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elusive   ideagreat   sport。     Ever   chase   rabbits�察  �Percy�察  �my   frien'�拭  �I   had 

doggreat rabbit dog。         Whash 'is name�拭        �Don't know namenever had 

no    nameforget     nameelusive       namechasin'     elusive    nameno�察    �idea 

elusive idea�察�but got itwhat I want to say wasO hell� ─�

     Thereafter   there   was   silence   for   a   long   time。 O'Brien   slipped   from 

their arms to a sitting posture on the stoop�察�where he slept gently。 Mucluc 

Charley chased the elusive idea through all the nooks and crannies of his 

drowning       consciousness。      Leclaire     hung    fascinated    upon    the   delayed 

utterance。     Suddenly the other's hand smote him on the back。 

     ;Got it� ─�Mucluc Charley cried in stentorian tones。 

     The shock of the jolt broke the continuity of Leclaire's mental process。 

     ;How much to the pan�拭─�he demanded。 

     ;Pan    nothin'� ─   �Mucluc     Charley    was   angry。    ;Ideagot     itgot   leg´ 

holdran it down。;        Leclaire's face took on a rapt�察�admiring expression�察�

and again he hung upon the other's lips。 

     ; 。 。 。 O hell� ─�said Mucluc Charley。 

     At this moment the kitchen door opened for an instant�察�and Curly Jim 

shouted�察 �Go home� ─�

     ;Funny�察─  �said   Mucluc   Charley。       ;Shame   ideavery   shame   as   mine。 

Le's go home。; 

     They     gathered     O'Brien    up    between     them    and    started。    Mucluc 

Charley  began   aloud   the  pursuit of   another  idea。        Leclaire  followed   the 

pursuit    with   enthusiasm。      But    O'Brien    did   not  follow    it。 He     neither 

heard�察�nor saw�察�nor knew anything。             He was a mere wobbling automaton�察�



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supported affectionately and precariously by his two business associates。 

     They took the path down by the bank of the Yukon。                  Home did not lie 

that way�察�but the elusive idea did。          Mucluc Charley giggled over the idea 

that   he   could   not   catch   for   the   edification   of   Leclaire。 They   came   to 

where   Siskiyou   Pearly's   boat   lay   moored   to   the   bank。      The   rope   with 

which it was tied ran across the path to a pine stump。 They tripped over it 

and    went    down�察   �O'Brien     underneath。     A   faint   flash   of  consciousness 

lighted his   brain。     He  felt   the impact   of bodies upon his   and   struck   out 

madly   for   a   moment   with   his   fists。   Then   he   went   to   sleep   again。 His 

gentle snore arose on the air�察�and Mucluc Charley began to giggle。 

     ;New      idea�察─ �he   volunteered�察     �brand    new    idea。   Jes'   caught    itno 

trouble   at   all。  Came   right   up   an'   I   patted   it   on   the   head。 It's   mine。 

'Brien's    drunkbeashly      drunk。     Shamedamn         shamelearn'm       lesshon。 

Trash   Pearly's   boat。    Put   'Brien   in   Pearly's   boat。  Casht   offlet   her   go 

down Yukon。         'Brien wake up in mornin'。          Current too strongcan't row 

boat    'gainst   currentmush      walk    back。    Come      back   madder     'n  hatter。 

You an' me headin' for tall timber。           Learn 'm lesshon jes' shame�察�learn 'm 

lesshon。; 

     Siskiyou Pearly's boat was empty�察�save for a pair of oars。                Its gunwale 

rubbed against the bank alongside of O'Brien。                They rolled him over into 

it。   Mucluc Charley cast off the painter�察�and Leclaire shoved the boat out 

into the current。      Then�察�exhausted by their labours�察�they lay down on the 

bank and slept。 

     Next morning all Red Cow knew of the joke that had been played on 

Marcus O'Brien。         There were some tall bets as to what would happen to 

the   two   perpetrators   when   the   victim   arrived   back。     In   the   afternoon   a 

lookout was set�察�so that they would know when he was sighted。 Everybody 

wanted to see him come in。            But he didn't come�察�though they sat up till 

midnight。      Nor did he come next day�察�nor the next。              Red Cow never saw 

