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〃I can write a lot quicker than Lin；〃 said Billy； upon arriving。 〃He was
fussing at that away late by the fire in camp； an' waked me up crawling in
our bed。 An' then he had to finish it next night when he went over to the
cabin for my clothes。〃
〃You don't say！〃 said Jessamine。 And Billy suffered her to kiss him
again。
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When not otherwise occupied Jessamine took the letter out of its
locked box and read it； or looked at it。 Thus the first days had gone finely
at Separ； the weather being beautiful and Billy much out…of…doors。 But
sometimes the weather changes in Wyoming； and now it was that Miss
Jessamine learned the talents of childhood。
Soon after breakfast this stormy morning Billy observed the twelve
pages being taken out of their box； and spoke from his sudden brain。
〃Honey Wiggin says Lin's losing his grip about girls；〃 he remarked。 〃He
says you couldn't 'a' downed him onced。 You'd 'a' had to marry him。 Honey
says Lin ain't worked it like he done in old times。〃
〃Now I shouldn't wonder if he was right；〃 said Jessamine； buoyantly。
〃And that being the case； I'm going to set to work at your things till it
clears； and then we'll go for our ride。〃
〃Yes；〃 said Billy。 When does a man get too old to marry？〃
〃I'm only a girl； you see。 I don't know。〃
〃Yes。 Honey said he wouldn't 'a' thought Lin was that old。 But I guess
he must be thirty。〃
〃Old！〃 exclaimed Jessamine。 And she looked at a photograph upon her
table。
〃But Lin ain't been married very much；〃 pursued Billy。 〃Mother's the
only one they speak of。 You don't have to stay married always； do you？〃
〃It's better to；〃 said Jessamine。
〃Ah； I don't think so；〃 said Billy； with disparagement。 〃You ought to
see mother and father。 I wish you would leave Lin marry you； though；〃
said the boy； coming to her with an impulse of affection。 〃Why won't you
if he don't mind？〃
She continued to parry him； but this was not a very smooth start for
eight in the morning。 Moments of lull there were； when the telegraph
called her to the front room； and Billy's young mind shifted to inquiries
about the cipher alphabet。 And she gained at least an hour teaching him to
read various words by the sound。 At dinner； too； he was refreshingly silent。
But such silences are unsafe； and the weather was still bad。 Four o'clock
found them much where they had been at eight。
〃Please tell me why you won't leave Lin marry you。〃 He was at the
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window； kicking the wall。
〃That's nine times since dinner；〃 she replied； with tireless good humor。
〃Now if you ask me twelve〃
〃You'll tell？〃 said the boy； swiftly。
She broke into a laugh。 〃No。 I'll go riding and you'll stay at home。
When I was little and would ask things beyond me； they only gave me
three times。〃
〃I've got two more； anyway。 Ha…ha！〃
〃Better save 'em up； though。〃
〃What did they do to you？ Ah； I don't want to go a…riding。 It's nasty all
over。〃 He stared out at the day against which Separ's doors had been tight
closed since morning。 Eight hours of furious wind had raised the dust like
a sea。 〃I wish the old train would come；〃 observed Billy； continuing to
kick the wall。 〃I wish I was going somewheres。〃 Smoky； level； and hot； the
south wind leapt into Separ across five hundred unbroken miles。 The plain
was blanketed in a tawny eclipse。 Each minute the near buildings became
invisible in a turbulent herd of clouds。 Above this travelling blur of the soil
the top of the water…tank alone rose bulging into the clear sun。 The sand
spirals would lick like flames along the bulk of the lofty tub； and soar
skyward。 It was not shipping season。 The freight…cars stood idle in a long
line。 No cattle huddled in the corrals。 No strangers moved in town。 No
cow…ponies dozed in front of the saloon。 Their riders were distant in ranch
and camp。 Human noise was extinct in Separ。 Beneath the thunder of the
sultry blasts the place lay dead in its flapping shroud of dust。 〃Why won't
you tell me？〃 droned Billy。 For some time he had been returning； like a
mosquito brushed away。
〃That's ten times；〃 said Jessamine； promptly。
〃Oh； goodness！ Pretty soon I'll not be glad I came。 I'm about twiced as
less glad now。〃
〃Well；〃 said Jessamine； 〃there's a man coming to…day to mend the
government telegraph…line between Drybone and McKinney。 Maybe he
would take you back as far as Box Elder； if you want to go very much。
Shall I ask him？〃
Billy was disappointed at this cordial seconding of his mood。 He did
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not make a direct rejoinder。 〃I guess I'll go outside now；〃 said he； with a
threat in his tone。
She continued mending his stockings。 Finished ones lay rolled at one
side of her chair； and upon the other were more waiting her attention。
〃And I'm going to turn back hand…springs on top of all the freight…
cars；〃 he stated； more loudly。
She indulged again in merriment； laughing sweetly at him； and without
restraint。
〃And I'm sick of what you all keep a…saying to me！〃 he shouted。 〃Just
as if I was a baby。〃
〃Why； Billy； who ever said you were a baby？〃
〃All of you do。 Honey； and Lin； and you； now； and everybody。 What
makes you say 'that's nine times； Billy； oh； Billy； that's ten times；' if you
don't mean I'm a baby？ And you laugh me off； just like they do； and just
like I was a regular baby。 You won't tell me〃
〃Billy； listen。 Did nobody ever ask you something you did not want to
tell them？〃
〃That's not a bit the same； becausebecausebecause I treat 'em
square and because it's not their business。 But every time I ask anybody
'most anything； they say I'm not old enough to understand； and I'll be ten
soon。 And it is my business when it's about the kind of a mother I'm
agoing to have。 Suppose I quit acting square； an' told 'em； when they
bothered me； they weren't young enough to understand！ Wish I had。 Guess
I will； too； and watch 'em step around。〃 For a moment his mind dwelt
upon this； and he whistled a revengeful strain。
〃Goodness； Billy！〃 said Jessamine； at the sight of the next stocking。
〃The whole heel is scorched off。〃
He eyed the ruin with indifference。 〃Ah； that was last month when I
and Lin shot the bear in the swamp willows。 He made me dry off my legs。
Chuck it away。〃
〃And spoil the pair？ No； indeed！〃
〃Mother always chucked 'em； an' father'd buy new ones till I skipped
from home。 Lin kind o' mends 'em。〃
〃Does he？〃 said Jessamine； softly。 And she looked at the photograph。
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〃Yes。 What made you write him for to let me come and bring my
stockin's and things？〃
〃Don't you see； Billy； there is so little work at this station that I'd be
looking out of the window all day just the pitiful way you do？〃
〃Oh！〃 Billy pondered。 〃And so I said to Lin；〃 he continued； 〃why
didn't he send down his own clothes； too； an' let you fix 'em all。 And
Honey Wiggin laughed right in his coffee…cup so it all sploshed out。 And
the cook he asked me if mother used to mend Lin's clothes。 But I guess
she chucked 'em like she always did father's and mine。 I was with father；
you know； when mother was married to Lin that time。〃 He paused again；
while his thoughts and fears struggled。 〃But Lin says I needn't ever go
back；〃 he went on； reasoning and confiding to her。 〃Lin don't like mother
any more； I guess。〃 His pondering grew still deeper； and he looked at
Jessamine for some while。 Then his face wakened with a new theory。
〃Don't Lin like you any more？〃 he inquired。
〃Oh；〃 cried Jessamine； crimsoning； 〃yes！ Why； he sent you to me！〃
〃Well； he got hot in camp when I said that about sending his clothes to