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From behind the closed door of the next room she could hear 
the sound of voices�察�and she decided to go inside。 
Hazel and Etta stopped talking when they saw her。 Etta was 
sitting in the chair by the window�察�painting her toe´nails with 
the red polish。 Her hah´ was done up in steel rollers and there 
was a white dab of face cream on a little place under her chin 
where a pimple had come out。 Hazel was flopped out lazy on 
the bed as usual。 'What were you all jawing about��' It's none of 
your nosy business��' Etta said。 'Just you hush up and leave us 
alone。' 
'It's my room just as much as it is either one of yours。 I have as 
good a right hi here as you do。' Mick strutted from one corner 
to the other until she had covered all the floor space。 'But then 
I don't care anything about picking any fight。 All I want are 
my own rights。' 


Mick brushed back her shaggy bangs with the palm of her 
hand。 She had done this so often that there was a little row of 
cowlicks above her forehead。 She quivered her nose and made 
faces at herself in the mirror。 Then she began walking around 
the room again。 
Hazel and Etta were O。K。 as far as sisters went。 But Etta was 
like she was full of worms。 All she thought about was movie 
stars and getting in the movies。 Once she had 

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written to Jeanette MacDonald and had got a typewritten letter 
back saying that if ever she came out to Hollywood she could 
come by and swim in her swimming pool。 And ever since that 
swimming pool had been preying on Etta's mind。 All she 
thought about was going to Hollywood when she could scrape 
up the bus fare and getting a job as a secretary and being 
buddies with Jeanette MacDonald and getting in the movies 
herself。 
She primped all the day long。 And that was the bad part。 Etta 
wasn't naturally pretty like Hazel。 The main thing was she 
didn't have any chin。 She would pull at her jaw and go through 
a lot of chin exercises she had read in ft movie book。 She was 
always looking at her side profile in the mirror and trying to 
keep her mouth set in a certain way。 But it didn't do any good。 
Sometimes Etta would hold her face with her hands and cry hi 
the night about it。 
Hazel was plain lazy。 She was good´looking but thick in the 
head。 She was eighteen years old�察�and next to Bill she was the 
oldest of all the kids in the family。 Maybe that was the trouble。 
She got the first and biggest share of everything!the first 
whack at the new clothes and the biggest part of any special 
treat。 Hazel never had to grab for anything and she was soft。 
'Are you just going to tramp around the room all day�拭�It makes 
me sick to see you hi those silly boy's clothes。 Somebody 
ought to clamp down on you�察�Mick Kelly�察�and make you 
behave��' Etta said。 
'Shut up��' said Mick。 'I wear shorts because I don't want to 
wear your old hand´me´downs。 I don't want to be like either of 
you and I don't want to look like either of you。 And I won't。 
That's why I wear shorts。 I'd rather be a boy any day�察�and I 
wish I could move in with Bill。' 


Mick scrambled under the bed and brought out a large hatbox。 
As she carried it to the door both of them called after her�察�
'Good riddance��' 
Bill had the nicest room of anybody in the family。 Like a den 
!and he had it all to himself!except for Bubber。 Bill had 
pictures cut out from magazines tacked on the walls�察�mostly 
faces of beautiful ladies�察�and in another corner were some 
pictures Mick had painted last year herself at the free art class。 
There was only a bed and a desk in the room。JO 
Bill was sitting hunched over the desk�察�reading Popular 
Mechanics。 She went up behind him and put her arms around 
his shoulders。 'Hey�察�you old son´of´a´gun。' 
He did not begin tussling with her like he used to do。 。Hey��' he 
said�察�and shook his shoulders a little。 
'Will it bother you if I stay in here a little while��' 
'Sure!I don't mind if you want to stay。' 
Mick knelt on the floor and untied the string on the big 
hatbox。 Her hands hovered over the edge of the lid�察�but for 
some reason she could not make up her mind to open it 
'I been thinking about what I've done on this already��' she said。 
'And it may work and it may not。' 
Bill went on reading。 She still knelt over the box�察�but did not 
open it。 Her eyes wandered over to Bill as he sat with his back 
to her。 One of his big feet kept stepping on the other as he 
read。 His shoes were scuffed。 Once their Dad had said that all 
Bill's dinners went to his feet and his breakfast to one ear and 
bis supper to the other ear�察�that was a sort of mean thing to say 
and Bill had been sour over it for a month�察�but it was funny。 
His ears flared out and were very red�察�and though he was just 
out of high school he wore a size thirteen shoe。 He tried to 
hide his feet by scraping one foot behind the other when he 
stood up�察�but that only made it worse。 
Mick opened the box a few inches and then shut it again。 She 
felt too excited to look into it now。 She got up and walked 
around the room until she could calm down a little。 After a 
few minutes she stopped before the picture she had painted at 
the free government art class for school kids last winter。 There 
was a picture of a storm on the ocean and a sea gull being 
dashed through the air by the wind。 It was called 'Sea Gull 
with Back Broken in Storm。' The teacher had described the 


