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and shook the few remaining drops of beer around in the 
bottom of his glass。 Then he finished his drink in one slow 
swallow and went back to the newspaper spread out on the 
counter。 
This time he could not keep his mind on the words before him。 
He remembered Mick。 He wondered if he should have sold 
her the pack of cigarettes and if it were really harmful for kids 
to smoke。 He thought of the way Mick narrowed her eyes and 
pushed back the bangs of her hair with the palm of her hand。 
He thought of her hoarse�察�boyish voice and of her habit of 
hitching up her khaki shorts and swaggering like a cowboy in 
the picture show。 A feeling of tenderness came in him。 He was 
uneasy。 
Restlessly Biff turned his attention to Singer。 The mute sat 
with his hands in his pockets and the half´finished glass of 
beer before him had become warm and stagnant。 He18 


would offer to treat Singer to a slug of whiskey before he left。 
What he had said to Alice was true!he did like freaks。 He 
had a special friendly feeling for sick people and cripples。 
Whenever somebody with a harelip or T。B。 came into the 
place he would set him up to beer。 Or if the customer were a 
hunchback or a bad cripple�察�then it would be whiskey on the 
house。 There was one fellow who had had his peter and his 
left leg blown off in a boiler explosion�察�and whenever he came 
to town there was a free pint waiting for him。 And if Singer 
were a drinking kind of man he could get liquor at half price 
any time he wanted it。 Biff nodded to himself。 Then neatly he 
folded his newspaper and put it under the counter along with 
several others。 At the end of the week he would take them all 
back to the storeroom behind the kitchen�察�where he kept a 
complete file of the evening newspapers that dated back 
without a break for twenty´one years。 
At two o'clock Blount entered the restaurant again。 He 
�察�brought in with him a tall Negro man carrying a black bag。 
The drunk tried to bring him up to the counter for a 
drink�察�but the Negro left as soon as he realized why he had 
been led inside。 Biff recognized him as a Negro doctor who 
had practiced in the town ever since he could remember。 
He was related in some way to young Willie back in the 
kitchen。 Before he left Biff saw him turn on Blount with 
a look of quivering hatred。 
The drunk just stood there。 

。Don't you know you can't bring no nigger in a place where
white men drink��' someone asked him。
Biff watched this happening from a distance。 Blount was very
angry�察�and now it could easily be seen how drunk he was。
'I'm part nigger myself��' he called out as a challenge。
Biff watched him alertly and the place was quiet。 With his
thick nostrils and the rolling whites of his eyes it looked 
a
little as though he might be telling the truth。
'I'm part nigger and wop and bohunk and chink。 All of those。
'
There was laughter。
'And I'm Dutch and Turkish and Japanese and American。' He
walked in zigzags around the table where the mute drank his
coffee。 His voice was loud and cracked。

Tm one who knows。 I'm a stranger in a strange land。' 

。Quiet down��' Biff said to him。 
Blount paid no attention to anyone in the place except the 
mute。 They were both looking at each other。 The mute's eyes 
were cold and gentle as a cat's and all his body seemed to 
listen。 The drunk man was in a frenzy。 
。You're the only one in this town who catches what I mean��' 
Blount said。 'For two days now 1 been talking to you in my 
mind because I know you understand the things I want to 
mean。' 
Some people in a booth were laughing because without 
knowing it the drunk had picked out a deaf´mute to try to talk 
with。 Biff watched the two men with little darting glances and 
listened attentively。 
Blount sat down to the table and leaned over close to Singer。 
There are those who know and those who don't know。 And 
for every ten thousand who don't know there's only one who 
knows。 Thaf s the miracle of all time!the fact that these 
millions know so much but don't know this。 It's like in the 
fifteenth century when everybody believed the world was flat 
and only Columbus and a few other fellows knew the truth。 
But it's different in that it took talent to figure that the earth is 
round。 While this truth is so obvious it's a miracle of all 
history that people don't know。 You savvy。' 
Biff rested his elbows on the counter and looked at Blount 
with curiosity。 'Know what��' he asked。 
;Don't listen to him��' Blount said。 'Don't mind that flat´footed�察�
blue´jowled�察�nosy bastard。 For you see�察�when us people who 
know run into each other mat's an event。 It almost never 
happens。 Sometimes we meet each other and neither guesses 
that the other is one who knows。 That's a bad thing。 It's 
happened to me a lot of times。 But you see there are so few of 
us。' 
'Masons��' Biff asked。 
'Shut up�察�you� �Else 111 snatch your arm off and beat you 
black with it��' Blount bawled。 He hunched over close to the 
mute and his voice dropped to a drunken whisper。 'And how 
come�拭�Why has this miracle of ignorance endured�拭�Because 
of one thing。 A conspiracy。 A vast and insidious conspiracy。 

