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nature to doubt the reality and under´value the worth of modesty�察�
affection�察�disinterestedness!to regard these qualities as foibles of
character!so it was equally her tendency to consider pride�察�
hardness�察�selfishness�察�as proofs of strength。 She would trample on
the neck of humility�察 �she would kneel at the feet of disdain�察 �she
would meet tenderness with secret contempt�察 �indifference she
would woo with ceaseless assiduities。 Benevolence�察 �devotedness�察�
enthusiasm�察 �were her antipathies�察 �for dissimulation and self´
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interest she had a preference!they were real wisdom in her eyes�察�
moral and physical degradation�察�mental and bodily inferiority�察�she
regarded with indulgence�察�they were foils capable of being turned
to good account as set´offs for her own endowments。 To violence�察�
injustice�察 �tyranny�察 �she succumbed!they were her natural
masters�察�she had no propensity to hate�察�no impulse to resist them�察�
the indignation their behests awake in some hearts was unknown
in hers。 From all this it resulted that the false and selfish called
her wise�察 �the vulgar and debased termed her charitable�察 �the
insolent and unjust dubbed her amiable�察 �the conscientious and
benevolent generally at first accepted as valid her claim to be
considered one of themselves�察 �but ere long the plating of
pretension wore off�察 �the real material appeared below�察 �and they
laid her aside as a deception。
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Chapter XVI
n the course of another fortnight I had seen sufficient of
Frances Evans Henri�察 �to enable me to form a more definite
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opinion of her character。 I found her possessed in a somewhat
remarkable degree of at least two good points�察 �viz。�察 �perseverance
and a sense of duty�察�I found she was really capable of applying to
study�察 �of contending with difficulties。 At first I offered her the
same help which I had always found it necessary to confer on the
others�察 �I began with unloosing for her each knotty point�察 �but I
soon discovered that such help was regarded by my new pupil as
degrading�察 �she recoiled from it with a certain proud impatience。
Hereupon I appointed her long lessons�察�and left her to solve alone
any perplexities they might present。 She set to the task with
serious ardour�察 �and having quickly accomplished one labour�察�
eagerly demanded more。 So much for her perseverance�察�as to her
sense of duty�察�it evinced itself thus�此�she liked to learn�察�but hated to
teach�察 �her progress as a pupil depended upon herself�察�and I saw
that on herself she could calculate with certainty�察�her success as a
teacher rested partly�察 �perhaps chiefly�察 �upon the will of others�察 �it
cost her a most painful effort to enter into conflict with this foreign
will�察�to endeavour to bend it into subjection to her own�察�for in what
regarded people in general the action of her will was impeded by
many scruples�察�it was as unembarrassed as strong where her own
affairs were concerned�察�and to it she could at any time subject her
inclination�察 �if that inclination went counter to her convictions of
right�察 �yet when called upon to wrestle with the propensities�察 �the
habits�察�the faults of others�察�of children especially�察�who are deaf to
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reason�察 �and�察 �for the most part�察 �insensate to persuasion�察 �her will
sometimes almost refused to act�察�then came in the sense of duty�察�
and forced the reluctant will into operation。 A wasteful expense of
energy and labour was frequently the consequence�察�Frances toiled
for and with her pupils like a drudge�察 �but it was long ere her
conscientious exertions were rewarded by anything like docility
on their part�察 �because they saw that they had power over her�察�
inasmuch as by resisting her painful attempts to convince�察�
persuade�察 �control!by forcing her to the employment of coercive
measures!they could inflict upon her exquisite suffering。 Human
beings!human children especially!seldom deny themselves the
pleasure of exercising a power which they are conscious of
possessing�察 �even though that power consist only in a capacity to
make others wretched�察 �a pupil whose sensations are duller than
those of his instructor�察�while his nerves are tougher and his bodily
strength perhaps greater�察 �has an immense advantage over that
instructor�察 �and he will generally use it relentlessly�察 �because the
very young�察 �very healthy�察 �very thoughtless�察 �know neither how to
sympathize nor how to spare。 Frances�察 �I fear�察 �suffered much�察 �a
continual weight seemed to oppress her spirits�察�I have said she did
not live in the house�察 �and whether in her own abode�察 �wherever
that might be�察 �she wore the same preoccupied�察 �unsmiling�察�
sorrowfully resolved air that always shaded her features under the
roof of Mdlle Reuter�察�I could not tell。
One day I gave�察 �as a devoir�察 �the trite little anecdote of Alfred
tending cakes in the herdsman¨s hut�察 �to be related with
amplifications。 A singular affair most of the pupils made of it�察�
brevity was what they had chiefly studied�察 �the majority of the
narratives were perfectly unintelligible�察�those of Sylvie and L└onie
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Ledru alone pretended to anything like sense and connection。
Eulalie�察 �indeed�察 �had hit�察 �upon a clever expedient for at once
ensuring accuracy and saving trouble�察 �she had obtained access
somehow to an abridged history of England�察 �and had copied the
anecdote out fair。 I wrote on the margin of her production ^Stupid
and deceitful�察院�and then tore it down the middle。
Last in the pile of single´leaved devoirs�察�I found one of several
sheets�察�neatly written out and stitched together�察�I knew the hand�察�
and scarcely needed the evidence of the signature ^Frances Evans
Henri ̄ to confirm my conjecture as to the writer¨s identity。
Night was my usual time for correcting devoirs�察 �and my own
room the usual scene of such task!task most onerous hitherto�察�
and it seemed strange to me to feel rising within me an incipient
sense of interest�察�as I snuffed the candle and addressed myself to
the perusal of the poor teacher¨s manuscript。
^Now�察院�thought I�察 �I shall see a glimpse of what she really is�察�I
shall get an idea of the nature and extent of her powers�察�not that
she can be expected to express herself well in a foreign tongue�察�but
still�察�if she has any mind�察�here will be a reflection of it。 ̄
The narrative commenced by a description of a Saxon peasant¨s
hut�察�situated within the confines of a great�察�leafless�察�winter forest�察�
it represented an evening in December�察 �flakes of snow were
falling�察�and the herdsman foretold a heavy storm�察 �he summoned
his wife to aid him in collecting their flock�察 �roaming far away on
the pastoral banks of the Thone�察�he warns her that it will be late
ere they return。 The good woman is reluctant to quit her
occupation of baking cakes for the evening meal�察 �but
acknowledging the primary importance of securing the herds and
flocks�察 �she puts on her sheep´skin mantle�察 �and�察 �addressing a
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