…Ra； and I am the first Nimir…Raj that you've ever met。 Our power； our beasts are attracted to each other。 We're meant to be attracted to each other。〃
I turned then； slowly； trying for eye contact and failing。 He was turned away with the back of his body facing me。 He was still spreading soap over his shoulders。 The suds slid slowly down his skin towards his slim waist。
〃We don't know yet that I'm a were…anything。〃 My voice was breathy。
He managed to reach his entire back； his arms moving effortlessly over his skin； hands smoothing over the tightness of his buttocks。 〃You feel the call of my body； as I feel yours。〃
My pulse was beating way too hard。 〃You're an attractive man； naked； covered in soap。 I'm human； so sue me。〃
He turned around； still soaped and slick。 And he was huge。
My mouth went dry。 My body tightened so hard and so suddenly； it almost hurt。 It deepened my breathing； made me have to swallow my pulse。
〃You're not human； that's the difference。 That's why you keep looking even when you don't want to。〃 He walked towards me； slowly； moving like all leopards could move when they wanted to。 Like he had muscles in places that humans didn't。 He glided towards me like some great； slinking cat； his nude body glistening with suds and water； his hair plastered in ringlets to his shoulders； around his face。 Those huge yellow green eyes suddenly looked perfectly at home in his face。
〃You don't understand yet how rare it is for two lycanthropes to share their beasts as we did。〃 He was almost in front of me now。 〃They flowed in and out of our bodies。〃 He stood there； not touching； not yet。 〃They were like two great cats； rubbing their furred sides against each other。〃 He ran his hands slick with soap up my bare arms as he said it。 I had to close my eyes。 He was describing exactly how it had felt； as if he had read my mind； or had felt exactly the same thing。
His hands slid up my arms to my shoulders； to my neck； spreading slick and wet across my skin。 His soapy hands cupped my face； and I felt his face moving towards mine before his lips touched me。 The kiss was gentle； his body carefully not touching me。
He slid his fingers into the edge of the towel； gripping the cloth； pulling me forward。 It made me open my eyes。 It took a few steps to realize he was leading me towards the water。
〃You'll need to wash the soap off；〃 he said。
I was shaking my head； and finally stopped moving with him。 He kept pulling on the towel and it unwrapped； starting to slide down my body。 I grabbed it； holding it just below my suddenly bare breasts。
〃No；〃 I said； my voice strangled； but I repeated it。 〃No。〃
He stepped into me； pressing the slick hardness of him against my lower hand and arm。 He tried to uncurl my fingers from the towel； and I held on for dear life。 〃Touch me； Anita； cup me in your hands。〃
〃No。〃
〃I know you want to。 I can smell it；〃 and he moved his face above my skin； drawing his breath in and out against my wet skin。 〃I can feel it。〃 He rubbed his hands up my arms again； over my shoulders； down towards my breasts； but stopped without touching them。 〃I can taste it。〃 He licked a slow line along the edge of my cheek。 I shivered and wanted to step back； but it was like I was frozen in place。 I couldn't move。
I found my voice； shaky； but mine。 My hands clutched to my body； because I knew if I touched him we were in trouble。 〃This isn't like me； Micah。 I'm not like this。 You're a stranger。 I don't do strangers。〃
〃I'm not a stranger。 I'm your Nimir…Raj； and you are my Nimir…Ra。 We could never be strangers。〃
He kissed his way down my face to my neck； biting gently at me； and it made my knees weak。 He came back up to my lips； and when he kissed me I could taste the soap from my skin。 The feel of him pressed against the front of my body； close enough that if I opened my hand I'd be able to hold him； was overwhelming。 I realized it was more than just sex。 I wanted to feed off of him again； not with my teeth but with my body。 I wanted to drink in the energy of him through my skin； my bare skin pressed to his。 I wanted it so badly。 His hands slid over my breasts； covering them in soap； making them slick； the nipples already tight and hard。 My arms slid around his waist； using the pressure of our bodies to keep the towel in place。 He moved against my body； and his chest was so slick； so smooth rubbing against my breasts。
He began to walk backwards with his arms locked behind me； moving us back towards the water。 My hands moved over the slick hardness of his back； sliding dangerously lower。 It was as if I wanted to press every inch of myself to him； to roll his body around me like a sheet and drink him in through the pores of my skin。
I opened that link with Jean…Claude and found him sitting； waiting； patient。 I called for help； and distantly I heard his voice in my head。 〃It is all I can do； ma petite； to control my own appetites； you must control your own。〃
〃What's happening to me？〃 Even as I asked； Micah moved his body that fraction away that allowed the towel to slide down； and when he quickly moved back； he was pressed against my groin and stomach； and it was déjà vu enough to draw a small sound out of my throat。
Jean…Claude looked up； and I knew that he saw what was happening with Micah； that with a thought he could feel what was happening； as if it were his hands sliding down the slick； soaped skin。 My hand slid over the thick hardness of Micah。 He half…collapsed against me； as I caressed him； and I knew that it hadn't been my idea to touch him。 Jean…Claude had wanted to know what it felt like。 He drew away enough for me to move my hand； but the damage had been done。 Micah dragged me into the water； surer now than ever that I would say yes。
Jean…Claude's voice in my head。 〃You can feed off his lust； but the price for that is that you will crave his lust； his sex。 It is the double…edged sword of being incubus。 The sword edge I have walked for centuries。〃
〃Help me！〃
〃I cannot。 You must ride this thing yourself。 And you will either conquer it； or be conquered。 You felt what happened when I interfered just now。 Because I have denied myself feeding through my body。 I knew you would not approve； so I denied myself。 And being inside your body while you touch him； while you feed； would be my undoing。 I crave you more than you will ever crave the man in your arms。 I have wanted to take your body in the way that only I could take it。 To feed from your sex； not from a vein。 But I knew that would frighten you more than blood。〃
Micah turned me towards the wall； putting my hands up against the tile； pressing his body against my back。 Jean…Claude's voice was soft in my head； more intimate than Micah's touch。 〃I did not know you would gain this demon from me； ma petite； and nothing I can say will convince you of that。 I know that。 I await you here； until you have wrestled the demon； whatever the oute。〃 And he shielded from me； hid himself away so he would not feel what was happening； left me alone to make my choice； if I was still capable of choosing。
I found I did have a voice and said； 〃Micah； stop； please stop。〃
Micah licked the back of my neck； and I shuddered； pressed against the wet wall。
〃Please； Micah； I'm not on birth c