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Gradually�察�as the flame grew stronger�察�he increased the size of the twigs 

with which he fed it。         He squatted in the snow�察�pulling the twigs out from 

their   entanglement   in   the   brush   and   feeding   directly   to   the   flame。       He 

knew  there   must   be no failure。          When   it   is   seventy´   five below  zero�察  �a 

man must not fail in his first attempt to build a firethat is�察�if his feet are 

wet。     If his feet are dry�察�and he fails�察�he can run along the trail for half a 

mile and restore his circulation。            But the circulation of wet and freezing 

feet   cannot   be   restored   by   running   when   it   is   seventy´five   below。        No 

matter how fast he runs�察�the wet feet will freeze the harder。 

     All this the man knew。           The old´timer on Sulphur Creek had told him 

about it the previous fall�察�and now he was appreciating the advice。 Already 

all   sensation   had   gone   out   of   his   feet。   To   build   the   fire   he   had   been 

forced   to   remove   his   mittens�察  �and   the   fingers   had   quickly   gone   numb。 

His pace of four miles an hour had kept his heart pumping blood to the 

surface of his body and to all the extremities。               But the instant he stopped�察�

the    action    of  the   pump     eased    down。      The    cold    of  space    smote     the 

unprotected       tip  of   the  planet�察   �and   he�察  �being    on   that   unprotected      tip�察�

received the full force of the blow。            The blood of his body recoiled before 

it。   The blood was alive�察�like the dog�察�and like the dog it wanted to hide 

away and cover itself up from the fearful cold。                So long as he walked four 



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miles an hour�察�he pumped that blood�察�willy´nilly�察�to the surface�察�but now it 

ebbed away and sank down into the recesses of his body。                   The extremities 

were   the   first to   feel its   absence。  His   wet   feet   froze the   faster�察  �and   his 

exposed   fingers   numbed   the   faster�察  �though   they   had   not   yet   begun   to 

freeze。     Nose and cheeks were already freezing�察�while the skin of all his 

body chilled as it lost its blood。 

     But he was safe。        Toes and nose and cheeks would be only touched 

by  the   frost�察  �for  the   fire   was   beginning   to   burn   with   strength。 He   was 

feeding it with twigs the size of his finger。             In another minute he would 

be able to   feed it   with   branches the size  of his   wrist�察 �and then he   could 

remove his wet foot´gear�察�and�察�while it dried�察�he could keep his naked feet 

warm by the fire�察�rubbing them at first�察�of course�察�with snow。                     The fire 

was   a   success。    He   was   safe。    He   remembered   the   advice   of   the   old´ 

timer on Sulphur Creek�察�and smiled。 The old´timer had been very serious 

in laying down the law that no man must travel alone in the Klondike after 

fifty below。      Well�察�here he was�察�he had had the accident�察�he was alone�察�

and he had saved himself。          Those old´timers were rather womanish�察�some 

of them�察�he thought。         All a man had to do was to keep his head�察�and he 

was all right。      Any man who was a man could travel alone。                   But it was 

surprising�察  �the   rapidity   with   which   his   cheeks   and   nose   were   freezing。 

And   he   had   not   thought   his   fingers   could   go   lifeless   in   so   short   a   time。 

Lifeless they were�察�for he could scarcely make them move together to grip 

a twig�察�and they seemed remote from his body and from him。                        When he 

touched a twig�察�he had to look and see whether or not he had hold of it。 

The wires were pretty well down between him and his finger´ends。 

     All   of   which   counted   for   little。  There   was   the   fire�察  �snapping   and 

crackling   and   promising   life   with   every   dancing   flame。        He   started   to 

untie his moccasins。        They were coated with ice�察�the thick German socks 

were like sheaths of iron half´way to the knees�察�and the mocassin strings 

were like rods of steel all twisted and knotted as by some conflagration。 

For a moment he tugged with his numbed fingers�察�then�察�realizing the folly 

of it�察�he drew his sheath´knife。 

     But before he could cut the strings�察�it happened。              It was his own fault 

or�察�rather�察�his mistake。       He should not have built the fire under the spruce 



