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thirst of his spirit。 He then took his leave with a boyish

exuberance of gayety; assuring her that her seclusion would

endure but a little longer; and that the result was already

certain。 Scarcely had he departed when Georgiana felt

irresistibly impelled to follow him。 She had forgotten to inform

Aylmer of a symptom which for two or three hours past had begun

to excite her attention。 It was a sensation in the fatal

birthmark; not painful; but which induced a restlessness

throughout her system。 Hastening after her husband; she intruded

for the first time into the laboratory。



The first thing that struck her eye was the furnace; that hot and

feverish worker; with the intense glow of its fire; which by the

quantities of soot clustered above it seemed to have been burning

for ages。 There was a distilling apparatus in full operation。

Around the room were retorts; tubes; cylinders; crucibles; and

other apparatus of chemical research。 An electrical machine stood

ready for immediate use。 The atmosphere felt oppressively close;

and was tainted with gaseous odors which had been tormented forth

by the processes of science。 The severe and homely simplicity of

the apartment; with its naked walls and brick pavement; looked

strange; accustomed as Georgiana had become to the fantastic

elegance of her boudoir。 But what chiefly; indeed almost solely;

drew her attention; was the aspect of Aylmer himself。



He was pale as death; anxious and absorbed; and hung over the

furnace as if it depended upon his utmost watchfulness whether

the liquid which it was distilling should be the draught of

immortal happiness or misery。 How different from the sanguine and

joyous mien that he had assumed for Georgiana's encouragement!



〃Carefully now; Aminadab; carefully; thou human machine;

carefully; thou man of clay!〃 muttered Aylmer; more to himself

than his assistant。 〃Now; if there be a thought too much or too

little; it is all over。〃



〃Ho! ho!〃 mumbled Aminadab。 〃Look; master! look!〃



Aylmer raised his eyes hastily; and at first reddened; then grew

paler than ever; on beholding Georgiana。 He rushed towards her

and seized her arm with a gripe that left the print of his

fingers upon it。



〃Why do you come hither? Have you no trust in your husband?〃

cried he; impetuously。 〃Would you throw the blight of that fatal

birthmark over my labors? It is not well done。 Go; prying woman;

go!〃



〃Nay; Aylmer;〃 said Georgiana with the firmness of which she

possessed no stinted endowment; 〃it is not you that have a right

to complain。 You mistrust your wife; you have concealed the

anxiety with which you watch the development of this experiment。

Think not so unworthily of me; my husband。 Tell me all the risk

we run; and fear not that I shall shrink; for my share in it is

far less than your own。〃



〃No; no; Georgiana!〃 said Aylmer; impatiently; 〃it must not be。〃



〃I submit;〃 replied she calmly。 〃And; Aylmer; I shall quaff

whatever draught you bring me; but it will be on the same

principle that would induce me to take a dose of poison if

offered by your hand。〃



〃My noble wife;〃 said Aylmer; deeply moved; 〃I knew not the

height and depth of your nature until now。 Nothing shall be

concealed。 Know; then; that this crimson hand; superficial as it

seems; has clutched its grasp into your being with a strength of

which I had no previous conception。 I have already administered

agents powerful enough to do aught except to change your entire

physical system。 Only one thing remains to be tried。 If that fail

us we are ruined。〃



〃Why did you hesitate to tell me this?〃 asked she。



〃Because; Georgiana;〃 said Aylmer; in a low voice; 〃there is

danger。〃



〃Danger? There is but one dangerthat this horrible stigma shall

be left upon my cheek!〃 cried Georgiana。 〃Remove it; remove it;

whatever be the cost; or we shall both go mad!〃



〃Heaven knows your words are too true;〃 said Aylmer; sadly。 〃And

now; dearest; return to your boudoir。 In a little while all will

be tested。〃



He conducted her back and took leave of her with a solemn

tenderness which spoke far more than his words how much was now

at stake。 After his departure Georgiana became rapt in musings。

She considered the character of Aylmer; and did it completer

justice than at any previous moment。 Her heart exulted; while it

trembled; at his honorable loveso pure and lofty that it would

accept nothing less than perfection nor miserably make itself

contented with an earthlier nature than he had dreamed of。 She

felt how much more precious was such a sentiment than that meaner

kind which would have borne with the imperfection for her sake;

