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and because he didn't earn much money he felt like he was cut 
off from the family。 And in his lonesomeness he wanted to be 
close to one of his kids !and they were all so busy that they 
didn't know it。 He felt like he wasn't much real use to 
anybody。 
She understood this while they were looking at each other。 It 
gave her a queer feeling。 Her Dad picked up a watch spring 
and cleaned it with a brush dipped in gasoline。 
'I know you're in a hurry。 I just hollered to say hello。' *No�察�I'm 
not in any rush��' she said。 'Honest。' That night she sat down in 
a chair by his bench and they talked awhile。 He talked about 
accounts and expenses and86 
how things would have been if he had just managed in a 
different way。 He drank beer�察�and once the tears came to his 
eyes and he snuffled his nose against his shirt´sleeve。 She 
stayed with him a good while that night。 Even if she was in an 
awful hurry。 Yet for some reason she couldn't tell him about 
the things in her mind!about the hot�察�dark nights。 
These nights were secret�察�and of the whole summer they were 
the most important time。 In the dark she walked by herself and 
it was like she was the only person in the town。 Almost every 


street came to be as plain to her in the nighttime as her own 
home block。 Some kids were afraid to walk through strange 
places in the dark�察�but she wasn't。 Girls were scared a man 
would come out from somewhere and put his teapot in them 
like they was married。 Most girls were nuts。 If a person the 
size of Joe Louis or Mountain Man Dean would jump out at 
her and want to fight she would run。 But if it was somebody 
within twenty pounds her weight she would give him a good 
sock and go right on。 
The nights were wonderful�察�and she didn't have time to think 
about such things as being scared。 Whenever she was in the 
dark she thought about music。 While she walked along the 
streets she would sing to herself。 And she felt like the whole 
town listened without knowing it was Mick Kelly。 
She learned a lot about music during these free nights in the 
summer´time。 When she walked out in the rich parts of town 
every house had a radio。 All the windows were open and she 
could hear the music very marvelous。 After a while she knew 
which houses tuned in for the programs she wanted to hear。 
There was one special house that got all the good orchestras。 
And at night she would go to this house and sneak into the 
dark yard to listen。 There was beautiful shrubbery around this 
house�察�and she would sit under a bush near the window。 And 
after it was all over she would stand in the dark yard with her 
hands in her pockets and think for a long time。 That was the 
realest part of all the summer!her listening to this music on 
the radio and studying about it 
'Cerra fa puerta�察�senor' Mick said。 

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Bubber was sharp as a briar。 'Haga me usted el favor�察�
senorita��' he answered as a comeback。 
It was grand to take Spanish at Vocational。 There was 
something about speaking in a foreign language that made her 
feel like she'd been around a lot。 Every afternoon since school 
had started she had fun speaking the new Spanish words and 
sentences。 At first Bubber was stumped�察�and it was funny to 
watch his face while she talked the foreign language。 Then he 
caught on in a hurry�察�and before long he could copy 
everything she said。 He remembered the words he learned�察�
too。 Of course he didn't know what all the sentences meant�察�


but she didn't say them for the sense they made�察�anyway。 After 
a while the kid learned so fast she gave out of Spanish and just 
gabbled along with made´up sounds。 But it wasn't long before 
he caught her out at that!nobody could put a thing over on 
old Bubber Kelly。 
'I'm going to pretend like I'm walking into this house for the 
first time��' Mick said。 'Then I can tell better if all the 
decorations look good or not。' 
She walked out on the front porch and then came back and 
stood in the hall。 All day she and Bubber and Portia and her 
Dad had been fixing the hall and the dining´room for the 
party。 The decoration was autumn leaves and vines and red 
crepe paper。 On the mantelpiece in the dining´room and 
sticking up behind the hatrack there were bright yellow leaves。 
They had trailed vines along the walls and on the table where 
the punch bowl would be。 The red cr♀pe paper hung down in 
long fringes from the mantel and also was looped around the 
backs of the chairs。 There was plenty decoration。 It was O。K。 
She rubbed her hand on her forehead and squinted her eyes。 
Bubber stood beside her and copied every move she made。 'I 
sure do want this party to turn out all right。 I 
sure do。' 
This would be the first party she had ever given。 She had 
never even been to more than four or five。 Last summer she 
had gone to a prom party。 But none of the boys asked her to 
prom or dance�察�she just stood by the punch bowl until all the 
refreshments were gone and then went home。 This party was 
not going to be a bit like that one。 In a few88 

