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watch�察�and his fountain pen。 Then he folded his clothes neatly 
over the back of his chair。 His gray´flannel pajamas were 
warm and soft。 Almost as soon as he pulled the blankets to his 


chin he was asleep。 
Out of the blackness of sleep a dream formed。 There were dull 
yellow lanterns lighting up a dark flight of stone steps。 
Antonapoulos kneeled at the top of these steps。 He was naked 
and he fumbled with something that he held above his head 
and gazed at it as though in prayer。 He himself knelt halfway 
down the steps。 He was naked and cold and he could not take 
his eyes from Antonapoulos and the thing he held above him。 
Behind him on the ground he felt the one with the mustache 
and the girl and the black man and the last one。 They knelt 
naked and he felt their eyes on him。 And behind them there 
were uncounted crowds of kneeling people in the darkness。 
His own hands were huge windmills and he stared fascinated 
at the unknown thing that Antonapoulos held。 The yellow 
lanterns swayed to and fro in the darkness and all else was 
motionless。 Then suddenly there was a ferment。 In the 
upheaval the steps collapsed and he felt himself falling 
downward。 He awoke with a jerk。 The early light whitened the 
window。 He felt afraid。 
Such a long time had passed that something might have 
happened to his friend。 Because Antonapoulos did not write to 
him he would not know。 Perhaps his friend had fallen and hurt 
himself。 He felt such an urge to be with him once more that he 
would arrange it at any cost!and immediately。 
In the post´office that morning he found a notice in his box 
that a package had come for him。 It was the gift he had 
ordered for Christmas that did not arrive in time。 The gift was 
a very fine one。 He had bought it on the install´186 

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ment plan to be paid for over a period of two years。 The gift 
was a moving´picture machine for private use�察�with a half´
dozen of the Mickey Mouse and Popeye comedies that 
Antonapoulos enjoyed。 
Singer was the last to reach the store that morning。 He handed 
the jeweler for whom he worked a formal written request for 
leave on Friday and Saturday。 And although there were four 
weddings on hand that week�察�the jeweler nodded that he could 
go。 
He did not let anyone know of the trip beforehand�察�but on 


leaving he tacked a note to his door saying that he would be 
absent for several days because of business。 He traveled at 
night�察�and the train reached the place of his destination just as 
the red winter dawn was breaking。 
In the afternoon�察�a little before time for the visiting hour�察�he 
went out to the asylum。 His arms were loaded with the parts of 
the moving´picture machine and the basket of fruit he carried 
his friend。 He went immediately to the ward where he had 
visited Antonapoulos before。 
The corridor�察�the door�察�the rows of beds were just as he 
remembered them。 He stood at the threshold and looked 
eagerly for his friend。 But he saw at once that though all the 
chairs were occupied�察�Antonapoulos was not there。 
Singer put down his packages and wrote at the bottom of one 
of his cards�察�'Where is Spiros Antonapoulos��' A nurse came 
into the room and he handed her the card。 She did not 
understand。 She shook her head and raised her shoulders。 He 
went out into the corridor and handed the card to everyone he 
met。 Nobody knew。 There was such a panic in him that he 
began motioning with his hands。 At last he met an interne in a 
white coat。 He plucked at the interne's elbow and gave him the 
card。 The interne read it carefully and then guided him 
through several halls。 They came to a small room where a 
young woman sat at a desk before some papers。 She read the 
card and then looked through some files in a drawer。 
Tears of nervousness and fear swam in Singer's eyes。 The 
young woman began deliberately to write on a pad of paper�察�
and he could not restrain himself from twisting around to see 
immediately what was being written about his friend。 

Mr。 Antonapoulos has been transferred to the infirmary。 He is 
ill with nephritis。 I will have someone show you the way。 

