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robert falconer-第113章

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dressed like a broken…down clergyman; in rusty black; with a

neck…cloth of whitey…brown。



'I admit it;' he said in good English; and a rather educated tone。

'Your arguments are indisputable。  I confess besides that so far

short does the yield come of the amount on paper; that it would pay

me to give them away。  But it's the funerals; sir; that make it

worth my while。  I'm an undertaker; as you may judge from my

costume。  I count back…rent in the burying。  People may cheat their

landlord; but they can't cheat the undertaker。  They must be buried。

That's the one indispensableain't it; sir?'



Falconer had let him run on that he might have the measure of him。

Now he was prepared with his reply。



'You've told me your profession;' he said: 'I'll tell you mine。  I

am a lawyer。  If you don't let me have those houses for five

hundred; which is the full market value; I'll prosecute you。  It'll

take a good penny from the profits of your coffins to put those

houses in a state to satisfy the inspector。'



The wretched creature was struck dumb。  Falconer resumed。



'You're the sort of man that ought to be kept to your pound of

filthy flesh。  I know what I say; and I'll do it。  The law costs me

nothing。  You won't find it so。'



The undertaker sold the houses; and no longer in that quarter killed

the people he wanted to bury。



I give this as a specimen of the kind of thing Falconer did。  But he

took none of the business part in his own hands; on the same

principle on which Paul the Apostle said it was unmeet for him to

leave the preaching of the word in order to serve tablesnot that

the thing was beneath him; but that it was not his work so long as

he could be doing more important service still。



De Fleuri was one of his chief supports。  The whole nature of the

man mellowed under the sun of Falconer; and over the work that

Falconer gave him to do。  His daughter recovered; and devoted

herself to the same labour that had rescued her。  Miss St。 John was

her superior。  By degrees; without any laws or regulations; a little

company was gathered; not of ladies and gentlemen; but of men and

women; who aided each; other; and without once meeting as a whole;

laboured not the less as one body in the work of the Lord; bound in

one by bonds that had nothing to do with cobweb committee meetings

or public dinners; chairmen or wine…flushed subscriptions。  They

worked like the leaven of which the Lord spoke。



But De Fleuri; like almost every one in the community I believe; had

his own private schemes subserving the general good。  He knew the

best men of his own class and his own trade; and with them his

superior intellectual gifts gave him influence。  To them he told the

story of Falconer's behaviour to him; of Falconer's own need; and of

his hungry…hearted search。  An enthusiasm of help seized upon the

men。  To aid your superior is such a rousing gladness!Was anything

of this in St。 Paul's mind when he spoke of our being fellow…workers

with God?  I only put the question。Each one of these had his own

trustworthy acquaintances; or neighbours; ratherfor like finds out

like all the world through; as well as overand to them he told the

story of Falconer and his father; so that in all that region of

London it became known that the man who loved the poor was himself

needy; and looked to the poor for their help。  Without them he could

not be made perfect。



Some of my readers may be inclined to say that it was dishonourable

in Falconer to have occasioned the publishing of his father's

disgrace。  Such may recall to their minds that concealment is no law

of the universe; that; on the contrary; the Lord of the Universe

said once: 'There is nothing covered that shall not be revealed。'

Was the disgrace of Andrew Falconer greater because a thousand men

knew it; instead of forty; who could not help knowing it?  Hope lies

in light and knowledge。  Andrew would be none the worse that honest

men knew of his vice: they would be the first to honour him if he

should overcome it。  If he would notthe disgrace was just; and

would fall upon his son only in sorrow; not in dishonour。  The grace

of Godthe making of humanity by his beautiful handno; heartis

such; that disgrace clings to no man after repentance; any more than

the feet defiled with the mud of the world come yet defiled from the

bath。  Even the things that proceed out of the man; and do terribly

defile him; can be cast off like the pollution of the leper by a

grace that goes deeper than they; and the man who says; 'I have

sinned: I will sin no more;' is even by the voice of his brothers

crowned as a conqueror; and by their hearts loved as one who has

suffered and overcome。  Blessing on the God…born human heart!  Let

the hounds of God; not of Satan; loose upon sin;God only can rule

the dogs of the devil;let them hunt it to the earth; let them drag

forth the demoniac to the feet of the Man who loved the people while

he let the devil take their swine; and do not talk about disgrace

from a thing being known when the disgrace is that the thing should

exist。



One night I was returning home from some poor attempts of my own。  I

had now been a pupil of Falconer for a considerable time; but having

my own livelihood to make; I could not do so much as I would。



It was late; nearly twelve o'clock; as I passed through the region

of Seven Dials。  Here and there stood three or four brutal…looking

men; and now and then a squalid woman with a starveling baby in her

arms; in the light of the gin…shops。  The babies were the saddest to

seenursery…plants already in training for the places these men and

women now held; then to fill a pauper's grave; or perhaps a

perpetual cellsay rather; for the awful spaces of silence; where

the railway director can no longer be guilty of a worse sin than

house…breaking; and his miserable brother will have no need of the

shelter of which he deprived him。  Now and then a flaunting woman

wavered pasta night…shade; as our old dramatists would have called

her。  I could hardly keep down an evil disgust that would have

conquered my pity; when a scanty white dress would stop beneath a

lamp; and the gay dirty bonnet; turning round; reveal a painted

face; from which shone little more than an animal intelligence; not

brightened by the gin she had been drinking。  Vague noises of strife

and of drunken wrath flitted around me as I passed an alley; or an

opening door let out its evil secret。  Once I thought I heard the

dull thud of a blow on the head。  The noisome vapours were fit for

any of Swedenborg's hells。  There were few sounds; but the very

quiet seemed infernal。  The night was hot and sultry。  A skinned

cat; possibly still alive; fell on the street before me。  Under one

of the gas…lamps lay something long: it was a tress of dark hair;

torn perhaps from some woman's head: she had beautiful hair at

least。  Once I heard the cry of murder; but where; in that chaos of

humanity; right or left; before or behind me; I could not even

guess。  Home to such regions; from gorgeous stage…scenery and

dresses; from splendid; mirror…beladen casinos; from singing…halls;

and places of private and prolonged revelry; trail the daughters of

men at all hours from midnight till morning。  Next day they drink

hell…fire that they may forget。  Sleep brings an hour or two of

oblivion; hardly of peace; but they must wake; worn and miserable;

and the waking brings no hope: their only known help lies in the

gin…shop。  What can be done with them?  But the secrets God keeps

must be as good as those he tells。



But no sights of the night ever affected me so much as walking

through this same St。 Giles's on a summer Sunday morning; when

church…goers were in church。  Oh! the faces that creep out into the

sunshine then; and haunt their doors!  Some of them but skins drawn

over skulls; living Death's…heads; grotesque in their hideousness。



I was not very far from Falconer's abode。  My mind was oppressed

with sad thoughts and a sense of helplessness。  I began to wonder

what Falconer might at that moment be about。  I had not seen him for

a long timea whole fortnight。  He might be at home: I would go and

see; and if there were light in his windows I would ring his bell。



I went。  There was light in his windows。  He opened the door

himself; and welcomed me。  I went up with him; and we began to talk。

I told him of my sad thoughts; and my feelings of helplessness。



'He that believeth shall not make haste;' he said。 'There is plenty

of time。  You must not imagine that the result depends on you; or

that a single human soul can be lost because you may fail。  The

question; as far as you are concerned; is; whether you are to be

honoured in having a hand in the work that God is doing; and will

do; whether you help him or not。  Some will be honoured: shall it be

me?  And this honour gained excludes no one: there is work; as there
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