hours now the people she had invited would start coming and 
the to´do would begin。 
It was hard to remember just how she got the idea of this 
party。 The notion came to her soon after she started at 
Vocational。 High School was swell。 Everything about it was 
different from Grammar School。 She wouldn't have liked it so 
much if she had had to take a stenographic course like Hazel 
and Etta had done!but she got special permission and took 
mechanical shop like a boy。 Shop and Algebra and Spanish 
were grand。 English was mighty hard。 Her English teacher 
was Miss Minner。 Everybody said Miss Minner had sold her 


brains to a famous doctor for ten thousand dollars�察�so that 
after she was dead he could cut them up and see why she was 
so smart。 On written lessons she cracked such questions as 
'Name eight famous contemporaries of Doctor Johnson��' and 
'Quote ten lines from ;The Vicar of Wakefield。; ' She called 
on people by the alphabet and kept her grade book open 
during the lessons。 And even if she was brainy she was an old 
sourpuss。 The Spanish teacher had traveled once in Europe。 
She said that in France the people carried home loaves of 
bread without having them wrapped up。 They would stand 
talking on the streets and hit the bread on a lamp post。 And 
there wasn't any water in France!only wine。 
In nearly all ways Vocational was wonderful。 They walked 
back and forth in the hall between classes�察�and at lunch period 
students hung around the gym。 Here was the thing that soon 
began to bother her。 In the halls the people would walk up and 
down together and everybody seemed to belong to some 
special bunch。 Within a week or two she knew people in the 
halls and in classes to speak to them!but that was all。 She 
wasn't a member of any bunch。 In Grammar School she would 
have just gone up to any crowd she wanted to belong with and 
that would have been the end of the matter。 Here it was 
different。 
During the first week she walked up and down the halls by 
herself and thought about this。 She planned about being with 
some bunch almost as much as she thought of music。 Those 
two ideas were in her head all the time。 And finally she got the 
idea of the party。 

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She was strict with the invitations。 No Grammar School kids 
and nobody under twelve years old。 She just asked people 
between thirteen and fifteen。 She knew everybody she invited 
good enough to speak to them in the halls! and when she 
didn't know their names she asked to find out。 She called up 
those who had a telephone�察�and the rest she invited at school。 
On the telephone she always said the same thing。 She let 
Bubber stick in his ear to listen。 'This is Mick Kelly��' she said。 
If they didn't understand the name she kept on until they got it。 
Tm having a prom party at eight o'clock Saturday night and 
I'm inviting you now。 I live at 103 Fourth Street�察�Apartment 


A。' That Apartment A sounded swell on the telephone。 Nearly 
everybody said they would be delighted。 A couple of tough 
boys tried to be smarty and kept on asking her name over and 
over。 One of them tried to act cute and said�察�'I don't know you。' 
She squelched him in a hurry�此�'You go eat grass��' Outside of 
that wise guy there were ten boys and ten girls and she knew 
that they were all coming。 This was a real party�察�and it would 
be better and different from any party she had ever gone to or 
heard about before。 
Mick looked over the hall and dining´room one last time。 By 
the hatrack she stopped before the picture of Old Dirty´Face。 
This was a photo of her Mama's grandfather。 He was a major 
way back in the Civil War and had been killed in a battle。 
Some kid once drew eyeglasses and a beard on his picture�察�
and when the pencil marks were erased it left his face all dirty。 
That was why she called him Old Dirty´Face。 The picture was 
in the middle of a three´part frame。 On both sides were 
pictures of his sons。 They looked about Bubber's age。 They 
had on uniforms and their faces were surprised。 They had 
been killed in battle also。 A long time ago。 
Tm going to take this down for the party。 I think it looks 
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