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at their full value。 They who are conscious of Mankind's perfidy and selfishness； ever receive an obligation with apprehension and distrust： They suspect that some secret motive must lurk behind it： They express their thanks with restraint and caution； and fear to praise a kind action to its full extent； aware that some future day a return may be required。 Not so Antonia； She thought the world was composed only of those who resembled her； and that vice existed； was to her still a secret。 The Monk had been of service to her； He said that He wished her well； She was grateful for his kindness； and thought that no terms were strong enough to be the vehicle of her thanks。 With what delight did Ambrosio listen to the declaration of her artless gratitude！ The natural grace of her manners； the unequalled sweetness of her voice； her modest vivacity； her unstudied elegance； her expressive countenance； and intelligent eyes united to inspire him with pleasure and admiration； While the solidity and correctness of her remarks received additional beauty from the unaffected simplicity of the language in which they were conveyed。
Ambrosio was at length obliged to tear himself from this conversation which possessed for him but too many charms。 He repeated to Antonia his wishes that his visits should not be made known； which desire She promised to observe。 He then quitted the House； while his Enchantress hastened to her Mother； ignorant of the mischief which her Beauty had caused。 She was eager to know Elvira's opinion of the Man whom She had praised in such enthusiastic terms； and was delighted to find it equally favourable； if not even more so； than her own。
'Even before He spoke；' said Elvira； 'I was prejudiced in his favour： The fervour of his exhortations； dignity of his manner； and closeness of his reasoning； were very far from inducing me to alter my opinion。 His fine and full…toned voice struck me particularly； But surely； Antonia； I have heard it before。 It seemed perfectly familiar to my ear。 Either I must have known the Abbot in former times； or his voice bears a wonderful resemblance to that of some other； to whom I have often listened。
There were certain tones which touched my very heart； and made me feel sensations so singular； that I strive in vain to account for them。'
'My dearest Mother； it produced the same effect upon me： Yet certainly neither of us ever heard his voice till we came to Madrid。 I suspect that what we attribute to his voice； really proceeds from his pleasant manners； which forbid our considering him as a Stranger。 I know not why； but I feel more at my ease while conversing with him than I usually do with people who are unknown to me。 I feared not to repeat to him all my childish thoughts； and somehow I felt confident that He would hear my folly with indulgence。 Oh！ I was not deceived in him！ He listened to me with such an air of kindness and attention！ He answered me with such gentleness； such condescension！ He did not call me an Infant； and treat me with contempt； as our cross old Confessor at the Castle used to do。 I verily believe that if I had lived in Murcia a thousand years； I never should have liked that fat old Father Dominic！'
'I confess that Father Dominic had not the most pleasing manners in the world； But He was honest； friendly； and well…meaning。'
'Ah！ my dear Mother； those qualities are so common！'
'God grant； my Child； that Experience may not teach you to think them rare and precious： I have found them but too much so！ But tell me； Antonia； Why is it impossible for me to have seen the Abbot before？'
'Because since the moment when He entered the Abbey； He has never been on the outside of its walls。 He told me just now； that from his ignorance of the Streets； He had some difficulty to find the Strada di San Iago； though so near the Abbey。'
'All this is possible； and still I may have seen him BEFORE He entered the Abbey： In order to come out； it was rather necessary that He should first go in。'
'Holy Virgin！ As you say； that is very true。Oh！ But might He not have been born in the Abbey？'
Elvira smiled。
'Why； not very easily。'
'Stay； Stay！ Now I recollect how it was。 He was put into the Abbey quite a Child； The common People say that He fell from heaven； and was sent as a present to the Capuchins by the Virgin。'
'That was very kind of her。 And so He fell from heaven； Antonia？
He must have had a terrible tumble。'
