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body�察 �how explain the circumstance of his taking off�察 �how evade the
ubiquitous reporter and the coroner's inquest�察�how a suspicion might arise
that I had in some way�察 �through negligence or for some dark purpose�察�
unknown to the jury�察 �precipitated the catastrophe�察 �all flashed before me。
Even the note�察�with its darkly suggestive offer of ;good material; for me�察�
looked diabolically significant。 What might not an intelligent lawyer
make of it�拭�
I tore it up instantly�察 �and with feverish courtesy begged him to be
seated。
;You don't care to feel it�拭─�he asked�察�a little anxiously。
;No。;
;Nor see it�拭─�
;No。;
He sighed�察�a trifle sadly�察�as if I had rejected the only favor he could
bestow。 I saw at once that he had been under frequent exhibition to the
doctors�察 �and that he was�察 �perhaps�察 �a trifle vain of this attention。 This
perception was corroborated a moment later by his producing a copy of a
medical magazine�察�with a remark that on the sixth page I would find a full
statement of his case。
;Could I serve him in any way�拭─�I asked。
It appeared that I could。 If I could help him to any light employment�察�
something that did not require any great physical exertion or mental
excitement�察�he would be thankful。 But he wanted me to understand that
he was not�察 �strictly speaking�察 �a poor man�察 �that some years before the
discovery of his fatal complaint he had taken out a life insurance policy
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for five thousand dollars�察 �and that he had raked and scraped enough
together to pay it up�察 �and that he would not leave his wife and four
children destitute。 ;You see�察─�he added�察 �if I could find some sort of light
work to do�察�and kinder sled along�察�you knowuntil;
He stopped�察�awkwardly。
I have heard several noted actors thrill their audiences with a single
phrase。 I think I never was as honestly moved by any spoken word as
that ;until�察─ �or the pause that followed it。 He was evidently quite
unconscious of its effect�察�for as I took a seat beside him on the sofa�察�and
looked more closely in his waxen face�察�I could see that he was evidently
embarrassed�察 �and would have explained himself further�察 �if I had not
stopped him。
Possibly it was the dramatic idea�察�or possibly chance�察�but a few days
afterward�察�meeting a certain kind´hearted theatrical manager�察�I asked him
if he had any light employment for a man who was an invalid�拭 �Can he
walk�拭─ �Yes。; ;Stand up for fifteen minutes�拭─ �Yes。; ;Then I'll take
him。 He'll do for the last scene in the 'Destruction of Sennacherib'it's a
tremendous thing�察 �you know。 We'll have two thousand people on the
stage。; I was a trifle alarmed at the title�察 �and ventured to suggest
��without betraying my poor friend's secret that he could not actively
engage in the ;Destruction of Sennacherib�察─�and that even the spectacle of
it might be too much for him。 ;Needn't see it at all�察─�said my managerial
friend�察 �put him in front�察�nothing to do but march in and march out�察�and
dodge curtain。;
He was engaged。 I admit I was at times haunted by grave doubts as
to whether I should not have informed the manager of his physical
condition�察�and the possibility that he might some evening perpetrate a real
tragedy on the mimic stage�察 �but on the first performance of ;The
Destruction of Sennacherib�察─ �which I conscientiously attended�察 �I was
somewhat relieved。 I had often been amused with the placid way in
which the chorus in the opera invariably received the most astounding
information�察�and witnessed the most appalling tragedies by poison or the
block�察 �without anything more than a vocal protest or command�察 �always
delivered to the audience and never to the actors�察 �but I think my poor
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friend's utter impassiveness to the wild carnage and the terrible exhibitions
of incendiarism that were going on around him transcended even that。
Dressed in a costume that seemed to be the very soul of anachronism�察�he
stood a little outside the proscenium�察 �holding a spear�察 �the other hand
pressed apparently upon the secret within his breast�察 �calmly surveying�察�
with his waxen face�察�the gay auditorium。 I could not help thinking that
there was a certain pride visible even in his placid features�察�as of one who
was conscious that at any moment he might change this simulated
catastrophe into real terror。 I could not help saying this to the Doctor�察�
who was with me。 ;Yes�察─�he said with professional exactitude�察 �when it
happens he'll throw his arms up above his head�察�utter an ejaculation�察�and
fall forward on his face��it's a singular thing�察�they always fall forward on
their face��and they'll pick up the man as dead as Julius Caesar。;
After that�察 �I used to go night after night�察 �with a certain hideous
fascination�察 �but�察 �while it will be remembered the ;Destruction of
Sennacherib; had a tremendous run�察�it will also be remembered that not a
single life was really lost during its representation。
It was only a few weeks after this modest first appearance on the
boards of ;The Man with an Aneurism�察─�that�察�happening to be at dinner
party of practical business men�察�I sought to interest them with the details
of the above story�察 �delivered with such skill and pathos as I could
command。 I regret to say that�察 �as a pathetic story�察 �it for a moment
seemed to be a dead failure。 At last a prominent banker sitting next to me
turned to me with the awful question�此 �Why don't your friend try to realize
on his life insurance�拭─ �I begged his pardon�察 �I didn't quite understand。
;Oh�察�discount�察�sell out。 Look here��after a pause��。 Let him assign his
policy to me�察�it's not much of a risk�察�on your statement。 WellI'll give him
his five thousand dollars�察�clear。;
And he did。 Under the advice of this cool´headedI think I may add
warm´heartedbanker�察 �The Man with an Aneurism; invested his money
in the name of and for the benefit of his wife in certain securities that paid
him a small but regular stipend。 But he still continued upon the boards of
the theatre。
By reason of some business engagements that called me away from the
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city�察 �I did not see my friend the physician for three months afterward。
When I did I asked tidings of The Man with the Aneurism。 The Doctor's
kind face grew sad。 ;I'm afraidthat is�察�I don't exactly know whether I've
good news or bad。 Did you ever see his wife�拭─�
I never had。
;Well�察�she was younger than he�察�and rather attractive。 One of those
doll´faced women。 You remember�察 �he settled that life insurance policy
on her and the children�此�she might have waited�察�she didn't。 The other day
she eloped with some fellow�察�I don't remember his name�察�with the children
and the five thousand dollars。;
;And the shock killed him�察─�I said with poetic promptitude。
;Nothat isnot yet�察 �I saw him yesterday�察─ �said the Doctor�察 �with
conscientious professional precision�察�looking over his list of calls。
;Well�察�where is the poor fellow now�拭─�
;He's still at the theatre。 James�察�if these powders are called for�察�you'll
find them�察�here in this envelope。 Tell Mrs。 Blank I'll be there at seven
and she can give the baby this until I come。 Say there's no danger。 These
women are an awful bother� �Yes�察�he's at the theatre yet。 Which way are
you going�拭 �Down town�拭 �Why can't you step into my carriage�察�and I'll
give you a lift�察�and we'll