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The fire shadows lapped against the walls。 The dark�察�shadowy 
waves rose higher and the room took on motion。 The room 
rose and fell and all balance was gone。 Alone Jake felt himself 
sink downward�察�slowly in wavelike motions downward into a 
shadowed ocean。 In helplessness and terror he strained his 
eyes�察�but he could see nothing except the dark and scarlet 
waves that roared hungrily over him。 Then at last he made out 
the thing which he sought。 The mute's face was faint and very 
far away。 Jake closed his eyes。 
The next morning he awoke very late。 Singer had been gone 
for hours。 There was bread�察�cheese�察�an orange�察�and a pot of 
coffee on the table。 When he had finished his breakfast it was 
time for work。 He walked somberly�察�his head bent�察�across the 
town toward his room。 When he reached the neighborhood 
where he lived he passed through a certain narrow street that 
was flanked on one side by a smoke´blackened brick 
warehouse。 On the wall of this building there was something 
that vaguely distracted him。 He started to walk on�察�and then 
his attention was suddenly held。 On the wall a message was 
written in bright red chalk�察�the letters drawn thickly and 
curiously formed�此�

Ye shall eat the flesh of the mighty�察�and drink the blood of the 
princes of the earth。 

He read the message twice and looked anxiously up and down 
the street。 No one was in sight。 After a few minutes of puzzled 
deliberation he took from his pocket a thick red pencil and 
wrote carefully beneath the inscription�此�

Whoever wrote the above meet me here tomorrow at noon�察�
Wednesday�察�November 29。 Or the next day。 

At twelve o'clock the next day he waited before the wall。 
。
Now and then he walked impatiently to the corner to look �此�up
and down the streets。 No one came。 After an hour he * had to
leave for the show。136


The next day he waited�察�also。
Then on Friday there was a long�察�slow winter rain。 The wall
was sodden and the messages streaked so that no word could
be read。 The rain continued�察�gray and bitter and cold。



ICK��' Bubber said。 'I come to believe we all gonna drown。' It 
was true that it like to never quit raining。 Mrs。 Wells rode 
them back and forth to school in her car�察�and every afternoon 
they had to stay on the front porch or in the house。 She and 
Bubber played Parcheesi and Old Maid and shot marbles on 
the living´room rug。 It was nearing along toward Christmas 
time and Bubber began to talk about the Little Lord Jesus and 
the red bicycle he wanted Santa Claus to bring him。 The rain 
was silver on the win´dowpanes and the sky was wet and cold 
and gray。 The river rose so high that some of the factory 
people had to move out of their houses。 Then when it looked 
like the rain would keep on and on forever it suddenly 
stopped。 They woke up one morning and the bright sun was 
shining。 By afternoon the weather was almost warm as 
summer。 Mick came home late from school and Bubber and 
Ralph and Spareribs were on the front sidewalk。 The kids 
looked hot and sticky and their winter clothes had a sour 
smell。 Bubber had his slingshot and a pocketful of rocks。 
Ralph sat up in his wagon�察�his hat crooked on his head�察�and he 
was fretful。 Spareribs had bis new rifle with him。 The sky was 
a wonderful blue。 
'We waited for you a long time�察�Mick��' Bubber said。 'Where 
you been��' 
She jumped up the front steps three at a time and threw her 
sweater toward the hat rack。 'Practicing on the piano in the 
gym。' 
Every afternoon she stayed after school for an hour to play。 
The gym was crowded and noisy because the girls' team had 
basketball games。 Twice today she was hit on the head with 
the ball。 But getting a chance to sit at a piano was worth any 
amount of knocks and trouble。 She would arrange bunches of 
notes together until the sound came 
that she wanted。 It was eaiser than she had thought。 After the 
first two or three hours she figured out some sets of chords in 
the bass that would fit in with the main tune her right hand 
was playing。 She could pick out almost any piece now。 And 
she made up new music too。 That was better than just copying 
tunes。 When her hands hunted out these beautiful new sounds 
it was the best feeling she had ever known。 
She wanted to learn how to read music already written down。 