'Many do not credit this； and I fancy； my dear Mother； that I must number you among the Unbelievers。 Indeed； as our Landlady told my Aunt； the general idea is that his Parents； being poor and unable to maintain him； left him just born at the Abbey door。 The late Superior from pure charity had him educated in the Convent； and He proved to be a model of virtue； and piety； and learning； and I know not what else besides： In consequence； He was first received as a Brother of the order； and not long ago was chosen Abbot。 However； whether this account or the other is the true one； at least all agree that when the Monks took him under their care； He could not speak： Therefore； you could not have heard his voice before He entered the Monastery； because at that time He had no voice at all。'
'Upon my word； Antonia； you argue very closely！ Your conclusions are infallible！ I did not suspect you of being so able a Logician。'
'Ah！ You are mocking me！ But so much the better。 It delights me to see you in spirits： Besides you seem tranquil and easy； and I hope that you will have no more convulsions。 Oh！ I was sure the Abbot's visit would do you good！'
'It has indeed done me good； my Child。 He has quieted my mind upon some points which agitated me； and I already feel the effects of his attention。 My eyes grow heavy； and I think I can sleep a little。 Draw the curtains； my Antonia： But if I should not wake before midnight； do not sit up with me； I charge you。'
Antonia promised to obey her； and having received her blessing drew the curtains of the Bed。 She then seated herself in silence at her embroidery frame； and beguiled the hours with building Castles in the air。 Her spirits were enlivened by the evident change for the better in Elvira； and her fancy presented her with visions bright and pleasing。 In these dreams Ambrosio made no despicable figure。 She thought of him with joy and gratitude； But for every idea which fell to the Friar's share； at least two were unconsciously bestowed upon Lorenzo。 Thus passed the time； till the Bell in the neighbouring Steeple of the Capuchin Cathedral announced the hour of midnight： Antonia remembered her Mother's injunctions； and obeyed them； though with reluctance。 She undrew the curtains with caution。 Elvira was enjoying a profound and quiet slumber； Her cheek glowed with health's returning colours： A smile declared that her dreams were pleasant； and as Antonia bent over her； She fancied that She heard her name pronounced。 She kissed her Mother's forehead softly； and retired to her chamber。 There She knelt before a Statue of St。 Rosolia； her Patroness； She recommended herself to the protection of heaven； and as had been her custom from infancy； concluded her devotions by chaunting the following Stanzas。
MIDNIGHT HYMN
Now all is hushed； The solemn chime No longer swells the nightly gale： Thy awful presence； Hour sublime； With spotless heart once more I hail。
'Tis now the moment still and dread； When Sorcerers use their baleful power； When Graves give up their buried dead To profit by the sanctioned hour：
From guilt and guilty thoughts secure； To duty and devotion true； With bosom light and conscience pure； Repose； thy gentle aid I woo。
Good Angels； take my thanks； that still The snares of vice I view with scorn； Thanks； that to…night as free from ill I sleep； as when I woke at morn。
Yet may not my unconscious breast Harbour some guilt to me unknown？ Some wish impure； which unreprest You blush to see； and I to own？
If such there be； in gentle dream Instruct my feet to shun the snare； Bid truth upon my errors beam； And deign to make me still your care。
Chase from my peaceful bed away The witching Spell； a foe to rest； The nightly Goblin； wanton Fay； The Ghost in pain； and Fiend unblest：
Let not the Tempter in mine ear Pour lessons of unhallowed joy； Let not the Night…mare； wandering near My Couch； the calm of sleep destroy；
Let not some horrid dream affright With strange fantastic forms mine eyes； But rather bid some vision bright Display the blissof yonder skies。
Show me the crystal Domes of Heaven； The worlds of light where Angels lie； Shew me the lot to Mortals given； Who guiltless live； who guiltless die。
Then show me how a seat to gain Amidst those blissful realms of Air； Teach me to shun each guilty stain； And guide me to the good and fair。
So every morn and night； my Voice To heaven the grateful strain shall raise； In You as Guardian Powers rejoice； Good Angels； and exalt your praise：
So will I strive with zealous fire Each vice to shun； each fault correct； Will love the lessons you inspire； And Prize the virtues you protect。
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