and have been guilty of treason to holy love by degrading its

perfect idea to the level of the actual; and with her whole

spirit she prayed that; for a single moment; she might satisfy

his highest and deepest conception。 Longer than one moment she

well knew it could not be; for his spirit was ever on the march;

ever ascending; and each instant required something that was

beyond the scope of the instant before。



The sound of her husband's footsteps aroused her。 He bore a

crystal goblet containing a liquor colorless as water; but bright

enough to be the draught of immortality。 Aylmer was pale; but it

seemed rather the consequence of a highly…wrought state of mind

and tension of spirit than of fear or doubt。



〃The concoction of the draught has been perfect;〃 said he; in

answer to Georgiana's look。 〃Unless all my science have deceived

me; it cannot fail。〃



〃Save on your account; my dearest Aylmer;〃 observed his wife; 〃I

might wish to put off this birthmark of mortality by

relinquishing mortality itself in preference to any other mode。

Life is but a sad possession to those who have attained precisely

the degree of moral advancement at which I stand。 Were I weaker

and blinder it might be happiness。 Were I stronger; it might be

endured hopefully。 But; being what I find myself; methinks I am

of all mortals the most fit to die。〃



〃You are fit for heaven without tasting death!〃 replied her

husband 〃But why do we speak of dying? The draught cannot fail。

Behold its effect upon this plant。〃



On the window seat there stood a geranium diseased with yellow

blotches; which had overspread all its leaves。 Aylmer poured a

small quantity of the liquid upon the soil in which it grew。 In a

little time; when the roots of the plant had taken up the

moisture; the unsightly blotches began to be extinguished in a

living verdure。



〃There needed no proof;〃 said Georgiana; quietly。 〃Give me the

goblet I joyfully stake all upon your word。〃



〃Drink; then; thou lofty creature!〃 exclaimed Aylmer; with fervid

admiration。 〃There is no taint of imperfection on thy spirit。 Thy

sensible frame; too; shall soon be all perfect。〃



She quaffed the liquid and returned the goblet to his hand。



〃It is grateful;〃 said she with a placid smile。 〃Methinks it is

like water from a heavenly fountain; for it contains I know not

what of unobtrusive fragrance and deliciousness。 It allays a

feverish thirst that had parched me for many days。 Now; dearest;

let me sleep。 My earthly senses are closing over my spirit like

the leaves around the heart of a rose at sunset。〃



She spoke the last words with a gentle reluctance; as if it

required almost more energy than she could command to pronounce

the faint and lingering syllables。 Scarcely had they loitered

through her lips ere she was lost in slumber。 Aylmer sat by her

side; watching her aspect with the emotions proper to a man the

whole value of whose existence was involved in the process now to

be tested。 Mingled with this mood; however; was the philosophic

investigation characteristic of the man of science。 Not the

minutest symptom escaped him。 A heightened flush of the cheek; a

slight irregularity of breath; a quiver of the eyelid; a hardly

perceptible tremor through the frame;such were the details

which; as the moments passed; he wrote down in his folio volume。

Intense thought had set its stamp upon every previous page of

that volume; but the thoughts of years were all concentrated upon

the last。



While thus employed; he failed not to gaze often at the fatal

hand; and not without a shudder。 Yet once; by a strange and

unaccountable impulse he pressed it with his lips。 His spirit

recoiled; however; in the very act; and Georgiana; out of the

midst of her deep sleep; moved uneasily and murmured as if in

remonstrance。 Again Aylmer resumed his watch。 Nor was it without

avail。 The crimson hand; which at first had been strongly visible

upon the marble paleness of Georgiana's cheek; now grew more

faintly outlined。 She remained not less pale than ever; but the

birthmark with every breath that came and went; lost somewhat of

its former distinctness。 Its presence had been awful; its

departure was more awful still。 Watch the stain of 
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