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never recurred to the incident。 It was not ingratitude that he ever
minded； it was treachery； that really maddened him past forgiveness。
XXIII。
During the summer he spent at York Harbor I was only forty minutes away
at Kittery Point； and we saw each other often； but this was before the
last time at Riverdale。 He had a wide； low cottage in a pine grove
overlooking York River； and we used to sit at a corner of the veranda
farthest away from Mrs。 Clemens's window； where we could read our
manuscripts to each other； and tell our stories； and laugh our hearts out
without disturbing her。 At first she had been about the house； and there
was one gentle afternoon when she made tea for us in the parlor； but that
was the last time I spoke with her。 After that it was really a question
of how soonest and easiest she could be got back to Riverdale； but； of
course； there were specious delays in which she seemed no worse and
seemed a little better； and Clemens could work at a novel he had begun。
He had taken a room in the house of a friend and neighbor； a fisherman
and boatman； there was a table where he could write； and a bed where he
could lie down and read； and there； unless my memory has played me one of
those constructive tricks that people's memories indulge in； he read me
the first chapters of an admirable story。 The scene was laid in a
Missouri town； and the characters such as he had known in boyhood； but as
often as I tried to make him own it； he denied having written any such
story； it is possible that I dreamed it； but I hope the MS。 will yet be
found。 Upon reflection I cannot believe that I dreamed it； and I cannot
believe that it was an effect of that sort of pseudomnemonics which I
have mentioned。 The characters in the novel are too clearly outlined in
my recollection； together with some critical reservations of my own
concerning them。 Not only does he seem to have read me those first
chapters； but to have talked them over with me and outlined the whole
story。
I cannot say whether or not he believed that his wife would recover； he
fought the fear of her death to the end； for her life was far more
largely his than the lives of most men's wives are theirs。 For his own
life I believe he would never have much cared； if I may trust a saying of
one who was so absolutely without pose as he was。 He said that he never
saw a dead man whom he did not envy for having had it over and being done
with it。 Life had always amused him； and in the resurgence of its
interests after his sorrow had ebbed away he was again deeply interested
in the world and in the human race； which； though damned； abounded in
subjects of curious inquiry。 When the time came for his wife's removal
from York Harbor I went with him to Boston； where he wished to look up
the best means of her conveyance to New York。 The inquiry absorbed him：
the sort of invalid car he could get； how she could be carried to the
village station； how the car could be detached from the eastern train at
Boston and carried round to the southern train on the other side of the
city； and then how it could be attached to the Hudson River train at New
York and left at Riverdale。 There was no particular of the business
which he did not scrutinize and master； not only with his poignant
concern for her welfare； but with his strong curiosity as to how these
unusual things were done with the usual means。 With the inertness that
grows upon an aging man he had been used to delegating more and more
things； but of that thing I perceived that he would not delegate the
least detail。
He had meant never to go abroad again； but when it came time to go he did
not look forward to returning； he expected to live in Florence always
after that； they were used to the life and they had been happy there some
years earlier before he went with his wife for the cure of Nauheim。 But
when he came home again it was for good and all。 It was natural that he
should wish to live in New York； where they had already had a pleasant
year in Tenth Street。 I used to see him there in an upper room； looking
south over a quiet open space of back yards where we fought our battles
in behalf of the Filipinos and the Boers； and he carried on his campaign
against the missionaries in China。 He had not yet formed his habit of
lying for whole days in bed and reading and writing there； yet he was a
good deal in bed； from weakness； I suppose； and for the mere comfort of
it。
My perspectives are not very clear； and in the foreshortening of events
which always takes place in our review of the past I may not always time
things aright。 But I believe it was not until he had taken his house at
21 Fifth Avenue that he began to talk to me of writing his autobiography。
He meant that it should be a perfectly veracious record of his life and
period； for the first time in literature there should be a true history
of a man and a true presentation of the men the man had known。 As we
talked it over the scheme enlarged itself in our riotous fancy。 We said
it should be not only a book； it should be a library； not only a library；
but a literature。 It should make good the world's loss through Omar's
barbarity at Alexandria； there was no image so grotesque； so extravagant
that we did not play with it； and the work so far as he carried it was
really done on a colossal scale。 But one day he said that as to veracity
it was a failure； he had begun to lie； and that if no man ever yet told
the truth about himself it was because no man ever could。 How far he had
carried his autobiography I cannot say； he dictated the matter several
hours each day； and the public has already seen long passages from it；
and can judge； probably； of the make and matter of the whole from these。
It is immensely inclusive； and it observes no order or sequence。 Whether
now； after his death； it will be published soon or late I have no means
of knowing。 Once or twice he said in a vague way that it was not to be
published for twenty years； so that the discomfort of publicity might be
minimized for all the survivors。 Suddenly he told me he was not working
at it； but I did not understand whether he had finished it or merely
dropped it； I never asked。
We lived in the same city； but for old men rather far apart； he at Tenth
Street and I at Seventieth； and with our colds and other disabilities we
did not see each other often。 He expected me to come to him； and I would
not without some return of my visits； but we never ceased to be friends；
and good friends； so far as I know。 I joked him once as to how I was
going to come out in his autobiography； and he gave me some sort of
joking reassurance。 There was one incident； however； that brought us
very frequently and actively together。 He came one Sunday afternoon to
have me call with him on Maxim Gorky； who was staying at a hotel a few
streets above mine。 We were both interested in Gorky； Clemens rather
more as a revolutionist and I as a realist； though I too wished the
Russian Tsar ill； and the novelist well in his mission to the Russian
sympathizers in this republic。 But I had lived through the episode of
Kossuth's visit to us and his vain endeavor to raise funds for the
Hungarian cause in 1851； when we were a younger and nobler nation than
now； with hearts if not hands； opener to the 〃oppressed of Europe〃； the
oppressed of America； the four or five millions of slaves； we did not
count。 I did not believe that Gorky could get the money for the cause of
freedom in Russia which he had come to get； as I told a valued friend of
his and mine； I did not believe he could get twenty…five hundred dollars；
and I think now I set the figure too high。 I had already refused to sign
the sort of general appeal his friends were making to our principles and
pockets because I felt it so wholly idle； and when the paper was produced
in Gorky's presence and Clemens put his name to it I still refused。 The
next day Gorky was expelled from his hotel with the woman who was not his
wife； but who； I am bound to say； did not look as if she were not； at
least to me； who am； however； not versed in those aspects of human
nature。
I might have escaped unnoted； but Clemens's familiar head gave us away to
the reporters waiting at the elevator's mouth for all who went to see
Gorky。 As it was； a hunt of interviewers ensued for us severally and
jointly。 I could remain aloof in my hotel apartment； returning answer to
such guardians of the public right to know everything that I had nothing
to say of Gorky's domestic affairs； for the public interest had now
strayed far from the revolution； and centred entirely upon these。 But
with Clemens it was different； he lived in a house with a street door
kept by a single butler； and he was constantly rung for。 I forget how
long the siege lasted； but long enough for us to have fun with it。 That
was the moment of the great Vesuvian eruption； and we figured ourselves
in easy reach of a volcano which was every now and then 〃blowing a cone
off；〃 as the telegraphic phrase was。 The roof of the great market in
Naples had just broken in under its load of ashes and cinders； and
crashed hundreds of