Obscurantism。
'
The men in the booth were still laughing at the drunk20


who was trying to hold a conversation with the mute。 Only
Biff was serious。 He wanted to ascertain if the mute really
understood what was said to him。 The fellow nodded
frequently and his face seemed contemplative。 He was only
slow!that was all。 Blount began to crack a few jokes along
with this talk about knowing。 The mute never smiled until
several seconds after the funny remark had been made�察�then
when the talk was gloomy again the smile still hung on his
face a little too long。 The fellow was downright uncanny。
People felt themselves watching him even before they knew
that there was anything different about him。 His eyes made 
a
person think that he heard things nobody else had ever heard��
that he knew things no one had ever guessed before。 He did
not seem quite human。
Jake Blount leaned across the table and the words came out as
though a dam inside him had broken。 Biff could not
understand him any more。 Blount's tongue was so heavy with
drink and he talked at such a violent pace that the sounds were
all shaken up together。 Biff wondered where he would go
when Alice turned him out of the place。 And in the morning
she would do it�察�too!like she said。
Biff yawned wanly�察�patting his open mouth with his fingertips
until his jaw had relaxed。 It was almost three o'clock�察�the most
stagnant hour in the day or night
The mute was patient。 He had been listening to Blount for
almost an hour。 Now he began to look at the clock
occasionally。 Blount did not notice this and went on without 
a
pause。 At last he stopped a to roll a cigarette�察�and then the
mute nodded his head in the direction of the clock�察�smiled in
that hidden way of his�察�and got up from the table。 His hands
stayed stuffed in his pockets as always。 He went out quickly。
Blount was so drunk that he did not know what had happened。
He had never even caught on to the fact that the mute made no
answers。 He began to look around the place with his mouth
open and his eyes rolling and fuddled。 A red vein stood out on
his forehead and he began to hit the table angrily with his
fists。 His bout could not last much longer now。



'Come on over��' Biff said kindly。 ;Your friend has gone。
'


The fellow was still hunting for Singer。 He had never seemed
really drunk like that before。 He had an ugly look。
'I have something for you over here and I want to speak with
you a minute��' Biff coaxed。
Blount pulled himself up from the table and walked with big��
loose steps toward the street again。
Biff leaned against the wall。 In and out!in and out。 After all��
it was none of his business。 The room was very empty and
quiet。 The minutes lingered。 Wearily he let his head sag
forward。 All motion seemed slowly to be leaving the room。
The counter�察�faces�察�the booths and tables�察�the radio in the
corner�察�whirring fans on the ceiling!all seemed to become
very faint and still。
He must have dozed。 A hand was shaking his elbow。 His wits
came back to him slowly and he looked up to see what was
wanted。 Willie�察�the colored boy in the kitchen�察�stood before
him dressed in his cap and his long white apron。 Willie
stammered because he was excited about whatever he was
trying to say。
'And so he were 1´1´lamming his fist against this here brick w´
w´wall。
'
'What's that��
'
'Right down one of them alleys two d´d´doors away。
'
Biff straightened bis slumped shoulders and arranged his tie。
'What��
'
'And they means to bring him in here and they liable to pile in
any minute
'
'Willie��' Biff said patiently。 'Start at the beginning and let me
get this straight。
'
'It this here short white man with the m´m´mustache。
'


。Mr。 Blount。 Yes〃 
'Well!I didn't see how it commenced。 I were standing in the 
back door when I heard this here commotion。 Sound like a big 
fight in the alley。 So I r´r´run to see。 And this here white man 
had just gone hog wild。 He were butting bis head against the 
side of this brick wall and hitting with his fists。 He were 
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