Marcus O'Brien again�察�and though many conjectures were entertained�察�no 

certain clue was ever gained to dispel the mystery of his passing。 

       Only   Marcus   O'Brien   knew�察  �and   he   never   came   back   to   tell。     He 

awoke next morning in torment。              His stomach had been calcined by the 

inordinate   quantity   of   whisky   he   had   drunk�察  �and   was   a   dry   and   raging 



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furnace。     His head   ached   all   over�察  �inside   and   out�察  �and�察  �worse   than   that�察�

was the pain in his face。        For six hours countless thousands of mosquitoes 

had    fed   upon    him�察  �and   their   ungrateful    poison    had    swollen    his  face 

tremendously。        It was only by a severe exertion of will that he was able to 

open narrow slits in his face through which he could peer。                   He happened 

to   move   his   hands�察  �and   they   hurt。   He   squinted   at   them�察  �but   failed   to 

recognize them�察�so puffed were they by the mosquito virus。                    He was lost�察�

or rather�察�his identity was lost to him。           There was nothing familiar about 

him�察    �which�察    �by   association     of   ideas�察  �would     cause     to  rise   in   his 

consciousness   the   continuity   of   his   existence。      He   was   divorced   utterly 

from     his   past�察 �for   there   was    nothing    about    him   to   resurrect    in  his 

consciousness       a   memory      of  that  past。   Besides�察     �he  was    so  sick   and 

miserable that he lacked energy and inclination to seek after who and what 

he was。 

     It was not until he discovered a crook in a little finger�察�caused by an 

unset breakage of years before�察�that he knew himself to be Marcus O'Brien。 

On the instant his past rushed into his consciousness。 When he discovered 

a   blood´blister   under   a   thumb´nail�察  �which   he   had   received   the   previous 

week�察�his self´identification became doubly sure�察�and he knew that those 

unfamiliar hands belonged to Marcus O'Brien�察�or�察�just as much to the point�察�

that Marcus O'Brien belonged to the hands。                His first thought was that he 

was illthat he had had river fever。          It hurt him so much to open his eyes 

that he kept them closed。          A small floating branch struck the boat a sharp 

rap。    He thought it was some one knocking on the cabin door�察�and said�察�

;Come in。;       He waited for a while�察�and then said testily�察 �Stay out�察�then�察�

damn   you。;      But   just   the   same   he   wished   they   would   come   in   and   tell 

him about his illness。 

     But   as   he   lay   there�察  �the   past   night   began   to   reconstruct   itself   in   his 

brain。    He hadn't   been sick   at   all�察 �was his   thought�察  �he  had   merely  been 

drunk�察�and it was time for him to get up and go to work。 Work suggested 

his mine�察�and he remembered that he had refused ten thousand dollars for 

it。   He sat up abruptly and squeezed open his eyes。                He saw himself in a 

boat�察  �floating   on   the   swollen   brown   flood   of   the   Yukon。     The   spruce´ 

covered   shores   and   islands   were   unfamiliar。   He   was   stunned   for   a   time。 



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He   couldn't   make   it   out。   He   could   remember   the   last   night's   orgy�察  �but 

there was no connection between that and his present situation。 

     He closed his eyes and held his aching head in his hands。                   What had 

happened�拭      �Slowly  the   dreadful   thought   arose   in   his   mind。     He   fought 

against     it�察 �strove   to  drive   it  away�察   �but   it  persisted�此   �he    had   killed 

somebody。       That alone could explain why he was in an open boat drifting 

down the Yukon。          The law of Red Cow that he had so long administered 

had now been administered to him。              He had killed some one and been set 

adrift。    But whom�拭       �He   racked his aching   brain   for the   answer�察  �but   all 

that came was a vague memory of bodies falling upon him and of striking 

out at them。      Who were they�拭        �Maybe he had killed more than one。              He 

reached   to   his   belt。   The   knife   was   missing   from   its   sheath。    He   had 

done it with that undoubtedly。          But there must have been some reason for 

the killing。     He opened his eyes and in a panic began to search about the 

boat。     There   was   no   grub�察  �not   an   ounce   of   grub。 He   sat   down   with   a 

groan。     He   had   killed   without   prov
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