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The shingles had been badly rotted； some of them blown entirely away by last winter's storms。 He had ripped them all up； yelling 〃Bombs away！〃 as he dropped them over the side； not wanting Danny to get hit in case he had wandered over。
He had been pulling out bad flashing when the wasp had gotten him。
The ironic part was that he warned himself each time he climbed onto the roof to keep an eye out for nests； he had gotten that bug bomb just in case。 But this morning the stillness and peace had been so plete that his watchfulness had lapsed。 He had been back in the world of the play he was slowly creating； roughing out whatever scene he would be working on that evening in his head。 The play was going very well； and although Wendy had said little； he knew she was pleased。 He had been roadblocked on the crucial scene between Denker； the sadistic headmaster； and Gary Benson； his young hero； during the last unhappy six months at Stovington； months when the craving for a drink had been so bad that he could barely concentrate on his in…class lectures； let alone his extracurricular literary ambitions。
But in the last twelve evenings； as he actually sat down in front of the office…model Underwood he had borrowed from the main office downstairs； the roadblock had disappeared under his fingers as magically as cotton candy dissolves on the lips。 He had e up almost effortlessly with the insights into Denker's character that had always been lacking； and he had rewritten most of the second act accordingly； making it revolve around the new scene。 And the progress of the third act； which he had been turning over in his mind when the wasp put an end to cogitation； was ing clearer all the time。 He thought he could rough it out in two weeks； and have a clean copy of the whole damned play by New Year's。
He had an agent in New York； a tough red…headed woman named Phyllis Sandler who smoked Herbert Tareytons； drank Jim Beam from a paper cup； and thought the literary sun rose and set on Sean O'Casey。 She had marketed three of Jack's short stories； including the Esquire piece。 He had written her about the play； which was called The Little School； describing the basic conflict between Denker； a gifted student who had failed into being the brutal and brutalizing headmaster of a turn…of…the…century New England prep school； and Gary Benson； the student he sees as a younger version of himself。 Phyllis had written back expressing interest and admonishing him to read O'Casey before sitting down to it。 She had written again earlier that year asking where the hell was the play？
He had written back wryly that The Little School had been indefinitely…and perhaps infinitely…delayed between hand and page 〃in that interesting intellectual Gobi known as the writer's block。〃 Now it looked as if she might actually get the play。 Whether or not it was any good or if it would ever see actual production was another matter。 And he didn't seem to care a great deal about those things。 He felt in a way that the play itself； the whole thing； was the roadblock； a colossal symbol of the bad years at Stovington Prep； the marriage he had almost totaled like a nutty kid behind the wheel of an old jalopy； the monstrous assault on his son； the incident in the parking lot with George Hatfield； an incident he could no longer view as just another sudden and destructive flare of temper。 He now thought that part of his drinking problem had stemmed from an unconscious desire to be free of Stovington and the security he felt was stifling whatever creative urge he had。 He had stopped drinking； but the need to be free had been just as great。 Hence George Hatfield。 Now all that remained of those days was the play on the desk in his and Wendy's bedroom； and when it was done and sent off to Phyllis's hole…in…the…wall New York agency； he could turn to other things。 Not a novel； he was not ready to stumble into the swamp of another three…year undertaking； but surely more short stories。 Perhaps a book of them。
Moving warily； he scrambled back down the slope of the roof on his hands and knees past the line of demarcation where the fresh green Bird shingles gave way to the section of roof he had just finished clearing。 He came to the edge on the left of the wasps' nest he had uncovered and moved gingerly toward it； ready to backtrack and bolt down his ladder to the ground if things looked too hot。
He leaned over the section of pulled…out flashing and looked in。
The nest was in there； tucked into the space between the old flashing and the final roof undercoating of three…by…fives。 It was a damn big one。 The grayish paper ball looked to Jack as if it might be nearly two feet through the center。
Its shape was not perfect because the space between the flashing and the boards was too narrow； but he thought the little buggers had still done a pretty respectable job。 The surface of the nest was acrawl with the lumbering； slow… moving insects。 They were the big mean ones； not yellow jackets； which are smaller and calmer； but wall wasps。 They had been rendered sludgy and stupid by the fall temperatures； but Jack； who knew about wasps from his childhood； counted himself lucky that he had been stung only once。 And； he thought； if Ullman had hired the job done in the height of summer； the workman who tore up that particular section of the flashing would have gotten one hell of a surprise。 Yes indeedy。 When a dozen wall wasps land on you all at once and start stinging your face and hands and arms； stinging your legs right through your pants； it would be entirely possible to forget you were seventy feet up。 You might just charge right off the edge of the roof while you were trying to get away from them。 All from those little things； the biggest of them only half the length of a pencil stub。
He had read someplace…in a Sunday supplement piece or a back…of…the…book newsmagazine article…that 7 per cent of all automobile fatalities go unexplained。 No mechanical failure； no excessive speed； no booze； no bad weather。 Simply one…car crashes on deserted sections of road； one dead occupant； the driver； unable to explain what had happened to him。 The article had included an interview with a state trooper who theorized that many of these so…called
〃foo crashes〃 resulted from insects in the car。 Wasps； a bee； possibly even a spider or moth。 The driver gets panicky； tries to swat it or unroll a window to let it out。 Possibly the insect stings him。 Maybe the driver just loses control。
Either way it's bang！ 。 ； 。 all over。 And the insect； usually pletely unharmed； would buzz merrily out of the smoking wreck； looking for greener pastures。 The trooper had been in favor of having pathologists look for insect venom while autopsying such victims； Jack recalled。
Now； looking down into the nest； it seemed to him that it could serve as both a workable symbol for what he had been through （and what he had dragged his hostages to fortune through） and an omen for a better future。 How else could you explain the things that had happened to him？ For he still felt that the whole range of unhappy Stovington experiences had to be looked at with Jack Torrance in the passive mode。 He had not done things； things had been done to him。 He had known plenty of people on the Stovington faculty； two of them right in the English Department； who were hard drinkers。 Zack Tunney was in the habit of picking up a full keg of beer on Saturday afternoon； plonking it in a backyard snowbank overnight； and then killing damn near all of it on Sunday watching football games and old movies。 Yet through the week Zack was as sober as a judge…a weak cocktail with lunch was an occasion。
He and Al Shockley had been alcoholics。 They had sought each other out like two castoffs who were still social enough to prefer drowning together to doing it alone。 The sea had been whole…grain instead of salt； that was all。 Looking down at the wasps； as they slowly went about their instinctual business before winter closed down to kill all but their hibernating queen； he would go further。
He was still an alcoholic； always would be； perhaps had been since Sophomore Class Night in high school when he had taken his first drink。 It had nothing to do with willpower； or the morality of drinking； or the weakness or strength of his own character。 There was a broken switch somewhere inside； or a circuit breaker that didn't work； and he had been propelled down the chute willynilly； slowly at first； then accelerating as Stovington applied its pressures on him。 A big grease& slide and at the bottom had been a shattered； ownerless bicycle and a son with a broken arm。 Jack Torrance in the passive mode。 And his temper； same thing。 All his life he had been trying unsuccessfully to control it。 He could remember himself at seven； spanked by a neighbor lady for playing with matches。
He had gone out and hurled a rock at a passing car。 His father had seen that； and he had descended on little Jacky； roaring。 He had reddened Jack's behind 。 。
。 and then blacked his eye。 And when his father had gone into the house； muttering； to see what was on television； Jack had e upon a stray dog and had kicked it into the gutter。 There had been two doz