ocean during the first two or three lessons�察�and that was what 
nearly everybody started with。 Most of the kids were like her�察�
though�察�and they had never really seen the ocean with their 
own eyes。 
That was the first picture she had done and Bill had tacked it 
on his wall。 All the rest of her pictures were full of people。 
She had done some more ocean storms at first !one with an 
airplane crashing down and people jumping out to save 
themselves�察�and another with a trans´Atlan

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tic liner going down and all the people trying to push and 
crowd into one little lifeboat。 
Mick went into the closet of Bill's room and brought out some 
other pictures she had done in the class!some pencil 
drawings�察�some water´colors�察�and one canvas with oils。 They 
were all full of people。 She had imagined a big fire on Broad 
Street and painted how she thought it would be。 The flames 
were bright green and orange and Mr。 Bran´non's restaurant 
and the First National Bank were about the only buildings left。 
People were lying dead in the streets and others were running 
for their lives。 One man was in his nightshirt and a lady was 
trying to carry a bunch of bananas with her。 Another picture 
was called 'Boiler Busts in Factory��' and men were jumping 
out of windows and running while a knot of kids in overalls 
stood scrouged together�察�holding the buckets of dinner they 
had brought to their Daddies。 The oil painting was a picture of 
the whole town fighting on Broad Street。 She never knew why 
she had painted this one and she couldn't think of the right 
name for it。 There wasn't any fire or storm or reason you could 
see in the picture why all this battle was happening。 But there 
were more people and more moving around than in any other 
picture。 This was the best one�察�and it was too bad that she 
couldn't think up the real name。 In the back of her mind 
somewhere she knew what it was。 
Mick put the picture back on the closet shelf。 None of them 
were any good much。 The people didn't have fingers and some 
of the arms were longer than the legs。 The class had been fun�察�
though。 But she had just drawn whatever came into her head 
without reason!and in her heart it didn't give her near the 


same feeling that music did。 Nothing was really as good as 
music。 
Mick knelt down on the floor and quickly lifted the top of the 
big hatbox。 Inside was a cracked ukulele strung with two 
violin strings�察�a guitar string and a banjo string。 The crack on 
the back of the ukulele had been neatly mended with sticking 
plaster and the round hole in the middle was covered by a 
piece of wood。 The bridge of a violin held up the strings at the 
end and some sound´holes had been carved on either side。 
Mick was making herself a violin。 She held the violin in her 
lap。 She had the feeling she had38 
never really looked at it before。 Some time ago she made 
Bubber a little play mandolin out of a cigar box with rubber 
bands�察�and that put the idea into her head。 Since that she had 
hunted all over everywhere for the different parts and added a 
little to the job every day。 It seemed to her she had done 
everything except use her head。 
'Bill�察�this don't look like any real violin I ever saw。' He was 
still reading!'Yeah!��' 
'It just don't look right。 It just don't' 
She had planned to tune the fiddle that day by screwing the 
pegs。 But since she had suddenly realized how all the work 
had turned out she didn't want to look at it。 Slowly she 
plucked one string after another。 They all made the same little 
hollow´sounding ping。 
'How anyway will I ever get a bow�拭�Are you sure they have to 
be made out of just horses' hair��' 'Yeah��' said Bill impatiently。 
'Nothing like thin wire or human hair strung on a limber stick 
would do��' 
Bill rub
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