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outward。 Textbook auto… hypnosis。 I was amazed。 I still am。〃 The Torrances sat forward。 〃What happened？〃 Wendy asked tensely； and Edmonds carefully related Danny's trance； the muttered phrase from which Edmonds had only been able to pluck the word 〃monsters；〃 the 〃dark；〃 the 〃pounding。〃 The aftermath of tears； near…hysteria； and nervous stomach。
〃Tony again；〃 Jack said。
〃What does it mean？〃 Wendy asked。 〃Have you any idea？〃
〃A few。 You might not like them。〃
〃Go ahead anyway；〃 Jack told him。
〃From what Danny told me； his ‘invisible friend' was truly a friend until you folks moved out here from New England。 Tony has only bee a threatening figure since that move。 The pleasant interludes have bee nightmarish； even more frightening to your son because he can't remember exactly what the nightmares are about。 That's mon enough。 We all remember our pleasant dreams more clearly than the scary ones。 There seems to be a buffer somewhere between the conscious and the subconscious； and one hell of a bluenose lives in there。 This censor only lets through a small amount； and often what does e through is only symbolic。 That's oversimplified Freud； but it does pretty much describe what we know of the mind's interaction with itself。〃
〃You think moving has upset Danny that badly？〃 Wendy asked。
〃It may have； if the move took place under traumatic circumstances；〃 Edmonds said。 〃Did it？〃 Wendy and Jack exchanged a glance。
〃I was teaching at a prep school；〃 Jack said slowly。 〃I lost my job。〃
〃I see；〃 Edmonds said。 He put the pen he bad been playing with firmly back in its holder。 〃There's more here； I'm afraid。 It may be painful to you。 Your son seems to believe you two have seriously contemplated divorce。 He spoke of it in an offhand way； but only because he believes you are no longer considering it。〃 Jack's mouth dropped open； and Wendy recoiled as if slapped。 The blood drained from her face。
〃We never even discussed it！〃 she said。 〃Not in front of him； not even in front of each other！ We…〃
〃I think it's best if you understand everything； Doctor；〃 Jack said。 〃Shortly after Danny was born； I became an alcoholic。 I'd had a drinking problem all the way through college； it subsided a little after Wendy and I met； cropped up worse than ever after Danny was born and the writing I consider to be my real work was going badly。 When Danny was three and a half； he spilled some beer on a bunch of papers I was working on 。 。 。 papers I was shuffling around； anyway 。 。
。 and I 。 。 。 well 。 。 。 oh shit。〃 His voice broke； but his eyes remained dry and unflinching。 〃It sounds so goddam beastly said out loud。 I broke his arm turning him around to spank him。 Three months later I gave up drinking。 I haven't touched it since。〃
〃I see；〃 Edmonds said neutrally。 〃I knew the arm had been broken； of course。
It was set well。〃 He pushed back from his desk a little and crossed his legs。
〃If I may be frank； it's obvious that he's been in no way abused since then。
Other than the stings； there's nothing on him but the normal bruises and scabs that any kid has in abundance。〃
〃Of course not；〃 Wendy said hotly。 〃Jack didn't mean…〃
〃No； Wendy；〃 Jack said。 〃I meant to do it。 I guess someplace inside I really did mean to do that to him。 Or something even worse。〃 He looked back at Edmonds again。 〃You know something； Doctor？ This is the first time the word divorce has been mentioned between us。 And alcoholism。 And child…beating。 Three firsts in five minutes。〃
〃That may be at the root of the problem；〃 Edmonds said。 〃I am not a psychiatrist。 If you want Danny to see a child psychiatrist； I can remend a good one who works out of the Mission Ridge Medical Center in Boulder。 But I am fairly confident of my diagnosis。 Danny is an intelligent； imaginative； perceptive boy。 I don't believe he would have been as upset by your marital problems as you believed。 Small children are great accepters。 They don't understand shame； or the need to hide things。〃 Jack was studying his hands。 Wendy took one of them and squeezed it。
〃But he sensed the things that were wrong。 Chief among them from his point of view was not the broken arm but the broken…or breaking…link between you two。
He mentioned divorce to me； but not the broken arm。 When my nurse mentioned the set to him； he simply shrugged if off。 It was no pressure thing。 ‘It happened a long time ago' is what I think he said。〃
〃That kid；〃 Jack muttered。 His jaws were clamped together； the muscles in the cheeks standing out。 〃We don't deserve him。〃
