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to Janet�察�and to Ms。 Smith�察�whom she calls `my Edinburgh mother。' It is
plain the three were as one person�察 �moving to acts of kindness�察 �like the
Graces�察�inarmed。 Too much stress must not be laid on the style of this
correspondence�察 �Clarinda survived�察�not far away�察 �and may have met the
ladies on the Calton Hill�察�and many of the writers appear�察�underneath the
conventions of the period�察 �to be genuinely moved。 But what
unpleasantly strikes a reader is�察 �that these devout unfortunates found a
revenue in their devotion。 It is everywhere the same tale�察�on the side of
the soft´hearted ladies�察 �substantial acts of help�察 �on the side of the
correspondents�察 �affection�察 �italics�察 �texts�察 �ecstasies�察 �and imperfect spelling。
When a midwife is recommended�察 �not at all for proficiency in her
important art�察 �but because she has `a sister whom I ��the correspondent�А�
esteem and respect�察�and ��who�А�is a spiritual daughter of my Hond Father in
the Gosple��' the mask seems to be torn off�察 �and the wages of godliness
appear too openly。 Capacity is a secondary matter in a midwife�察�temper
in a servant�察 �affection in a daughter�察 �and the repetition of a shibboleth
fulfils the law。 Common decency is at times forgot in the same page with
the most sanctified advice and aspiration。 Thus I am introduced to a
correspondent who appears to have been at the time the housekeeper at
Invermay�察�and who writes to condole with my grandmother in a season of
distress。 For nearly half a sheet she keeps to the point with an excellent
discretion in language then suddenly breaks out�此�
`It was fully my intention to have left this at Martinmass�察�but the Lord
fixes the bounds of our habitation。 I have had more need of patience in my
situation here than in any other�察 �partly from the very violent�察 �unsteady�察�
deceitful temper of the Mistress of the Family�察�and also from the state of
the house。 It was in a train of repair when I came here two years ago�察�
and is still in Confusion。 There is above six Thousand Pounds' worth of
Furniture come from London to be put up when the rooms are completely
finished�察�and then�察�woe be to the Person who is Housekeeper at Invermay��'
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And by the tail of the document�察�which is torn�察�I see she goes on to ask
the bereaved family to seek her a new place。 It is extraordinary that people
should have been so deceived in so careless an impostor�察 �that a few
sprinkled `God willings' should have blinded them to the essence of this
venomous letter�察�and that they should have been at the pains to bind it in
with others ��many of them highly touching�� in their memorial of
harrowing days。 But the good ladies were without guile and without
suspicion�察 �they were victims marked for the axe�察 �and the religious
impostors snuffed up the wind as they drew near。
I have referred above to my grandmother�察�it was no slip of the pen�此�for
by an extraordinary arrangement�察 �in which it is hard not to suspect the
managing hand of a mother�察 �Jean Smith became the wife of Robert
Stevenson。 Mrs。 Smith had failed in her design to make her son a
minister�察�and she saw him daily more immersed in business and worldly
ambition。 One thing remained that she might do�此 �she might secure for
him a godly wife�察 �that great means of sanctification�察 �and she had two
under her hand�察�trained by herself�察�her dear friends and daughters both in
law and love ´ Jean and Janet。 Jean's complexion was extremely pale�察�
Janet's was florid�察 �my grandmother's nose was straight�察 �my great´aunt's
aquiline�察 �but by the sound of the voice�察 �not even a son was able to
distinguish one from other。 The marriage of a man of twenty´ seven and
a girl of twenty who have lived for twelve years as brother and sister�察�is
difficult to conceive。 It took place�察�however�察�and thus in 1799 the family
was still further cemented by the union of a representative of the male or
worldly element with one of the female and devout。
This essential difference remained unbridged�察�yet never diminished the
strength of their relation。 My grandfather pursued his design of
advancing in the world with some measure of success�察�rose to distinction
in his calling�察�grew to be the familiar of members of Parliament�察�judges of
the Court of Session�察�and `landed gentlemen'�察�learned a ready address�察�had
a flow of interesting conversation�察 �and when he was referred to as `a
highly respectable BOURGEOIS��' resented the description。 My
grandmother remained to the end devout and unambitious�察�occupied with
her Bible�察 �her children�察 �and her house�察 �easily shocked�察 �and associating
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largely with a clique of godly parasites。 I do not know if she called in the
midwife already referred to�察 �but the principle on which that lady was
recommended�察 �she accepted fully。 The cook was a godly woman�察 �the
butcher a Christian man�察�and the table suffered。 The scene has been often
described to me of my grandfather sawing with darkened countenance at
some indissoluble joint ´ `Preserve me�察 �my dear�察 �what kind of a reedy�察�
stringy beast is this��' ´ of the joint removed�察�the pudding substituted and
uncovered�察 �and of my grandmother's anxious glance and hasty�察�
deprecatory comment�察 �Just mismanaged��' Yet with the invincible
obstinacy of soft natures�察�she would adhere to the godly woman and the
Christian man�察�or find others of the same kidney to replace them。 One of
her confidants had once a narrow escape�察�an unwieldy old woman�察�she had
fallen from an outside stair in a close of the Old Town�察 �and my
grandmother rejoiced to communicate the providential circumstance that a
baker had been passing underneath with his bread upon his head。 `I
would like to know what kind of providence the baker thought it��' cried
my grandfather。
But the sally must have been unique。 In all else that I have heard or
read of him�察�so far from criticising�察�he was doing his utmost to honour and
even to emulate his wife's pronounced opinions。 In the only letter which
has come to my hand of Thomas Smith's�察�I find him informing his wife
that he was `in time for afternoon church'�察�similar assurances or cognate
excuses abound in the correspondence of Robert Stevenson�察 �and it is
comical and pretty to see the two generations paying the same court to a
female piety more highly strung�此�Thomas Smith to the mother of Robert
Stevenson ´ Robert Stevenson to the daughter of Thomas Smith。 And if
for once my grandfather suffered himself to be hurried�察 �by his sense of
humour and justice�察�into that remark about the case of Providence and the
Baker�察�I should be sorry for any of his children who should have stumbled
into the same attitude of criticism。 In the apocalyptic style of the
housekeeper of Invermay�察�woe be to that person� �But there was no fear�察�
husband and sons all entertained for the pious�察 �tender soul the same
chivalrous and moved affection。 I have spoken with one who
remembered her�察�and who had been the intimate and equal of her sons�察�and
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I found this witness had been struck�察 �as I had been�察 �with a sense of
disproportion between the warmth of the adoration felt and the nature of
the woman�察 �whether as described or observed。 She diligently read and
marked her Bible�察 �she was a tender nurse�察 �she had a sense of humour
under strong c