梓囚徒貧圭�鮗� ○ 賜 ★ 辛酔堀貧和鍬匈��梓囚徒貧議 Enter 囚辛指欺云慕朕村匈��梓囚徒貧圭�鮗� ● 辛指欺云匈競何��
!!!!隆堋響頼��紗秘慕禰厮宴和肝写偬堋響��
scanned what text there was in the middle�察�in order to get a hint of what it
was all about。 Of course I was not going to waste any time in reading。
A clue�察�a sign´board�察�a finger´post was all I required。 To my dismay and
disgust it was all in a stupid foreign language� �Really�察�the perversity of
some people made one at times almost despair of the whole race。
However�察 �the pictures remained�察 �pictures never lied�察 �never shuffled nor
evaded�察�and as for the story�察�I could invent it myself。
Over the page I went�察�shifting the bit of coal to a new position�察�and�察�as
the scheme of the picture disengaged itself from out the medley of colour
that met my delighted eyes�察 �first there was a warm sense of familiarity�察�
then a dawning recognition�察 �and then O then� �along with blissful
certainty came the imperious need to clasp my stomach with both hands�察�
in order to repress the shout of rapture that struggled to escapeit was my
own little city� �
I knew it well enough�察�I recognized it at once�察�though I had never been
quite so near it before。 Here was the familiar gateway�察 �to the left that
strange�察�slender tower with its grim�察�square head shot far above the walls�察�
48
´ Page 49´
DREAM DAYS
to the right�察�outside the town�察�the hillas of oldbroke steeply down to the
sea。 But to´day everything was bigger and fresher and clearer�察�the walls
seemed newly hewn�察�gay carpets were hung out over them�察�fair ladies and
long´haired children peeped and crowded on the battlements。 Better still�察�
the portcullis was upI could even catch a glimpse of the sunlit square
withinand a dainty company was trooping through the gate on horseback�察�
two and two。 Their horses�察�in trappings that swept the ground�察�were gay
as themselves�察�and THEY were the gayest crew�察�for dress and bearing�察�I
had ever yet beheld。 It could mean nothing else but a wedding�察�I thought�察�
this holiday attire�察�this festal and solemn entry�察�and�察�wedding or whatever
it was�察�I meant to be there。 This time I would not be balked by any grim
portcullis�察�this time I would slip in with the rest of the crowd�察�find out just
what my little town was like�察�within those exasperating walls that had so
long confronted me�察 �and�察 �moreover�察 �have my share of the fun that was
evidently going on inside。 Confident�察�yet breathless with expectation�察�I
turned the page。
Joy� �At last I was in it�察 �at last I was on the right side of those
provoking walls�察 �and�察 �needless to say�察 �I looked about me with much
curiosity。 A public place�察�clearly�察�though not such as I was used to。 The
houses at the back stood on a sort of colonnade�察�beneath which the people
jostled and crowded。 The upper stories were all painted with wonderful
pictures。 Above the straight line of the roofs the deep blue of a cloudless
sky stretched from side to side。 Lords and ladies thronged the
foreground�察�while on a dais in the centre a gallant gentleman�察�just alighted
off his horse�察 �stooped to the fingers of a girl as bravely dressed out as
Selina's lady between the saints�察 �and round about stood venerable
personages�察�robed in the most variegated clothing。 There were boys�察�too�察�
in plenty�察 �with tiny red caps on their thick hair�察 �and their shirts had
bunched up and worked out at the waist�察�just as my own did so often�察�after
chasing anybody�察�and each boy of them wore an odd pair of stockings�察�one
blue and the other red。 This system of attire went straight to my heart。 I
had tried the same thing so often�察 �and had met with so much
discouragement�察 �and here�察 �at last�察 �was my justification�察 �painted
deliberately in a grown´up book� �I looked about for my saint´friends
49
´ Page 50´
DREAM DAYS
the armour man and the other fellowbut they were not to be seen。
Evidently they were unable to get off duty�察�even for a wedding�察�and still
stood on guard in that green meadow down below。 I was disappointed�察�
too�察 �that not an angel was visible。 One or two of them�察 �surely�察 �could
easily have been spared for an hour�察�to run up and see the show�察�and they
would have been thoroughly at home here�察�in the midst of all the colour
and the movement and the fun。
But it was time to get on�察 �for clearly the interest was only just
beginning。 Over went the next page�察�and there we were�察�the whole crowd
of us�察�assembled in a noble church。 It was not easy to make out exactly
what was going on�察 �but in the throng I was delighted to recognize my
angels at last�察�happy and very much at home。 They had managed to get
leave off�察 �evidently�察 �and must have run up the hill and scampered
breathlessly through the gate�察 �and perhaps they cried a little when they
found the square empty�察�and thought the fun must be all over。 Two of
them had got hold of a great wax candle apiece�察 �as much as they could
stagger under�察�and were tittering sideways at each other as the grease ran
bountifully over their clothes。 A third had strolled in among the company�察�
and was chatting to a young gentleman�察�with whom she appeared to be on
the best of terms。 Decidedly�察 �this was the right breed of angel for us。
None of your sick´bed or night nursery business for them� �
Well�察 �no doubt they were now being married�察 �He and She�察 �just as
always happened。 And then�察�of course�察�they were going to live happily
ever after�察�and THAT was the part I wanted to get to。 Story´books were
so stupid�察�always stopping at the point where they became really nice�察�but
this picture´story was only in its first chapters�察�and at last I was to have a
chance of knowing HOW people lived happily ever after。 We would all
go home together�察�He and She�察�and the angels�察�and I�察�and the armour´man
would be invited to come and stay。 And then the story would really
begin�察�at the point where those other ones always left off。 I turned the
page�察�and found myself free of the dim and splendid church and once more
in the open country。
This was all right�察 �this was just as it should be。 The sky was a
fleckless blue�察�the flags danced in the breeze�察�and our merry bridal party�察�
50
´ Page 51´
DREAM DAYS
with jest and laughter�察�jogged down to the water´ side。 I was through the
town by this time�察�and out on the other side of the hill�察�where I had always
wanted to be�察�and�察�sure enough�察�there was the harbour�察�all thick with curly
ships。 Most of them were piled high with wedding´presentsbales of silk�察�
and gold and silver plate�察�and comfortable´looking bags suggesting bullion�察�
and the gayest ship of all lay close up to the carpeted landing´stage。
Already the bride was stepping daintily down the gangway�察 �her ladies
following primly�察�one by one�察�a few minutes more and we should all be
aboard�察 �the hawsers would splash in the water�察 �the sails would fill and
strain。 From the deck I should see the little walled town recede and sink
and grow dim�察 �while every plunge of our bows brought us nearer to the
happy islandit was an island we were bound for�察�I knew well� �Already I
could see the island´people waving hands on the crowded quay�察 �whence
the little houses ran up the hill to the castle�察�crowning all with its towers
and battlements。 Once more we should ride together�察�a merry procession�察�
clattering up the steep street and through the grim gateway�察�and then we
should have arrived�察�then we should all dine together�察�then we should have
reached home� �And then
OW� �OW� �OW� �
Bitter it is to stumble out of an opalescent dream into the cold daylight�察�
cruel to lose in a second a sea´voyage�察�an island�察�and a castle that was to
be practically your own�察 �but cruellest