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tree。    He should have built it in the open。           But it had been easier to pull 

the twigs from the brush and drop them directly on the fire。                 Now the tree 

under which he had done this carried a weight of snow on its boughs。                     No 

wind   had   blown   for   weeks�察  �and   each   bough   was   fully   freighted。      Each 

time he had pulled a twig he had communicated a slight agitation to the 

treean    imperceptible      agitation�察   �so  far  as   he  was    concerned�察    �but   an 

agitation   sufficient   to   bring about   the disaster。     High   up   in   the tree  one 

bough     capsized     its  load   of  snow。    This     fell  on  the   boughs    beneath�察�

capsizing them。        This process continued�察�spreading out and involving the 

whole tree。      It grew like an avalanche�察�and it descended without warning 

upon the man   and the fire�察 �and the fire  was blotted out�                �Where it had 

burned was a mantle of fresh and disordered snow。 

     The man was shocked。            It was as though he had just heard his own 

sentence of death。        For a moment he sat and stared at the spot where the 

fire   had   been。    Then     he   grew    very   calm。    Perhaps     the   old´timer    on 

Sulphur Creek was right。           If he had only had a trail´mate he would have 

been in no danger now。          The trail´mate could have built the fire。           Well�察�it 

was up to him to build the fire over again�察�and this second time there must 

be no failure。      Even if he succeeded�察�he would most likely lose some toes。 

His   feet   must   be   badly   frozen   by   now�察  �and   there   would   be   some   time 

before the second fire was ready。 

     Such were his thoughts�察�but   he did not   sit and   think them。              He  was 

busy   all   the   time   they   were   passing   through   his   mind�察  �he   made   a   new 

foundation   for   a   fire�察  �this   time   in   the   open�察  �where   no   treacherous   tree 

could blot it out。      Next�察�he gathered dry grasses and tiny twigs from the 

high´water flotsam。        He could not bring his fingers together to pull them 

out�察�but he was able to gather them by the handful。                  In this way he got 

many rotten twigs and bits of green moss that were undesirable�察�but it was 

the best he could do。        He worked methodically�察�even collecting an armful 

of   the   larger   branches   to   be   used   later   when   the   fire   gathered   strength。 

And     all  the  while    the   dog   sat  and   watched     him�察   �a  certain   yearning 

wistfulness in its eyes�察�for it looked upon him as the fire´provider�察�and the 

fire was slow in coming。 

     When all was ready�察�the man reached in his pocket for a second piece 



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of birch´bark。      He knew the bark was there�察�and�察�though he could not feel 

it   with   his   fingers�察  �he   could   hear   its   crisp   rustling   as   he   fumbled   for   it。 

Try as he would�察�he could not clutch hold of it。 And all the time�察�in his 

consciousness�察�was the knowledge that each instant his feet were freezing。 

This thought tended to put him in a panic�察�but he fought against it and kept 

calm。     He pulled on his mittens with his teeth�察�and threshed his arms back 

and forth�察�beating his hands with all his might against his sides。                   He did 

this sitting down�察�and he stood up to do it�察�and all the while the dog sat in 

the snow�察�its wolf´brush of a tail curled around warmly over its forefeet�察�

its sharp wolf´ears pricked forward intently as it watched the man。                      And 

the man as he beat and threshed with his arms and hands�察�felt a great surge 

of envy as he regarded the creature that was warm and secure in its natural 

covering。 

     After a time he was aware of the first far´away signals of sensation in 

his beaten fingers。        The faint tingling grew stronger till it evolved into a 

stinging     ache    that  was    excruciating�察    �but   which    the   man    hailed   with 

satisfaction。     He stripped the mitten from his right hand 
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