On the way through the corridors he stopped to pick up the 
packages he had left at the door of the ward。 The basket of 
fruit had been stolen�察�but the other boxes were intact。 He 
followed the interne out of the building and across a plot of 
grass to the infirmary。 
Antonapoulos� �When they reached the proper ward he saw 
him at the first glance。 His bed was placed in the middle of the 
room and he was sitting propped with pillows。 He wore a 
scarlet dressing´gown and green silk pajamas and a turquoise 


ring。 His skin was a pale yellow color�察�his eyes very dreamy 
and dark。 His black hair was touched at the temples with 
silver。 He was knitting。 His fat fingers worked with the long 
ivory needles very slowly。 At first he did not see his friend。 
Then when Singer stood before him he smiled serenely�察�
without surprise�察�and held out his jeweled hand。 
A feeling of shyness and restraint such as he had never known 
before came over Singer。 He sat down by the bed and folded 
his hands on the edge of the counterpane。 His eyes did not 
leave the face of his friend and he was deathly pale。 The 
splendor of his friend's raiment startled him。 On various 
occasions he had sent him each article of the outfit�察�but he had 
not imagined how they would look when all combined。 
Antonapoulos was more enormous than he had remembered。 
The great pulpy folds of his abdomen showed beneath his silk 
pajamas。 His head was immense against the white pillow。 The 
placid composure of his face was so profound that he seemed 
hardly to be aware mat Singer was with him。 
Singer raised Ms hands timidly and began to speak。 His 
strong�察�skilled fingers shaped the signs with loving precision。 
He spoke of the cold and of the long months alone。 He 
mentioned old memories�察�the cat that had died�察�the store�察�the 
place where he lived。 At each pause Antonapoulos nodded 
graciously。 He spoke of the four people and the long visits to 
his room。 The eyes of his friend were moist and dark�察�and in 
them he saw the little rectangled pictures of himself that he 
had watched a thousand times。 The188 

warm blood flowed back to his face and his hands quickened。 
He spoke at length of the black man and the one with the 
jerking mustache and the girl。 The designs of his hands shaped 
faster and faster。 Antonapoulos nodded with slow gravity。 
Eagerly Singer leaned closer and he breathed with long�察�deep 
breaths and in his eyes there were bright tears。 
Then suddenly Antonapoulos made a slow circle in the air 
with his plump forefinger。 His finger circled toward Singer 
and at last he poked his friend in the stomach。 The big Greek's 
smile grew very broad and he stuck out his fat�察�pink tongue。 
Singer laughed and his hands shaped the words with wild 
speed。 His shoulders shook with laughter and his head hung 


backward。 Why he laughed he did not know。 Antonapoulos 
rolled his eyes。 Singer continued to laugh riotously until his 
breath was gone and his fingers trembled。 He grasped the arm 
of his friend and tried to steady himself。 His laughs came slow 
and painfully like hiccoughs。 
Antonapoulos was the first to compose himself。 His fat little 
feet had untucked the cover at the bottom of the bed。 His smile 
faded and he kicked contemptuously at the blanket。 Singer 
hastened to put things right�察�but Antonapoulos frowned and 
held up his finger regally to a nurse who was passing through 
the ward。 When she had straightened the bed to his liking the 
big Greek inclined his head so deliberately that the gesture 
seemed one of benediction rather than a simple nod of thanks。 
Then he turned gravely to his friend again。 
As Singer talked he did not realize how the time had passed。 
Only when a nurse brought Antonapoulos his supper on a tray 
did he realize that it was late。 The lights in the ward were 
turned on and outside the windows it was almost dark。 The 
other patients had trays of supper before them also。 They had 
put down their work ��some of them wove baskets�察�others did 
leatherwork or knitted�� and they were eating listlessly。 
Besides Antonapoulos they all seemed very sick and colorless。 
Most of them needed a haircut and they wore seedy gray 
nightshirts slit down the back。 They stared at the two mutes 
with wonder。 
Antonapoulos lifted the cover from his dish and inspected the 
food carefully。 There was fish and some vege

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tables。 He picked up the fish and held it to the light in the 
palm of his hand for a thorough examination。 Then he ate with 
relish。 During supper he began to point out the various people 
in the room。 He pointed to one man in the corner and made 
faces of disgust。 The man snarled at him。 He pointed to a 
young boy and smiled and nodded and waved his plump hand。 
Singer was too happy to feel embarrassment。 He picked up the 
packages from the floor and laid them on the bed to distract 
his friend。 Antonapoulos took off the wrappings�察�but the 
machine did not interest him at all。 He turned back to his 
supper。 


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