Delores Brown had taken music lessons for five years。 She 
paid Delores the fifty cents a week she got for lunch money to 
give her lessons。 This made her very hungry all through the 
day。 Delores played a good many fast�察�runny pieces!but 
Delores did not know how to answer all the questions she 
wanted to know。 Delores only taught her about the different 
scales�察�the major and minor chords�察�the values of the notes�察�
and such beginning rules as those。 
Mick slammed the door of the kitchen stove。 ;This all we got 
to eat��' 
'Honey�察�it the best I can do for you��' Portia said。 Just 
cornpones and margarine。 As she ate she drank a glass of 
water to help wash down the swallows。 
'Quit acting so greedy。 Nobody going to snatch it out your 
hand。' 
The kids still hung around in front of the house。 Bubber had 
put his slingshot in his pocket and now he played with the 
rifle。 Spareribs was ten years old and his father had died the 
month before and this had been his father's gun´All the 
smaller kids loved to handle that rifle。 Every few minutes 
Bubber would haul the gun up to his shoulder。 He took aim 
and made a loud pow sound。 
'Don't monkey with the trigger��' said Spareribs。 1 got the gun 
loaded。' 
Mick finished the cornbread and looked around for something 
to do。 Harry Minowitz was sitting on his front porch banisters 
with the newspaper。 She was glad to see him。 For a joke she 
threw up her arm and hollered to him�察�'Heil��' 
But Harry didn't take it as a joke。 He went into his front hall 
and shut the door。 It was easy to hurt his feelings。 She was 
sorry�察�because lately she and Harry had been right good 
friends。 They had always played in the same gang138 

when they were kids�察�but in the last three years he had been at 
Vocational while she was still in grammar school。 Also he 
worked at part´time jobs。 He grew up very suddenly and quit 
hanging around the back and front yards with kids。 Sometimes 
she could see him reading the paper in his bedroom or 
undressing late at night。 In mathematics and history he was the 
smartest boy at Vocational。 Often�察�now that she was in high 


school too�察�they would meet each other on the way home and 
walk together。 They were in the same shop class�察�and once the 
teacher made them partners to assemble a motor。 He read 
books and kept up with the newspapers every day。 World 
politics were all the time on his mind。 He talked slow�察�and 
sweat stood out on his forehead when he was very serious 
about something。 And now she had made him mad with her。 
'I wonder has Harry still got his gold piece��' Spareribs said。 
'What gold piece��' 
'When a Jew boy is born they put a gold piece in the bank for 
him。 That's what Jews do。' 
'Shucks。 You got it mixed up��' she said。 'It's Catholics you're 
thinking about。 Catholics buy a pistol for a baby soon as it's 
born。 Some day the Catholics mean to start a war and kill 
everybody else。' 
'Nuns give me a funny feeling��' Spareribs said。 'It scares me 
when I see one on the street。' 
She sat down on the steps and laid her head on her knees。 She 
went into the inside room。 With her it was like there was two 
places!the inside room and the outside room。 School and the 
family and the things that happened every day were in the 
outside room。 Mister Singer was in both rooms。 Foreign 
countries and plans and music were in the inside room。 The 
songs she thought about were there。 And the symphony。 When 
she was by herself hi this inside room the music she had heard 
that night after the party would come back to her。 This 
symphony grew slow like a big flower in her mind。 During the 
day sometimes�察�or when she had just waked up in the 
morning�察�a new part of the symphony would suddenly come to 
her。 Then she would have to go into the inside room and listen 
to it many times and try to join it into the parts of the 
symphony she remembered。 The inside room was a very pri

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vate place。 She could be in the middle of a house full of 
people and still feel like she was locked up by herself。 
Spareribs stuck his dirty hand up to her eyes because she had 
been staring off at space。 She slapped him。 
'What is a nun��' Bubber asked。 
'A Catholic lady��' Spareribs said。 'A Catholic lady with a big 
black dress that comes up over her head。' 


She was tired of hanging around with the kids。 She would go 
to the library and look at pictures in the National Geographic。 
Photographs of all the foreign places in the world。 Paris�察�
France。 And big ice glaciers。 And the wild jungles in Africa。 
'You kids see that Ralph don't get out in the street��' she said。 
Bubber rested the big rifle on his shoulder。 'Bring me a 
story back with you。' 
It was like that kid had been born knowing how to read。 He 
was only in the second grade but he loved to read stories by 
himself!and he never asked anybody else to read to 
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