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chin on his open hands�察 �his dreamy blue eyes gazing away out of the
window at the cloud´flecked sky above the Abbey pinnacles。
;The Brother Ambrose�察─�he began�察 �was ever a saintly man�察�approved
of God and beloved by the Brethren�察�ay�察�and a crafty limner�察�save that of
late his eyesight failed him。 To him one night�察 �as he lay a´bed in the
dormitory�察�came the word of the Lord�察�saying�此 �Come�察�and I will show
thee the Bride�察�the Lamb's wife。; And Brother Ambrose arose and was
carried to a great and high mountain�察�even as in the Vision of Blessed John。
'Twas a still night of many stars�察�and Brother Ambrose�察�looking up�察�saw a
radiant path in the heavens�察�and lo� �the stars gathered themselves together
on either side until they stood as walls of light�察�and the four winds lapped
him about as in a mantle and bore him towards the wondrous gleaming
roadway。 Then between the stars came the Holy City with roof and
pinnacle aflame�察�and walls aglow with such colours as no earthly limner
dreams of�察�and much gold。 Brother Ambrose beheld the Gates of Pearl�察�
and by every gate an angel�察�with wings of snow and fire�察�and a face no
man dare look on�察�because of its exceeding radiance。
;Then as Brother Ambrose stretched out his arms because of his great
longing�察�a little grey cloud came out of the north and hung between the
walls of light�察 �so that he no longer beheld the Vision�察 �but heard only a
sound as of a great multitude crying�察 �'Alleluia'�察 �and suddenly the winds
came about him again�察�and lo� �he found himself in bed in the dormitory�察�
and it was midnight�察�for the bell was ringing to Matins�察�and he rose and
went down with the rest�察 �but when the Brethren left the choir�察 �Brother
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Ambrose stayed fast in his place�察�hearing and seeing nothing because of
the Vision of God�察�and at Lauds they found him and told the Prior。
;He questioned Brother Ambrose of the matter�察�and when he heard the
Vision�察 �bade him limn the Holy City even as he had seen it�察 �and the
Precentor gave him uterine vellum and much fine gold and what colours
he asked for the work。 Then Brother Ambrose limned a wondrous fair
city of gold with turrets and spires�察�and he inlaid blue for the sapphire�察�and
green for the emerald�察�and vermilion where the city seemed aflame with
the glory of God�察�but the angels he could not limn�察�nor could he set the
rest of the colours as he saw them�察�nor the wall of stars on either hand�察�and
Brother Ambrose fell sick because of the exceeding great longing he had
to limn the Holy City�察�and was very sad�察�but our Prior bade him thank God
and remember the infirmity of the flesh�察�which�察�like the little grey cloud�察�
veiled Jerusalem to his sight。;
There was silence。 Lady Eleanor clasped her shadowy blue´veined
hands under her chin�察�and in her eyes too was a great longing。
;It seemeth to me small wonder that Brother Ambrose fell sick�察─�she
said�察�at length。
Hilarius nodded�此�
;He had ever a patient�察�wistful look as of one from home�察�and often he
would sit musing in the cloister and scarce give heed to the Office bell。;
;Methinks�察 �Hilarius�察 �it will be passing sweet to dwell in that Holy
City。;
;Nay�察�lady�察─�said her page tenderly�察 �surely thou hast had a vision even
as Brother Ambrose�察�for thine eyes wait always�察�like unto his。;
Eleanor shook her head�察�and two tears crept slowly from the shadow of
her eyes。
;Nay�察�not to such as I am is the vision vouchsafed�察�though my desire is
great�察�'tis ever clogged by sin�察�and for this same reason I would get me to a
cloister where I might fast and pray unhindered。;
Hilarius looked at her with great compassion。
;Sweet lady�察 �the Lord fulfil all thy desires�察 �yet�察 �methinks�察 �thou art
already as one of His saints。;
;Nay�察�but a poor sinner in an evil world�察─�she answered。 ;Sing to me�察�
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Hilarius。;
And he sang her the Salve Regina�察�and when it was ended she bade
him go�察�for she would fain spend some time in prayer upon her primer。
;Our Lady and all Saints be with thee�察�sweet mistress� ─�he said�察�and
left her to sob out once more the sins and sorrows of her tender childlike
heart。
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CHAPTER II ´ THE CITY THAT HILARIUS SAW
HILARIUS went back to the courtyard�察�his soul full of trouble。 He
leant against the fountain�察 �playing with the cool water which fell with
monotonous rhythm into the shallow timeworn basin。 The cloudless sky
smiled back at him from the broken mirror into which he gazed�察�and the
glory of its untroubled blue thrilled him strangely。 He too had a vision
which he longed to limn�察 �but it was of earth�察 �not Heaven�察 �like that
vouchsafed to Brother Ambrose�察�and yet none the less precious�察�for was it
not the Monastery at home which so haunted him�察�the grey�察�familiar walls
with their girdle of sunlit pasture�察 �and the mantling forest which bowed
and swayed at the will of the whispering wind�拭�
;As well seek Heaven's gate in yon fair reflection as learn to love in
this light´minded�察�deceitful city�察─�Hilarius said to himself a little bitterly。
He deemed that he had plumbed its hollowness and learnt the full measure
of its vanity。 Already he shunned the company and diversions of his
fellow pages�察�though he was ever ready to serve them。 A prentice lad's
homely brawl set him shivering�察�a woman's jest painted his cheeks 'til they
rivalled a young maid's at her first wooing。 He plucked aside his skirts
and walked in judgment�察�only wherever mountebank or juggler held the
crowd enthralled�察�there Hilarius�察�half´ashamed�察�would push his way�察�in the
unacknowledged hope of seeing again the maid whose mother�察 �like his
own�察 �was light o' love�此 �a strange link truly to bind Hilarius in his
blindness to the rest of poor sinful humanity。
Suddenly there broke on his musing the clatter of horse´hoofs�察�and a
gay young page came spurring with bent head under the low archway。
He reined up by Hilarius�此�
;Dear lad�察�kind lad�察�wilt thou do me a service�拭─�
;That will I�察�Hal�察�an it be in my power。;
;Take this purse�察�then�察�to the Cock Tavern and give it mine host。 'Tis
Luke Langland's reckoning�察 �he left it with me yesternight�察 �but my head
was full of feast and tourney�察�and 'tis yet undelivered。 Mine host will not
let the serving men and the two horses go 'til he hath seen Luke's money�察�
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and I cannot stay�察�for my lord will need me。;
Hilarius took the purse�察�and his fellow page�察�blessing him for a good
comrade�察�clattered back through the gateway。
The streets were full of life and colour�察�serving men in the livery of
Abbat and Knight�察�King and Cardinal�察�lounged at the tavern doors dicing�察�
gaming�察�and drinking。 Hilarius walked delicately and strove to shut eyes
and ears to the sights and sounds of sin。 He delivered the purse�察�only to
hear mine host curse roundly because it was lighter than the reckoning�察�
and after being hustled and jeered at for a milk´faced varlet by the men
who stood drinking�察 �he sought with scarlet cheeks for a less frequented
way。
The quiet of a narrow street invited him�察�he turned aside�察�and suddenly
traffic and turmoil died away。 He was in a city within a city�察�a place of
mean tenements�察�wretched hovels�察�ruined houses�察�and�察�keeping guard over
them all�察�a grim square tower�察�blind save for two windowed eyes。 Men�察�
ill´favoured�察 �hang´dog�察 �or care´worn�察 �stood about the house doors silent
and moody�察�a white´faced woman crossing the street with a bucket gave
no greeting�察 �the very children rolling in the foul gutters neither laughed
nor chattered nor played。 The city without seemed very far from this
dismal sordid place。