〃You have him； all the same；〃 Edmonds said dryly。 〃At any rate； he retires into a fantasy world from time to time。 Nothing unusual about that； lots of kids do。 As I recall； I had my own invisible friend when I was Danny's age； a talking rooster named Chug…Chug。 Of course no one could see Chug…Chug but me。 I had two older brothers who often left me behind； and in such a situation Chug…Chug came in mighty handy。 And of course you two must understand why Danny's invisible friend is named Tony instead of Mike or Hal or Dutch。〃
〃Yes；〃 Wendy said。
〃Have you ever pointed it out to him？〃
〃No；〃 Jack said。 〃Should we？〃
〃Why bother？ Let him realize it in his own time； by his own logic。 You see； Danny's fantasies were considerably deeper than those that grow around the ordinary invisible friend syndrome； but he felt he needed Tony that much more。
Tony would e and show him pleasant things。 Sometimes amazing things。 Always good things。 Once Tony showed him where Daddy's lost trunk was 。 。 。 under the stairs。 Another time Tony showed him that Mommy and Daddy were going to take him to an amusement park for his birthday…〃
〃At Great Barrington！〃 Wendy cried。 〃But how could he know those things？ It's eerie； the things he es out with sometimes。 Almost as if…〃
〃He had second sight？〃 Edmonds asked； smiling。
〃He was born with a caul；〃 Wendy said weakly。
Edmonds's smile became a good； hearty laugh。 Jack and Wendy exchanged a glance and then also smiled； both of them amazed at how easy it was。 Danny's occasional
〃lucky guesses〃 about things was something else they had not discussed much。
〃Next you'll be telling me he can levitate；〃 Edmonds said； still smiling。 〃No； no； no； I'm afraid not。 It's not extrasensory but good old human perception； which in Danny's case is unusually keen。 Mr。 Torrance； he knew your trunk was under the stairs because you had looked everywhere else。 Process of elimination； what？ It's so simple Ellery Queen would laugh at it。 Sooner or later you would have thought of it yourself。
〃As for the amusement park at Great Barrington； whose idea was that originally？ Yours or his？〃
〃His； of course；〃 Wendy said。 〃They advertised on all the morning children's programs。 He was wild to go。 But the thing is； Doctor； we couldn't afford to take him。 And we had told him so。〃
〃Then a men's magazine I'd sold a story to back in 1971 sent a check for fifty dollars；〃 Jack said。 〃They were reprinting the story in an annual； or something。
So we decided to spend it on Danny。〃 Edmonds shrugged。 〃Wish fulfillment plus a lucky coincidence。〃
〃Goddammit； I bet that's just right；〃 Jack said。
Edmonds smiled a little。 〃And Danny himself told me that Tony often showed him things that never occurred。 Visions based on faulty perception； that's all。
Danny is doing subconsciously what these so…called mystics and mind readers do quite consciously and cynically。 I admire him for it。 If life doesn't cause him to retract his antennae； I think he'll be quite a man。〃 Wendy nodded…of course she thought Danny would be quite a man…but the doctor's explanation struck her as glib。 It tasted more like margarine than butter。 Edmonds had not lived with them。 He had not been there when Danny found lost buttons； told her that maybe the TV Guide was under the bed； that he thought he better wear his rubbers to nursery school even though the sun was out 。 。 。 and later that day they had walked home under her umbrella through the pouringrain。 Edmonds couldn't know of the curious way Danny had of preguessing them both。 She would decide to have an unusual evening cup of tea； go out in the kitchen and find her cup out with a tea bag in it。 She would remember that the books were due at the library and find them all neatly piled up on the hall table； her library card on top。 Or Jack would take it into his head to wax the Volkswagen and find Danny already out there； listening to tinny top…forty music on his crystal radio as he sat on the curb to watch。
Aloud she said； 〃Then why the nightmares now？ Why did Tony tell him to lock the bathroom door？〃
〃I believe it's because Tony has outlived his usefulness；〃 Edmonds said。 〃He was born…Tony； not Danny…at a time when you and your husband were straining to keep your marriage together。 Your husband was drinking too much。 There was the incident of the broken arm。 The ominous quiet between you。〃 Ominous quiet； yes； that phrase was the real thing； anyway。 The stiff； tense meals where the only conversation had been please pass the butter or Danny； eat the rest of your carrots or may I be excused； please。 The nights when Jack was gone and s